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· I remember being in some sort of class going together with someone else

· We were chit-chatting and stuff, talking about the careers that I like and pursue

· The teacher was saying something like if I know what I like, that is the career path I should choose

· Then he asks me if I watched anime and wanted to test my skills or something by making me draw a short story in one page

· I managed to do it somehow, dunno how, and he didn't seem like he was bothering to look, occupied with something else

· Somehow I found myself walking with my mom after some sort of thing from some kind of airport and I wanted to get my stuff that were mostly comic books

· I put it in the car and wanted to go back to get the rest but she seemed like she wanted to leave so I had to leave them behind while I got into the backseat because I was afraid she would take the chance to throw my books away

· Then she started scolding me about reading comic books at this age and that I should stop being so childish

· Then we started an argument in which I screamed at her saying that these books are bought with my own money I earned in Brunei and I had the right to buy whatever I like

· Then she started saying something like if I want to separate costs so much then better yet if I just get Joe to pay for my release to wed, seeming as if this is a timeline where I was still with my mom and Joe is still secretly dating me or something

· This time I said "Fine, I will. We'll see about that" and looked away

· She could sense that I'm upset and wanted to drive back to the airport to get my remaining books

· We passed by the front and saw some sort of welcoming party at the arrival with people cosplaying like from my Brunei DevArt Meet

· Then we realize the stuff that I left behind was at the back of the airport so we took some sort of short cut to get there

· Then it seemed like the short cut led us to a bridge that was going to close up, but my mom drove to the edge and forced the bridge to drop down so that we can drive down

· I got off and tried to look for the way to get to the back of the airport but somehow found myself in some sort of lighthouse or whatever

· I entered it and went downwards but the doors were all locked and I couldn't get out

· Then I remembered that this wasn't the way to the back of the airport and climbed back up, in which I saw my mom getting out of the car trying to find out why was I taking so long

· I suddenly had the urge to run, to escape from her, and so I did

· I soon found myself running, jumping and climbing ledges like I was in Uncharted 2 or Prince of Persia or Assassin's Creed or something as I leapt from place to place, trying to get away from her

· She was chasing behind me fast and I soon found myself somehow in the water village, and I was running on water or something

· There was a close call and I was almost bitten by a crocodile, and while I tried to beat it away with a pole, my mom caught up with me, soaking wet, obviously swimming trying to chase me

· Then out of impulse and shock to the water village people, I used the pole to perform long jumps over rooftops and throwing it away so that my mom won't get the chance to catch up

· But dunno why she still manages to be right behind me

· I found myself within the market place of the water village and I thought I saw Rukia from Bleach there with her wares

· I ran past her, hoping that she would help me do something to stop my mom but she didn't

· My mom caught up with me and I yelled at her not to touch me as I went forward to Renji who was relaxing on a tree, only dunno why I called him Byakuya instead of Renji and he didn't seem to mind

· He saw my mom and was going to call her something when I woke up


· I was in some room having sex with some guy

· He was feeling me up first, making me come, then he started sexing me up

· Though weirdly everytime I was about to orgasm he would pull out and "help" me instead

· And oddly, no matter how many times he "helped" me to orgasm, it wasn't enough

· Then somehow I found myself in some sort of carpenter shop doing this sort of impossible woodwork

· Something to do with a triangle that I saw in one of those optic illusion books

· I was at the woodwork trying to do measuring then all of a sudden I inched close to the head carpenter and lifted my skirt to let him "help" me

· He made me orgasm but dunno why it's still not enough

· Then it was almost like a sleep paralysis when I feel myself being "helped" but I couldn't move

· Then I turned to one side and not sure whether I'm dreaming or not, but I was looking at my fiance calling him out but he can't hear me and I felt the finger (not sure is mine or not) pressing against my bud and diddling me again till I orgasmed, and the sleep paralysis hit me again


· I remember being in the room, and the sheets have changed

· I remember seeing Joe's 2nd sister's family and remember chatting with them

· And then all of a sudden Joe wants the sheets changed, even though it had only been used a day and that he was totally oblivious about it

· I remember complaining that to the maid but changed the sheets anyway

· Then somehow I found myself both watching a game and playing as a character in it

· I remember something to do with climbing and catching falling characters and send them flying back up again

· Then no idea why, it seemed to slowly play out into a movie of sorts and I'm one of the characters in it

· We were climbing up to look down from a window and I was conversing with a Doraemon and another doll that I can't remember what character it was

· Apparently I was there to solve something and the dolls were my guides

· A few men were chatting and I remember there were sink counters there below me

· Then an old man was asking where his dolls were and wanted to play with them, so I assumed he was looking for the dolls I was conversing with and gave them to him

· The men left the old man alone and then a few moments later, a whole group came in, laughing and celebrating

· Something in my gut told me that this was the scenario I was looking for, as if I was time-travelling and looking for a scene that I was supposed to correct

· I quickly ran downstairs, which weirdly was covered with sheets on the stairs, but remembered the dolls and went back up to get them

· Dunno why, Joe's niece was there and wanted to follow me but I told her no

· We all ran down to the party they were holding over there, the dolls telling me that there was nothing I could do to stop death happening in the party as it was meant to happen, but I was supposed to prevent another death somewhere

· One of the dolls asked me to go ask the birthday girl (or was it one of the guests?) where did she stay while she was here so that I could go rescue whoever I was supposed to rescue

· I tried asking her but she refused to answer, thinking I was some weirdo

· Her brother tried to protect her by coming at me but dunno why, as if in reflex mode, I was able to dodge him and hit him back

· I begged, asking her that if she didn't tell me, someone was going to die or something like that, but she was stubborn and continued to keep her mouth shut, although I saw she was waning

· I finally gave up and walked away, crying out loud, saying something about me failing again and the dolls comforting me, and at the corner of my eye, I caught sight of me on the sideview mirror of a car that I was sporting wings and two other men dressed in black with white wings were holding me, comforting me as I walked

· Someone approached me and told me to go to Rock d' Cafe or something like that, which was where the girl stayed, and said I might be able to make it

· Then I was no longer in it, but watching it as the credits rolled, showing people wearing weird plain T-shirts with chemical formulas on it and the Rock d' Cafe becoming a big tourist attraction with an altar or some sort worshipping dolls

· My gut feeling told me that the dolls I had with me were the main attraction


· I dreamt that I was at home, playing some sort of game that resembled Torchlight based on Joe's recommendation

· But somehow my level was that I was moving upwards, not downwards, and it feels as if I'm playing the game and being part of the game

· Then somehow it felt like it was the easiest game I've ever played because the higher I went, the lesser monsters to kill, but the lesser things to collect

· After that, I find myself at home, but there seemed to be extra people living in it, and the setting looks almost like my old home back in KK

· I was passing by the kitchen and it seems that we have missed breakfast or something

· I went back to bed with Joe and some teen guy that we seem to know came asking us questions and I think I replied, "It's an adult thing. Enjoy your teen life."

· Then I remember glimpses of being in a hospital, not as a patient, but a visitor

· Then I found myself with my mom and she was again complaining about my attitude

· She said something like she had no idea whether she's raising a daughter or a dump or something like that

· She was getting more and more upset as she goes when she realize I wasn't replying any of her questions

· Then finally I snapped at her, shouting at her, claiming that I could've told her calmly and quietly in the car but that she wasn't making it easier for me

· Then I stormed off, walking away from her, but I could feel her walking behind me, following me, waiting for a chance to grab me

· Dunno why, my walking got heavier and heavier and I was worried that I would never reach my destination in time

· I finally saw my dad's Chinese pharmacy shop and went in, and was safe away from my mom, but my mom lingered outside and behaved as if she owned the shop

· No one said anything when I came in, as if they knew why I was here, but my dad wasn't around to protect me, and while someone tried to contact my dad, one of them asked if I wanted to play pool and we talked, mostly about my mom and her attitude

· Then somehow my mom braved herself and went in

· She was trying to manipulate to get to her side but they don't seem to budge, and at the same time, she tried to come close to me probably to grab me but I keep walking away from her

· When she hit me, I hit her back and keep my distance from her, and the others were neither helping me nor her, like they were just watching

· Finally I shouted at her "No means NO!" and scolded her about not getting it

· She lost her cool and shot a taser at me, aiming my hand and tried to electrocute me in submission

· Some of them tried to find a way to remove the thing from my hand without getting themselves electrocuted while I continued to scream at her

· When she wanted to hit another dose of electricity, two women came from behind her, one to knock her out and one to stab her at the back

· I asked, "What did you just do?" and one woman replied "Something we should've done..." and the other ended, "...20 years ago."

· I then somehow found myself watching some soap opera on TV while thinking of that event before I eventually woke up


· I was in my old home before my parents were divorced, but instead of my dad staying there, it was my mom

· She was her usual self, scolding me and stuff, even slapped me when I talked back

· She warned me to go to sleep and not watch TV, but I didn't listen and waited for her to fall asleep before turning the TV on to watch

· She caught me and I lied saying that I slept on the remote and accidentally turned it on

· Then somehow I got myself kicked out of the room or something, which was fine with me, because I get to sleep in my room without any trouble from her

· Then somehow I ended up at school with my friends and they were making sure that I have gotten everything I need from that house, showing that basically I ran away from home and they are helping me out

· Then I found myself riding the bus and had visions of some sort of alien invasion in which the alien takes over a person's body bit by bit and make them into cannibals

· One kid who was being invaded tried to resist and find a cure by trying to kill and eat the alien at their first stage but it didn't work

· They were almost indestructible even though they were squeezed into a pulp

· Then we had some sort of car chase ensued, not sure whether it was running away from the aliens or something

· We were performing long jumps and dash with the bus and we realize every time we jump we find ourselves landing on a different area

· With our final jump, we landed into Chicago, the ORIGINAL Chicago we had wanted to go

· It was then we realized that we are experiencing some sort of Sliders moment in which we were caught in the belt of dimensional travel before finally reaching our destination

· Then I found myself back in my home again and I went to check on my mom to see that she was still sleeping but awakened by my coming in

· It was as if I never left

· I sort of heard my dad downstairs and when my mom came out of the room to find out what I was doing I lied to her, saying that I had a bad dream

· Somehow one of my friends left her packages for me to look after in the toilet and they looked like pet food


· I remember being in some sort of concentration camp or prison-like scenario

· The people there look like familiar Hong Kong actors

· Then I saw them starting to argue with a female commanding officer, trying to break bowls or something

· Then I remember the main character trying to remind her the old days before they were like this, oddly enough they were speaking in Cantonese, English and Cantonese but still can understand each other

· He even showed that long-term being in the prisons made him develop pus on his body as he squeezed out the pus to show her

· Then if I'm not mistaken they soon reconciled their differences and somehow credits started showing it to be Episode 6 or something

· Then I remember being in some sort of odd Flash Forward TV series moment

· I remember being in the public bathroom and was making a deal with the fellow janitor on how to clean the bathroom, something about I clean it my way for the day, and he gets to clean it his way every other day

· Dunno why, whenever I leave the bathroom, the light always turns itself off

· Then I remember being in some sort of field or carpark or whatever and wanted to go to the toilet and somehow being followed by 3 guys

· Then they were trying to grab me, and I try to stall them by saying I need to piss, but they weren't buying it

· Then I tried to weasel my way to the convenient store to send a secret message to the owner whom I seem to know but they beat me to the punch

· I was taken and brought past some familiar grounds, one of them looking like a kindergarten my mom used to work in, and I called it a "bad place", dunno why

· I was taken into a rundown shack, where then I was somehow given a drug to look like I was dead or something, then put on a glass coffin with the antidote hung on something next to the door, and there were scribblings on the coffin cover, which, in my POV is the other way round, but after looking at it for a while, it reads Do Not Awaken the Dead Before 5 Weeks and a date that says 13 December

· Then I remember being inside the coffin with memories of being married to one of my kidnappers and also a vision of me looking into the shack witnessing everything

· She claims of being me 10 years ago, having predicted this was going to happen and was carrying some ancient latin book that foretold things from Revelation, or something like that


· I had 2 dreams, first dream I don't remember a thing coz I was suddenly awaken, but I do remember the 2nd one

· I think I was experiencing some sort of horror movie in which at first I was with a group of teens on a holiday

· I remember a gang calling me to come to his side of the pool but I was tricked because to get there I have to end up falling into the deep end

· I panicked and quickly swim up to the shallow side while I was laughed at

· I got angry and splashed water at them, which started a fight

· Someone tried to pounce on me but ended up banging his head against the wall and got killed

· We now panicked and decided to bury him secretly

· Then the classic revenge from the grave happened

· Then the scenario changed to having some sort of orgy and I was involved, getting a pussy job from a girl

· As I orgasmed, somehow popping out of the ground was Madonna and she just suddenly sang anf everyone broke into a song

· After she finished singing, we returned to our orgy but somehow my partner(s) have turned into Goofy and Donald Duck from KH (ugh)

· The scenario then suddenly switched to me being in a school

· I remember at one point I went to the library to help someone return a book while I checked out what nice books for leisure they have but they were all like for kids

· Then I left and saw a bloodhound that's supposedly mine waiting for me

· My friends kept warning me not to step on its shit or something

· Then we went to the hall to watch a performance

· There was signing and stuff, and there was a quick change clothes act, which we found out the trick when we peeked backstage that she was wearing dresses that is able to quickly unzip from the back

· Then me and my friends (who somehow look like typical US teens) were chatting up about some movies

· We were going to the canteen but first stop was the bathroom where I wanted to take a dump

· Some guy entered the wrong bathroom and almost barged into my cubicle when I was locking it but luckily he didn't

· While we did our business, we were talking about losing weight and plastic surgery

· Nothing came out of me except piss, so I gave up and joined them to the canteen

· The canteen was in a huge hall with stalls on the side as long as the hall itself

· I ate some tidbits and wanted to help myself to the main course when I realized that we were having recess earlier than the rest and the bell rang

· Last I remember was a loud stampede of students coming in to get their food


· I only remember bits and pieces

· I remember some sort of argument going on

· I remember being at a home watching a JSN episode, although it felt like I was experiencing it at the same time

· Something involving Katsuya and his usual pranks and the real reason behind him doing it, that involved a cat as well

· Then I remember finish watching it and someone that felt like my mom asking me if I want to go to my uncle's shop to have lunch, in which I reluctantly agreed

· I remember playing some sort of a weird Scrabble game that involved big huge letter blocks as well

· Then I remember going through my comic collection and someone trying to peel off the price tag I left on it

· Then I remember being in the car with Joe and we seem to be arguing about something

· Last I remember is him pulling over and I was going to cry


I had a very long dream that would probably had to split into chronological sections so that I can remember every detail:

HAIRCUT

· I went to go get a haircut with Joe

· First we went to visit the shop next door to get something

· Joe did his regular haircut as usual while I decide what sort of haircut I should get

· I told the hair dresser there's one hair style I would like to try, pointing at a catalog, but she gave me a different catalog instead

· Then somehow she ended up taking a shaver and shaved off a little bit on the top before trimming

· Then she realized what she had done wrong and try to fix it by taking me behind the shop and do it in secret, apologizing to me profusely


HOUSE

· I was in a house, and the floor was filled with shoes

· Someone that looked like Rowan Atkinson was walking around calling all the shoes rubbish

· We had an argument or something, then I humphed as I walked away

· He got offended and asked if I walked away

· He got offended and asked if I humped and I denied it but I humphed again quietly just to spite him


COMIC

· I think I was doing some drawings or something

· Then I think I was reading a Dragon Ball coloured magazine

· There was a part where someone just jumped and kissed Vegeta fully on the lips and I was totally shocked


ACTION SCENE

· I think I got caught in some sort of brawl

· It felt almost like Uncharted, but the charas look like Indian ppl

· Don't remember much about that but there were a lot of shouting, fighting and exploding going on


LIBRARY

· I remember being in a library

· Someone wanted to go to the restricted area to research on something

· So I was in charge to lure the person guarding the restricted area and distract him while they sneak in

· I flirted with him, even went as far as making out with him

· Seemingly my boyfriend (even though it wasn't Joe) was in the library as well

· He caught us doing it and the guard realized my ploy, but he didn't seem to be upset about it

· In fact he was fine with it and hinted that I could lure him away anytime


MOVIE

· Went to watch a movie with Joe

· It was a Harry Potter movie

· It had a sort of alternate ending (not sure if it involved Voldemort defeated) in which all the charas were attending a sort of wedding

· Oddly Petunia and Vernon were there, helping Harry dress up, with Vernon giving him some sort of pep-talk about Harry's turn to marry and his willingness to give away his "man-daughter", whatever that meant

· The story somehow ended with Remus meeting Tonks and getting her some snacks to eat and her subtly hinting him that she was pregnant or something


· I remember being in some sort of weird world where I have to battle some kind of evil force that had a odd cross between a medieval world and Star Trek

· I remember being at my dad's home after that

· I remember being beside my dad in bed and he was talking on the phone or something complaining about his aches and pains

· He was drinking some sort of cooling water and the label claims it tastes like rain

· I tried it and kinda choked on it
· Oddly to me, it tasted like sparkling water

· Then I remember the label saying those who have sensitive sense of smell would probably think it tastes something else and not to worry because there will be no risk of poisoning, or something like that

· Then I think I just came out of a shower or something and I was walking out totally naked

· There were ppl ard including my dad, but they don't seem to mind

· Then a little girl whom I seem to know (probably my cousin from my dad's side)

· She said she came over to borrow a movie from me and I told her to wait until I get dressed

· When I opened the drawer to get the movie she wanted, I found myself and the girl somehow on the streets

· We were walking down the streets admiring the view when we saw a few skateboarders doing their thing

· 3 of them came over and hit on us, taunting us and asking if we could do what they can, but we ignored them

· Then somehow we found ourselves in some sort of classroom or game show along with the 3 boys and some other teenagers

· The teacher was asking trivia and trick questions and me and the leader of the 3 boys tend to answer them in a comical way, picking answers other ppl won't pick

· The 3 boys somehow reminded me of the Rowdyruff Boys from PPG

· Then the whole event ended and the teacher pulled me and my friend and the 3 boys aside to say that we were unique and this test is just a way to lure us into it to test our potential

· The leader got upset and left the scene and I think one of the girls that I know from the quiz followed after him

· Then I found myself in the bus with my companion and we were eating something that looks like noodles

· Then dunno why, I said to my companion that I am leaving to join the leader of the 3 boys

· Somehow the scene seems to be that he and the girl are some sort of beings from the forest or something like that

· I said my goodbyes to my companion (I think I even gave her a kiss) before I got off at a dark alley

· Thr girl who followed the leader of the 3 boys was waiting for me

· She was holding some sort of white nightie or something made out of soft fabric and told me to change and put it on so that we could go see the guy (she was also wearing the same)

· I asked her where did she get it because I remember she went with him without bringing any belongings with her

· She said she got it somewhere around and won't elaborate further

· We were guided by her lantern and we soon met up with the guy, who was dressed almost like Peter Pan

· The last I remember was him asking me what took us so long before we entered the darkness


· I dreamt of being back at my old primary school somehow

· I was hanging with my friends, but dunno why I suddenly have a stuffed nose on one side

· I don't remember much about the rest, but what I do remember was that I dreamt that I woke up finding Joe was watching an anime

· It had the FMA 1st ending song "Uso" playing and the anime was towards the end, but I noticed that the anime was yaoi-ish in nature

· I remember two blonde guys (one long hair, one short) mimicking two redhead girls holding hands, a castle, them running down a white track dragging another dirty blonde guy which Joe claims to be a girl in male disguise

· Even the preview for next episode was yaoi-ish in nature


· Got involved in some sort of movie world

· It felt almost like trying to save the world from a government conspiracy

· I think there were even supernatural elements involved

· Then somehow found myself in a home

· Seems like it had something to do with after the adventure died down, the ppl tried to return to living their normal lives

· I don't remember much of what's going in that, but I do remember seeing a man with his daughter, and his wife and mother-in-law was around

· Then I found myself submerged into another movie world that seemed like there were a bit of fusion between Asian and American

· Also a little bit of supernatural involved as well as some sort of kidnapping or hostage situation taking place

· The last I remember is about a continuous loop of events where the person tries to do something to save someone but always ended up in a form of different outcomes


· I don't remember much about the front part but the rest I do

· I remember somewhat being in a school and I was wearing something like a Japanese high school uniform

· I remember coming in late from some place, probably something to do with having a bit of lovey-dovey in the toilet

· They were starting some sort of evaluation quiz and I grabbed a copy for myself

· Then I realized my questions were different from other ppl

· Despite the fact that there were some who were different as well, I kept insisting to investigate why my questions are different

· I asked my classmates that oddly enough looked like my primary school classmates about this and they all say it depends on whether you're a full-time or part-time student

· One of them got fed up with my asking and scolded me for being such a short-term memory loser

· I grabbed his test paper and went to approach the teacher about this and she also said the same thing about part-time and full-time students, but didn't really answer my question

· After class, I realized I was on staying back duty and started cleaning up

· A few were still left behind gathering their books

· Then dunno why, we were chatting and the atmosphere suddenly became nostalgic

· There was a swelling on my thigh or something and I squeezed out the pus

· Then I felt possibly a small rock wedged inside the swelling and despite the pain, I dug into it to get it out

· It revealed to be a tiny shard of glass

· It appears that I have taken an injury that was meant for my classmate who was sitting in front of me

· They seemed to be touched by my sacrifice and one person took my picture, although it came out looking like Luffy from One Piece wearing glasses

· I cooled down the swelling with the cold side of my drink packet while passing the shard to him to pass it to my classmate whom I took the injury from, asking him to relay the msg telling her ot be more careful

· He did as I asked and she looked confused, but I just smiled knowingly and she smiled back

· She said something inaudible and suddenly went out of focus

· When my mind cleared, I saw Yuuko (of XXXHolic) towering over me and shouting for me to wake up

· She said since this is a private school, she had to pretend to be someone I know to get in and found me sleeping on the job

· It was as if she was talking to me like I am Watanuki

· The last I remember was finding myself looking at Watanuki rambling about as usual as he did his job, and scolding Yuuko to stop calling him "Wan-chan", or something like that


· Everything is more or less in bits and pieces

· I remember being in some kind of municipal hall

· It was some sort of event going on and somehow I felt left out, like I was supposed to be part of it

· I remember some sort of group called VJ Tradings or something like that attending but they were lacking members, and again I felt like I was supposed to be part of it

· Then I remember going into some sort of hiking trip

· We chose a route that was very tough and my company was impressed that I could keep up

· But then somehow it felt more like a rescue mission than a hiking trip

· After that I remember being at a sort of home or condo playing a Sim game

· My chara has 4 wives and I tend to make the wives pregnant almost as soon as they give birth to a child

· There are even sound effects in the game that allows me to make the birthing process more realistic

· There are even codes and hints I can use to force my Sim wives to give birth to multiples


· I remember being in a school

· We were going to have some sort of play

· We were all gathering getting dressed and stuff and we wanted to get a suitable hat for one of us

· Then we saw some bigger ones that would git her but unfortunately it was on top of a roof of a warehouse and the area was surrounded by bees

· We try to lure the bees away and got the hat that she needed

· Then something happened that made me discover that someone is targeting one of my pretty foreign friend (who reminds me of Tamaki from OHSHC) and get him out

· Somehow found myself playing some sort of challenge game in which a timer was set and we were given a set of keys to unlock a whole row of drawers

· The weird thing is we're not supposed to open the drawers based on the labels of the keys, but based on the label carved onto the key

· We (one of us looked like Hiroshi from JSN) managed to open about most of them before the timer ran out

· The girl who wanted the hat got something but dunno why, it mysteriously disappeared from her pocket

· Blames and accusations started pouring onto the foreign friend and threatened to expel him

· I tried to plea for him but he seemed to be alright being accused this way

· In fact a loud broadcast was made announcing his "thievery" and his expulsion

· Then I remember settling in with a family that had the man of the house looking like Eddie Murphy

· Their relationship was not very good and they constantly argue with each other

· They had a chart on the wall with numerous brain-storming pics of their life, with their current one as "Life Starts Anew" or something like that

· I then confronted them with it and they realized how bad their relationship was

· The wife was upset at the husband for being cold to her, while the husband was upset with the wife because she was no longer exciting like she used to

· They finally settled their differences and started a new chart, and accepted their daughter's (who I found out is a lesbian) girlfriend

· They named this new chart as "Life Broken and Reconstructed" or something like that and added me into the picture because of my efforts to save their marriage

· I then chatted with the girlfriend and asked how did her own family take her being a lesbian

· She said they were a little shocked at first but now at peace with it

· We then discussed about the stigma of being gay and lesbian, mostly because parents will be horrified that their bloodline won't continue

· Coincidentally the TV was sharing something about that too, about a guy scolding his son for being gay and was oblivious to the fact that turning his wife into a baby machine was killing her

· The last I remember from the TV is some sort of weird creature that supports gays and lesbians and goes around to ppl's places in a musical style and help them embrace their nature


· I remember being in the hospital

· Having some sort of recurring dream of me being pregnant or something

· This time my belly is kinda swollen but it just doesn't feel real

· Then the scenario changed to me walking down some sort of office building

· I crossed paths with my dad somehow, then crossed paths with a lady from my previous dream handing me the application that I have wanted (another recurring scenario)

· She said it'll cost me $88 for it and I said I'll pay her later when I get my money at the ATM

· I followed my dad and Joe and told them about it and they asked me to think carefully about it, whether I'm choosing my job or my education

· There was a hectic discussion and somehow it looked like the scenario changed into me being in a room in between a family dispute of a father and 2 sons

· I don't remember much about the dispute, but I remember it got violent, and somehow someone got killed

· Then I remember being in someone's house or something with a granny and her granddaughter

· The granny somehow brought home an old man and let him go to the bathroom, but then later she didn't remember having him around and thought him an intruder

· Then he went to another room that was connected to someone else's toilet and caught sight of a middle-aged women undressing

· The woman was surprised to see him but not upset, in fact they ended up having sex even though her fiance was at the other side

· After having fun, he returned to the granny's room to see the granddaughter there, and for no particular reason, she used him as his model to do her tailoring

· When she went out to entertain her granny, the old man somehow managed to run off

· I soon found myself going shopping and was in the dressing room changing when I realized I had a few missed calls

· It was from the lady who gave me the application form and I called her back, knowing that she wanted her money

· I told her I'll pay her tomorrow or the day after and gave her the excuse that the ATM was out of order and the banks were closed

· Then I found myself in the room of my home, reading an encyclopedia about pregnancies and birth

· I think I was supposed to do homework or something but was ignoring it to read the encyclopedia

· I then found myself in a classroom with students

· I remember some sort of verbal fight going on and I got so frustrated I lashed out at them, telling them to keep it down

· I lectured them but it seemed somehow there were lesser ppl in the room and they laughed at me for the lack of "audience"

· I got even angrier and hit and slapped the person who started the verbal fight

· Soon they got scared of me and didn't continue fighting anymore

· Last I remember was being coaxed to calm down by someone who looked like Joe


· I remember being in a school

· I remember meeting up with some ppl and we were supposed to attend some sort of seminar or something

· Then within the seminar I saw some of my old classmates from high school

· Some of them are still wearing the high school pinafore and some are still wearing the primary school pinafore

· Dunno why, but I have the feeling that I know why they were wearing it

· Them wearing school pinafore means that they had not passed their exams and had to redo them, even though they now seem to be the same age as I am

· Then I remember being admitted into the hospital

· I was admitted because I was going to give birth, but I was not in pain or my stomach was not big at all

· In fact when they told me to push, I feel it coming out, but I don't feel any pain, and there was still no bulge on my belly

· I then was sent to recovery and was allowed to go home after giving birth to twin girls

· I went to see them in the nursery, but somehow they look more like full-grown toddlers, and one seemed to have sideburns

· I was told that I can pick the kids up tomorrow so I was sent home and they broke the news to everyone

· Everyone congratulated me

· I expressed my concern on how I'm pregnant without knowing and that my belly was flat, but Joe's mom seem to take it in stride and told me that now I'm in confinement period, I should be eating something organic

· The last I remember was watching some sort of weird Donald Duck cartoon


· I remember being at home

· It looked almost like my home in BDC back then

· I remember arguing something to my mom

· Then I was taking a dump in the toilet

· The door lock on the knob was broken so I couldn't lock the door

· My mom came in wanting to take a shower and I exclaimed for her to get out

· She told me something about don't flush, or was it don't clean after I'm done, but she said it too late and I was already done and washing myself instead of wiping with tissue

· Then we bickered again over that, dunno why

· Then I found out we were expecting guests and I soon found myself in a restaurant

· While waiting for our guests to arrive, we chatted up with some ppl we knew next to our table

· We were, oddly enough, talking about condoms and sex and all that

· Then the guests arrived and we ate, them joining us to chat with the ppl at the next table

· Then I found myself staring and playing with boxes

· Inside were collectible items that looked like MJ stuff

· Soon I was on some sort of mini-stage holding all my collectibles and a crowd was there for no particular reason and an auctioneer was on stage

· He was telling about my MJ collectibles and I hugged the stuff existing the stage, saying they're not for sale

· Then I found myself back at one of my old home

· The bus never came to pick me up so my mom grudgingly gave me a ride, warning me to remind the bus driver and she threatened to give him a piece of her mind

· In truth, I never called them to pick me up (seemingly it's my new school term or something) because I lost their number and haven't been in contact with them since

· We were picking ppl up who were hitching a ride and my mom's face got more and more sour as she went

· We squeezed in the car and I saw my high school classmate and let her sit on my lap

· I secretly whispered to her ear if she still had the bus driver's nnumber and she gave it to me

· I quickly key in the number to my cell phone (dunno why the number had so many zeroes on it)

· Someone sitting beside me was being nosy and asking me questions, almost giving away my secret but my friend told him not to be such a busybody

· My friend asked if there were any chance of stopping for a bathroom break but my mom said no

· Then dunno why, the car we were in became a bus

· We stopped by among rival buses and saw someone that looked like the bus driver

· I prayed, hoping it's not so that my secret won't be blown

· Luckily it wasn't, and some of the drivers from other buses came over and said hi, carrying beer bottles

· Then the kids at the back were being rowdy and my mom subdued them by using velcro clips to snag them onto some sort of netting at the back

· There was a cat that got snagged along and it somehow morphed into something weird and creepy

· In fact, my mom (who looked a little less like my mom and more like someone else) came towards the boys laughing maniacally

· One of the boys got free and aimed a blade at her chest

· My mom laughed and taunted him, daring him to do it

· He did and she turned into something skeletal with her chest ribcage opened while the cat seemed to crap out a bloody intestine or something

· Then a new bus driver came looking like a black man dressed in a Santa suit to take over

· He was shocked to see the boys suddenly turned into Vikings

· Then the scenario changed and I found myself using water colour to paint a comic sequence of Kim Possible

· I tried to get black colour, but I keep squeezing greenish sludge before getting the black in the bottom

· Dunno why, I was squeezing the green sludge into my lunch of chicken pieces I was supposed to be eating

· Then we finally tried getting black by mixing all colours together, but the colours were so thick that I can't mix them all at once

· Dunno why but whil I was mixing, a music singing the words "Overflowing" was in the background


· I can't remember much this time, only bits and pieces

· I remember being in my old high school, standing in line to order food

· I requested to have my old favourite, which is my Mi Hailam

· Then I remember something about getting caught for robbery

· Like I was upset about something and did that robbery to prove my worth

· But I was inexperienced so I went to steal at some place that was easy target


· I remember being in some sort of school

· Not sure whether I'm a student there or not

· They were having some sort of gathering and ppl were going up stage to sing

· Somehow the Royal Family is there and they were watching one of the princes sing songs from Celine Dion

· He did a bad job but it seems like I'm the only one who seems to think so as everyone else seem to enjoy it

· I sang just as loud while listening to him but no one seem to pay attention and notice I'm doing a better job than him

· Then I remember being in some sort of island

· It's like I was in part of a movie because there were familiar celebrities faces there, though I couldn't remember the names

· It seems like the main char was leaving the island on a ship and a whole clan of tribal natives and the main lady char watch him go

· Then they decided to follow, seeing that the water levels are low

· Dunno why, but while everyone went on foot, I went on a pole, using the pole to move myself forward

· There were huge big-ass seals that seemed to be that seemed to be man-eating and we were trying to avoid them

· One managed to grab hold of my shirt but I beat it away with the pole and I narrowly escaped one who jumped out of the water trying to eat us

· Then we saw up ahead a huge tsunami wave and we quickly ran for our lives

· Another tsunami wave came from the opposite direction and my instinct told me to pinch my nose and hold my breath

· The waves clashed before finally levelling down, and we all survived

· We met the main char at an underground pub, and me and one of the lady main char lied to him that we were the only ones who survived

· Then we surprised him with the appearance of other chars, one of them his daughter that he had while he was with the tribal natives

· Dunno why she was wearing a beautiful black dress but with a cow's bell for a necklace

· As we drank to celebrate, I answered my cell phone msg and soon found myself in my own room

· The msg was from "A Guy from KK" and when I pressed to read it, it showed a short MMS video of a government institute

· Apparently there was once I dreamt I went to this institute to apply for a school and it had now brought forward to this dream where they say my application was lacking but they always strive hard to satisfy customers, then showing the benefits of the institute

· The person then called me and I talked to him, saying that the video was not solving my problem

· He agrees and said we should boycott

· While talking, I realized Khiong had been sending msg into my Facebook wondering if I was going hiking

· Then his msg showed that if I'm not going, he has to go to the hospital to treat his waist ache

· Another video call came in and it was Jack, asking me how was I doing and whatnot

· It seemed that he was in a bookstore and asked me if we had any secondhand books to sell

· I told him what Joe and I had and he joked giving me the pun of "You sure know where all your eggs in the village are" or something like that

· Then I wanted to make a text msg to Khiong, but dunno why, every button I push seem to end up making me play a game, one of them being some sort of guy in a red and yellow spacesuit shooting at aliens and the command buttons were so confusing that I keep losing the game


· I remember watching TV of some kind of show that has to go with a goddess or something

· Then I remember being in a toy store

· We were checking out some toys, or more like me alone

· I remember someone approaching a sales assistant and asking whether they have the new TMNT toy, something like a cross between an eagle and the TMNT char, called Valkyrie

· The sales assistant said they'll only have it tomorrow

· Then I remember reading some sort of Marvel comic but at the same time I was experiencing it

· Someone was chatting up with a superhero (let's call him Super A, coz I don't remember his name) who was confined to remain in his place because if he leaves, he'll lose his powers

· Then that person chatted up with another superhero (let's call him Super B) who is possibly Super A's past self or something

· He plans to teleport to Super A's place but somehow his teleportation clashed frequencies with a machine Super A was testing and a loud accident happened

· The machine blew up but somehow restored Super A's human look and gave Super adn B additional regenerative powers

· Lex Luthor showed up along with Joker and a few head honcho villains to check things out

· Apparently Super A is like a double agent working on both sides

· After that change (and demonstrating the powers to the guys by chopping off a bit of parts of themselves) Super A hada change of heart and defected from the villains

· Super A and B left and everywhere they walked, flowers and trees bloom and grow in mass amount, destroying the office building at the same time

· Super A's secretary who was originally evil at heart changed and insulted the villains before following Super A and B loyally

· Dunno why I was there and picking up a bunch of flowers and ate them

· Then I found myself to be both Super A and watching Super A as we hauled a bus

· Bruce Wayne was in there and was surprised to see Super A

· We entered the bus and explained what happened, while somehow the ladies and a few men were suddenly attracted to Super A and B

· Dunno why the bus suddenly became Bruce's car and we were driving towards my old apartment

· We decided to stop by and check it out despite everyone saying how dilapidated it was

· I/Super A demonstrated his powers of making things grow and theorized that the accident also caused our pheromones to be at its peak, thus the attraction

· A few Japanese kids saw me/Super A making flowers grow and wanted us to do it again

· Then dunno why, instead of demo-ing flowers grow, I found myself baking a chocolate chip chocolate cake on the spot

· Somehow I was unable to make things grow anymore but the kids didn't seem to mind as they were impressed with my baking that didn't require oven style

· The last thing I remember was adding the chocolate chips and chocolate chunks onto the cake together with the kids, saying that this was for one of the kids' birthday


· I remember something about a riot going on, probably something political

· Then I was taking a bus with a number of Indian folks, and I chatted up with one

· We were chatting about the politics as well

· Then the bus landed to a stop in some river and I had to get up to take a sub which is a few feet away

· I kept getting text msg from my friend back in school asking me if I've done my assignment

· I told them I've done it and plan to pass it up the next day because I am somewhere else at the moment

· In truth, I haven't even started and I forgot what was the assignment about, but I plan to do an all-nighter

· I remember coming home to do the assignment but end up watching a show where 2 rabbits were talking to each other in baby talk and saying they only had each other because the rest of the litter is dead

· Then I remember getting involved in some sort of gameshow where I get clues around the area to look for "kidnapped victims" before they get "killed"

· First few contestants played until it was my turn

· I have to search for the clue left behind on pieces of paper hidden behind piles of junk and debri and also have to watch the video of the "killer" "torturing" the "victims" before getting my next clue

· Dunno why, all the contestants get video tape to watch but I have to watch CD

· My last place led me to someone's house where I found a mini-CD but cannot be played in their CD player

· I borrowed someone's portable toy-like gadget that can fit a mini-CD but it ended up coming out some sort of Disney-esque MCQ game

· Someone came over and asked me if I've finished the gameplay and found the "killer" but I told her I'm still at it doing the MCQ

· The person said that's not the way to complete the gameplay and the person who borrowed me the gadet told me the gadget only detects non-video material

· Frustrated, I took out the mini-CD and tried playing it on the other person's CD player

· I got an odd scene where 2 girls were scolding Superman about not saving them and Superman trying to explain to them that the Great White Shark who attacked them was really professing his love to them

· I more or less completed the game, and despite being the last to arrive, I got first place


· I remember being in some sort of theatre room

· We went to watch a performance of three men claiming to be able to summon Death

· They had a few doors aligned with each other in a row

· A few moments later something ghoulish like a skeleton draped in ragged robes floated horizontally past the doors and back again

· Dunno why, I decided to play a prank

· While the ghoul was floating towards the last door, I made the first door close

· The ghoul banged onto the first door and fainted but shockingly it made the three men and everyone in the room turn into skeleton heads and their heads fall to the ground while at the same time, time just stopped

· It was only if I reopened the door, everything went back to normal and the ghoul wakes up and continues to float past the doors

· Dunno why I wasn't affected, in fact I found it funny and laughed every time I did that

· I repeated the prank about a few times before letting the three men end their show in peace

· Everyone left enjoying the show and had no clue what just happened when I pulled the pranks

· Then I turned around to have a last look at the three men and the leader of the three was smiling and waving at me with his skeleton head

· I told my companion who was with me at the theatre what I saw and he turned and saw it too

· I even told him about the prank I pulled and he was amused as well

· Then I remember being in a house

· I was sitting watching TV when I realized I was watching an OVA of Jigoku Sensei Nube

· I remember answering the door halfway through the show but it was someone pushing the wrong button

· I was thrilled because then I get to see my fav char Katsuya Kimura

· I was thoroughly enjoying the movie but at the same time I felt I was in it too, experiencing it with the chars

· The story had something to do with them having a beach outing when suddenly a huge tsunami came over

· The tsunami was found to be caused by a huge Kyuubi terrorizing the town trying to look for its cubs

· Nube somehow summoned another Kyuubi to fight with that Kyuubi

· Then it turned out that it was its cubs' spirit it was looking for because it scattered out of its womb into the human world

· The cubs in turn ended up using Makoto and another girl as host bodies to incubate them

· The girl was the first to "give birth" as the extra flesh on her belly morphed into weird proportions before shaping into a kyuubi form and exiting out of the girl's body without leaving a scratch

· The Kyuubi calmed down and took back the first Kyuubi cub and waited for Makoto to "give birth"

· Makoto was sent to the hospital to wait it out, but the doctors didn't believe in the existence of Kyuubi, insisting that it was a body genetic mutation

· Makoto's skin crawled and morphed before "birthing" out the other Kyuubi

· Everything was peaceful again as the Kyuubi got back its cubs

· I missed out the preview of the next OVA episode and wanted to rewind but was too late

· Soon I found myself in a sheep farm surrounded by sheep ready to be sheared

· Weirdly, they sheared them so hard that it broke skin but they don't seem to care

· In fact, after shearing, they took all their prosthetic legs and let them loose while they sheared the rest of them

· I tried helping out with the shearing but I was careful not to break skin

· Then I found myself looking at ppl who were debating in a forum in the middle of the sheep farm about whether sheep today are safe, no idea why

· They were saying 'No' and gave their opinion, and dunno why I was joining the debate saying 'Yes'

· My opponent laughed at me and accused me of using quotes from a TV show to state my opinion, but I stood my ground

· Then I found myself going into a hotel room with them and we were comparing on what to wear for tonight's dinner or something

· I was rubbing it in to one of my opponents saying that my boobs are so big I don't think I'll fit any clothes

· Then a group of girls who I seem to know came in as well and were surprised as to why are the debaters here in their room

· I told them I had no idea and that they just followed me in, telling them to talk to their superior about this

· The rest I don't remember much, but I remember preparing to leave with a little girl who was waiting for me and while waiting, was eating huge amount of food at the buffet table

· I was supposed to leave with her and a couple of other guys, but the guys tend to deviate to check out something unnecessary


· I remember being in the car with someone that had the feel of my mom

· I remember before going into the car, I came out of a house that looked like a mesh between my old apartment and my grandma's apartment

· We went out to get something, probably dinner

· When I came home, I realized I forgot I left the key in the house and my housemate is not back yet

· I had to hang out at another friend's home to wait for my housemate to come home to open the door for me

· They looked like my neighbour from my old apartment

· I also remember something about setting up a cosplay party that didn't work out very well because of the lack of participation and picking the wrong guests, which led to a disaster and a resolve to renew our next guest list

· I then remember walking down a hallway

· I was talking to some familiar ppl about the possibility of the end of the world

· Then I think we were discussing something about a movie, probably an armaggedon or apocalypse movie like 2012

· Then I remember we were going to school on the first day or something

· We were hitching a ride but the car left one of us behind and had to walk to school

· I then remember being in the school

· We bought some stuff but I was a little late to buy the textbooks

· They told me to come tomorrow to get them because they needed to save the books for the next batch of customers

· They gave me a complimentary schedule that have events to celebrate the anniversary of LOTR

· Then I found myself playing some sort of game that required both creating and nurturing characters and building up a setting

· I remember one of the char I need to nurture was a sea creature who will evolve into a mermaid once it's adult and I can choose whether to set her free or put in display

· I set her free and restarted the game again while at the same time watched an anime that looked like Seto no Hanayome

· I went back to create another sea creature and one of my friends decided to join me

· Somehow the instructions were different

· The concoction looked like some sort of ice-cream making machine where the first stage was squeezing out different coloured cold paste into test tubes then putting them into a mixer to mix them to create a sea creature

· It was cold to the touch, like frozen ice cream


• I remember being in some sort of resort

• I and Joe and the whole family was there

• We were planning to go to the swimming pool when me and a friend of mine got a message

• It seems like we had to find Joe had to follow certain clues and codes like a treasure hunt game

• I remember having to go all the way down to a pier or something

• Then we followed the clues that led to a pillar that was out of alignment

• We rearranged the alignment with some help of passers-by and we found our next clue

• It's a sort of rearrange letters from codes by putting the letter E at the appropriate places

• It didn't really help us find Joe yet but it did lead us back to the hotel where we met up with Jasmine and her family with Chai

• I remember chit-chatting with him for a while before suddenly finding myself playing some sort of game that crosses Mario and Naruto: Ultimate Ninja Storm

• I had to defeat someone to let me pass through the gate and managed to get the ultimate jutsu

• I think my character was like Mario who later transformed to Lee during the fight and then into a huge drag queen-like monster from the ultimate jutsu

• After the game, suddenly find myself being let in, like I was the person itself who defeated him

• Tons of boys, mostly monk-like boys, were in this area

• We finally found ourselves a proper public toilet to shower

• My companions went to shower but I didn't because I remembered not bringing a set of changing clothes

• I took out my right contacts to clean it but it weirdly enlarged to a point where I can't put it back on

• But weirdly I can still see clearly without my right contact

• I caught sight of some friends I knew and they were chit-chatting about the supernatural

• I joined in and told them some scary Japanese supernatural legends I knew

• I think someone gave me a new set of changing clothes or was it I remember having it somewhere

• But anywho, I decided to change

• Then I saw some ladies coming in with plates of food and giving me a weird look

• My companions came in with food and were also horrified to see me changing

• I asked them what's the big deal and they said I was changing in the dining room

• I look around see my surroundings still like the bathroom and told them they're being ridiculous

• They said they ran out of space outside to eat and was told that this area where I wsa changing has been converted as a dining room

• More ppl came in with their food

• My companions said I have brought some kind of shame and there probably won't be any food for me because of my display

• I didn't believe them and still tried my luck

• While waiting in line, I saw a woman walking around looking for someone to infect her luck, or something like that

• It suddenly became a memory lane where I saw past incidents of her infecting a little girl once with her luck, then being injected by her with amnesia serum, along with her bf who witnessed it, to forget she had ever met this woman

• She got all the luck, but everywhere her surroundings were getting the brunt of her bad luck, even got her bf killed

• Suddenly Morgan Freeman who played as God from Joe Almighty ans Evan Almighty saw te woman's deed and the girl's suffering and wanted to stop that

• He chose a guy who died falling from a crashed platform when he came to the place to relax

• He told him everything and said will send him back in time to stop the women from infecting her luck on the girl

• He said something about not wanting to clash with the guy's self in that timeline and said he will send him as a 97-year-old man

• Whatever that means


• I remember something about Batman

• About how something went wrong and there was an all-out battle with a whole bunch of villians that have sort of mutated thanks to Scarecrow

• He had to be inhibited with a sort of forcefield to curb him, imprison him and defeat him

• The forcefield then crystalized and sort of exploded

• While we watched the forcefield crumble, Batman was talking kinda funny

• About what if things were different, and mentioned something about Alfred being pregnant and giving birth to Bruce

• I told him to get his act together, even though I'm surprised he's OK with mpreg

• After the forcefield was shattered, Scarecrow was defeated

• Minions still go around but not that bad anymore

• The world soon more or less were at peace with each other, even see mutants dating humans

• Although I did catch sight of a mutant kissing a human girl, then the girl quickly wiped the mutant's drool away when he was not looking, planning to use the drool for possibly experimentation

• I remember then something about catching buses

• About trying to get on the bus in time

• I remember while waiting for the bus, I was playing with a python that looks like salamander

• It suddenly opened its mouth like into a star shape and vomited flower stalks or something

• I remember sitting behind a kid in the bus who was trying to stir trouble or something

• I tried to stop him and made him sit beside me, much to his embarassment

• He somehow reminded me of Robin from Batman

• We stopped at a nursery centre which apparently is where I work

• There were a few kids who were bored; I think it was a sibling of three

• The youngest saw a ball fall out to the street and tried to get it

• I ran to him, trying to stop him from going to the streets but I was too late

• He got hit and was tumbling around, banging his head almost 3 times

• I panicked and picked him up, asking the other siblings to haul a car to take him to the hospital

• The big brother managed to haul a lorry and we rode there

• The driver, who is a lady, said that she doesn't give free rides and I said I'm willing to pay anything as long as she got us to RIPAS hospital

• We rode there and all the while I try to make sure the kid is still breathing

• Once we're there, I passed the kid to the brother while I paid about $9 to the driver

• She was wasting my time giving me receipt, asking if I have fascimile and asking for my particulars to write in her little black book

• After all that I ran into the hospital to look for the siblings and saw the kid was in emergency room but a few doctors were chit-chatting outside merrily

• I cried because I thought they didn't take the problem seriously and they tried to comfort me, telling me it's alright


• I had a dream of getting married

• It's like I'm married but at the same time I'm watching myself getting married

• It was a simple wedding, with only selected guests from either side of the family

• The groom, oddly enough, didn't feel like it was Joe but someone else

• After we said our I do's and went into the car, I found myself being one of the guests instead of the bride

• Like the groom has married the wrong person

• Then I remember being in a huge medical-like hotel

• I was among a whole bunch of friends that looked like strangers but at the same time we all know each other

• We then discovered some sort of solution that can heal almost anything on us

• It looked like green slimy goo that Slimer from Ghostbusters always emit

• Everyone was thrilled at first

• But then suddenly we realized that using too much of it will get us addicted and we would slowly become some kind of monster that leaks out the goo

• The first symptoms were dry throat and constant hunger, preferably dried food, like cat food

• Then someone had the desperate measure to cure himself by mixing the solution with formaldehide and bathed himself with it

• I was worried because I know that stuff kills you

• Miraculously he survived and was cured

• As we chat, we noticed that one of the roommates' cat is developing symptoms

• It even mutated to a trait where it had a desire to kill

• We quickly grabbed the car and surrounded it, locking it together with us in a room

• Then we decided to dunk it in tar and throw him out of the window into the ivies below

• There were performing clowns outside so we had to wait until they left before doing the deed

• After we did it, we realize it's still alive and out in the open

• We all split up and try to track it down so that we could kill it once and for all

• Then I found myself being both the cat and watching the cat

• We stumbled upon other cats as well

• The last I remember was cats sharing cookies before a dog came and bullied for the rest


• I remember being back at my old home in the apartment

• I think I was yelling at my mom

• She was scolding me as usual and I was yelling back at her

• I think she was scolding me about me doing my drawings and want me to stop but I refuse

• She threatened to take my drawings to look at it or throw it away but I grabbed onto it tight

• She demanded for it and I put up a fight

• Then it progressed to wanting to throw my stuff away but I protected them vehemently, saying that they belonged to me and she has no right to touch them

• Weirdly there were ppl in the room, watching us argue our heads off but they just watched but not do anything

• I pushed my mom away and she fell to the floor

• One of them tried to pick her up but she refused them

• We had a yelling match again as she tries to dump my stuff in which I wrestled it back from her

• She said why can't I be the filial child like everybody else

• I replied to her that I've tried my best but she wasn't giving me a chance

• Then I concluded that her violence was an addiction, that she was a sadist and she wanted to abuse me because it gives her the high she wants

• I remember throwing things at her, including throwing a bottle of pepper at her head, dunno why

• I remember the last straw was throwing her out of the window or something

• I woke up for a while but when I went back to bed, she wasn't there anymore and I am with familiar ppl

• I was cleaning up the mess, throwing unwanted things into plastic bags

• Then I remember being in an arcade with Joe

• Joe saw his friend and gave me some money to buy tokens while he chat with him

• I get the tokens and tried out a new DDR game

• This DDR game machine is new with no dance pads but a lot of levers and steps like from either a piano or a reload gun game

• I entered the token and started playing

• I did the character selection byt stepping down on one of the levers slowly because if I step down too much I'll end up to the level where we'll be selecting songs

• Oddly, the character looks like something from Halloween, or more like scarecrow or pumpkin head or something

• I selected wrongly for 2 char play

• The song was in random, but mostly Chinese songs oddly and displayed like karaoke instead of my char selection

• Then I have to play the DDR by stepping and pulling levers and stomp on the steps at the right given moment

• Because I selected the 2 char play, I was having a hard time keeping up but I'm more or less playing it

• Ppl start to gather round in seats clapping and cheering

• It seems like I'm the only one who attempted to play this DDR and they were impressed

• But almost to the final stage, the machine went haywire and hanged

• I had to stop playing but at least I had fun

• I looked for Joe and went on our way


• I remember being asked to solve a case

• Then the scenario turned out to be me playing a BL Game

• I had to pick certain scenarios that will work for my char's advantage in order to get him a good ending

• Then after that the scenario changed to me riding in a car

• It seemed that my mom has come to pick me up from somewhere and wanted me to do some grocery before we go home

• She dropped me off at the supermarket and I went in to buy, while she said she'll wait for me

• I found out that the grocer at the counter was giving me silent treatment and wrote something about wanting to protest on an issue from the mayor

• Dunno why, but I had the feeling he had no idea that he was talking to me who is the mayor herself

• I smiled and played along, pretending to be mute as I wrote down what I wanted to buy

• I remember some miscallenous stuff and most importantly a carton of milk and cough syrup

• After much picking, he got me an old remedy for cough syrup which I liked, and I wrote it to tell him so

• He seemed to have warmed up to me and asked me for my name when I paid for the grocery

• I grinned and wrote my name and left before he had the last word

• I giggled to myself when the last thing I saw was his shocked facial expression

• I went outside to where my mom parked her car to wait for me but she was no longer in sight

• I walked around the compound but I couldn't find her car

• It was as if she had just dumped me there or she got fed up of waiting and took off without me

• Then I realized my milk carton was leaking adn I quickly went back to the store to get a replacement, hoping I don't have to pay again for it if I looked for the guy

• There was press around me, as if they have found out I was here and want to get an exclusive, but couldn't see me because it was getting dark outside and the shop hadn't turn on their outside light yet

• I quickly rushed into the shop a few seconds before the lights were on for the press to see me and hound me

• I went back to the counter and they wanted to serve me but I just wanted to look for the guy

• I saw him and, keeping up my mute act, requested him to change my milk

• He embarassedly selected a lady to help me with, free of charge

• She commented on my body language and facial expression to communicate being cute

• When I was about to leave I saw Khiong sitting at a bar counter eating

• I came up to him and whispered that I'm using my mute act and he seemed to know what I mean and played along

• The guy finally talked and chat me up but seemed reserved, thinking that Khiong was my bf

• Khiong denied so and help me to translate my body language and facial expression

• Then I found myself at his house and we were "talking" about something we have in common: comics

• It was fun chatting with him using papers to write on and using body language and facial expressions; he seemed to be more honest that way

• I actually had a sleepover with him and decided to lose the act

• I woke him up in the morning using my voice but he didn't seem surprised

• He said he knew I was faking mute all along probably due to my status as a mayor who has to be a public speaker

• We bickered about something for a while and when I went outside, delicious food including roast turkey was there, like there was going to be a party

• Then I saw my "mom", who looked more like a black woman, and remembered I was supposed to go home last night to attend the party

• Somehow she managed to conceal it and brought the party here after hearing whispers of me sleeping over with a guy

• Along came more of my "friends", who also are black women, and they caught a glimpse of the guy and squealed, saying that he is just the right guy for me

• Then it became an all-out party where I realized I was actually on a boat near the harbour, not knowing that this is where the guy lived all along


• Remember being in some sort of gathering

• We were surprisingly all talking in Cantonese

• An incident happened, probably involving a murder or a robbery

• We were going around accusing people

• We had our suspicions on a girl who used to work in B&W films

• The culprit was never resolved, but she was definitely not the one we were looking for

• I also remember being in a room watching some sort of kids' movie with the kids

• Definitely Disney-oriented

• Then I turned to read a magazine and they were promoting Anak-Anak Sidek's new issue

• I found out the drawing suddenly looked so good, a bit of drama in between, not like the crappy way I saw last time

• Starting to reconsider whether I should return to my passion of reading and collecting Anak-Anak Sidek again

• I tried to ask Joe but he can't hear me even from a short distance, and the person next to him didn't bother to repeat what I said

• He had to come close to me to hear it and his answer was that it is up to me

• Wanted to order the past issues from the mail order attached to the mag but then realized they don't ship to Brunei


• I remember being at home, but it didn't look like our home

• We were getting ready for dinner or something, and that we had some guests at home, probably friends of the family

• We were setting up the table and serving up the drinks, in which I took one

• Then when I was hanging out with someone, we heard that the Sultan had come

• We were surprised and shocked, more so for me, because I never thought the Sultan would visit a commoner like us

• He came with his wife and two kids and we all gave our respects to him

• I volunteered to serve him drinks but the good ones were only enough for one

• The rest I tried to serve ice water but dunno why I keep spilling them no matter how much I refill

• The Sultan was surprisingly understanding, and in fact when we had dinner he didn't want anything fancy

• He was perfectly fine eating regular common curry rice with us, slurping and chomping just like any regular man


• I can barely remember the details

• I only remember being in a room

• We were watching some sort of movie, something to do with Terminator

• Then I find myself looking at the laptop and we were watching Disney's Sleeping Beauty

• It was almost towards the ending

• Then we realized there was something wrong where they've gotten rid of a lot scenes, like the fairies fighting over the colour of the dress they're making for Aurora's birthday, the fight scene between Prince Phillip and Malificent and also the scene of the fairies fighting over the colour of the dress at the ending when Aurora and Phillip were dancing


• I remember being in a house that looked like my dad's

• We were like having some sort of gathering

• Then someone that looked like Joe's dad or probably someone entirely strange came home, saying that he had found something

• It was a weird-looking bird that looked like a huge chicken-sized kiwi or something

• It was a chick and he got it when he was hunting or something

• I was the only one who dared to pick it up and I immediately got attached to it

• If I'm not mistakened, there were people that looked like Doraemon and the gang being part of the gathering

• While I was thinking what to feed it, everyone was thinking whether to just dump it or cook it, in which I protested

• I decided to give whatever I was eating at the gathering to it and settled for a midnight snack later

• Someone offered to help me get some food but I refused, saying that I'm perfectly fine with cereal and milk

• Then I remember being in some sort of hospital

• I was lying on bed in a maternity, as if I had just given birth or something because I don't feel pregnant

• Then I saw Jasmine's son Logan being admitted in to be prepped for surgery or something

• He was crying as usual and they decided to give him a bath

• Dunno why but he was wearing some sort of blue-coloured dog collar

• Then they fed him with sedatives so that he would stop crying and let him sleep before the surgery

• Later I found myself in another building that looked like a cross between a office building and college building

• Not sure what I was doing there, but I seem to know the people around me

• Then I went into some sort of cathedral and saw that there were Harry Potter casts over there

• I found myself talking to three angel candelabras who wanted to change Draco to be less mean and let him be paired with Ginny

• In order to let their magic be fulfilled they have to have all their candles lit and the candles burn until the wax ran out

• But no matter how we try, we couldn't get the last row of candles to stay lit for more than 10 seconds

• The candelabras were worried that their magic would fail and it would be too late

• Surprisingly it worked and Draco was seen walking out of the cathedral with Ginny

• I saw Severus talking to Harry and a girl he was with, but then after that I don't remember what else he did later on


I named my dream that because that's the first word that came into my head as soon as I woke up. Anyway...

• I remember being at home

• I was talking to the maid about something

• I seemed to have caught her cold or something because my voice suddenly changed and I was coughing a little

• Then I remember being in a sort of school

• It's almost like a Japanese school, with students talking to me in Japanese, and I seem to understand them partially

• I found out it was some kind of art school and we learn the basic subjects a day while the rest of the day is dedicated to art of whatever major we are taking

• I seem to be new in class coz everyone treated me like one

• The teacher looked comical, almost like Nube from Jigoku Sensei Nube as he teaches the class

• During lunch hour/recess, we were eating in class and the teacher suddenly wanted to teach a new word to us (but I think he was targeting more on me who is a foreign student)

• He randomly picked someone's lunch, tasted it and asked us to repeat after him what kind of dish was it

• I only remember it having the words "chili" and "merah" in it, no idea why

• I recited while I ate, and everyone is wondering who is the one saying it when everyone had stopped recited it and I don't seem to be moving my mouth to speak but more towards eating

• Once the teacher left to do his business, I asked if anyone was curious who was reciting and told them to come closer to listen while I recited, using my ventroliquist skill that I always use to make my cat meows with my mouth closed, and demo how I'm still able to recite while eating

• My classmates were impressed, some shocked at my gift

• Then, halfway through lunch, we heard a commotion

• I went down to check it out, prompting others

• We saw that someone had committed suicide and when we leaned over to see the body, it was a child no older than 10

• I was shocked and I couldn't control myself from crying

• I looked up to see where did the kid fell from and caught a glimpse of my mom there

• I quickly ran away

• Since that incident, things have changed around me and the teacher started to view me as a odd case

• He gave me a nickname Sunny, not sure why

• There was one weird incident where when he was trying to teach the Japanese language, everyone seemed to feel so groggy and fall asleep except me who is trying to pay attention to class, but unfortunately I'm still struggling and technically have no idea what he is teaching because he's speaking in Japanese

• The teacher assumed that somehow I managed to suck their life force or something whenever I try to concentrate on a subject, like my brain needs all the conciousness I could get

• During another recess, I went out and saw that a new Batman movie was coming out and debated whether to watch the premiere first instead of watching it with Joe

• I was tempted by the cheap price and bought the ticket for the premiere

• Then I went out shopping, bought some stuff and mixed them to eat, where I caught a glimpse some of my primary school classmates who were working as cashiers

• While I mixed my food, I heard them talking and whispering about me, as if they were surprised to see me there and thought I had gone to study in KL or something

• I came up to them and chatted with them, telling them about me being in the Japanese school

• When they asked why was I not in the school that they assumed I've went to, I told them that I initially did, but not before going back to Taiwan to get my certificate, no idea why I said that, then I said that school didn't feel right, so I switched to the school I was studying now

• It was clear that they still didn't change; they could only converse in Malay and have limited knowledge in English

• When I realized it was almost time to watch my movie, I saw the ticket and the showtime was already long over because I thought I bought a 6.30pm show when the ticket said 10am

• I grumbled over it for a while before letting it go, telling myself it only cost me $3 anyway, nothing to cry over it

• I went back class and hung out at another class where there were some students that I seem to know

• I hid out of sight from that class teacher to chat with this particular friend of mine when that teacher got a call asking if she had seen Sunny Pal, which is a nickname given to me so as not to confuse me with the friend I was talking to, which was also named Sunny

• I quickly crawled back to my own class before the teacher went over to check whether my seat was empty and pretended to be doing class tutorial exercises on the school book, which was at the moment teaching English

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