Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Dearest Child


I could smell it in the air, that stench that trailed us like a bloodhound. Why today, of all days? Why now?

“Regardless” I thought, “the events had come to be and soon many more would follow.”

I just prayed that those above would be merciful, only scraps remained of what they had stolen the time before.

My dearest child laid in my arms, so small and fragile. “Unaware, helpless.” I thought, “No, I can’t let them near. I have to find somewhere to hide.”

So I moved as quietly as a mouse, knowing that the only safety was in fleeing to the cracks out of view where no one would think to find us. I relocated the bookcase silently, unlocked the hinge and moved it back into place. Thank God I had attached it to the door.

“You’ll be safe, we just have to be silent and wait till they leave.”

I could hear the rattle of the handle, the unhurried footsteps of their pursuers and that stench, that horrible odor.

“Dear god don’t let them catch a whiff, all my work for nothing. They took your siblings but they can’t have you.”

I held my child tightly and made no note of the decay, I had tried so hard to bring them back.


Credits to: http://agentiz.tumblr.com/

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

My Best Friend, Bernard


    I did not like how my parents treated me like a little kid. I would be seven this week so they should listen to me! I had always told this to Bernard. Bernard was my best friend in the whole wide world, and he even helped me pick out my dresses. Though he was really old he could take all my horse-play and rough housing. But then my parents wouldn’t let me bring him outside.

    I thought they were being unfair. I mean, I was old enough to not hurt him! I was a good friend! I could never forgive my parents for that. They made me sad, because I can no longer play with my best friend. Bernard wasn’t happy with that either. He kept frowning at me through my bedroom window. But I told him we would get through it.

    I started staying in more so I could play with Bernard, so he would be happy. I didn’t play with my friends anymore and rarely left the house. My parents thought I was crazy. When they asked why I wouldn’t leave, I told them I wanted to play with Bernard since they wouldn’t let me bring him outside anymore. They glanced at each other. After bed they told me to go to sleep and let Bernard rest on his own. I agreed. I was a fool.

     I woke up when I heard some talking and thumps from Bernard’s room. I had thought someone had broke in and was there to hurt or steal Bernard. I was half right. When I peeked through the door I saw my parents arguing. They were talking about me and Bernard.

    “What are we going to do? She is too attached to him, she no longer hangs out with her friends!”

    “We have to get rid of the thing Margaret! Just throw it in the trash and say he ran away. She already thinks it can move and play with her. She’ll believe it.”

    I could not believe my own ears. My own parents wanted to get rid of my best friend! I looked over to Bernard’s sleeping figure. Looks like he was awake the whole time. I looked into his eyes and saw the same anger I felt towards my parents. I would show them! Bernard can move and play! I backed away from the door and softly padded towards my room. I closed the door and blocked my ears from the sounds of my parents screams.

    When I woke up the next morning I crept into Bernard’s room. Everything was covered with blood and lumps of meat. I looked to the right and saw Bernard smiling at me. I smiled back. They deserved it. I love Bernard. And I will continue to love him no matter what.

    Yes I loved Bernard. Bernard my big teddy bear with the cute button eyes and stitched mouth and brown fur matted with blood.


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Monday, March 29, 2010

Dream About the Wake


It’s difficult to explain, but I can’t bluntly say that I believe in the paranormal. But how is it so that I still feel fear from my own imagination? Maybe I won’t admit that perhaps it’s because it’s not.

I’ve never seen ghosts. I have tried several times, doing that Bloody Mary thing, sitting in the middle of a dark room alone at night, probably acting silly trying to contact my uncle who had passed on.

But what may be paranormal (or not at all) is that every time a relative passes on, I would always dream about them.

In this story I will share, it was about my grandmother:

——————
I was still young, maybe around 7 or 8 years old? I recall being the funeral home, dimmed with yellow bulbs. It was a clean place, not at all creepy but not that high class either.

Anyway, I don’t remember how I learned of her death. We didn’t grow up with her, we weren’t really close. We just visit her every now and then, we don’t live with each other.

On one of the last nights of her wake, I was feeling very sleepy. I decided to lie down on one of the hard, plastic benches. There were rows of them and that night, there didn’t really seem to be a lot of people so I was free to occupy one bench.

I was drowsing off when my younger cousins’ shuffles while running around the room disturbed my peace. I hissed at them, sitting up slightly, and scolded them that this was a funeral and that they shouldn’t be running and playing about. They immediately stopped and I resumed to my rest, until finally being able to sleep.
That was when my dream occurred.

I was still in the funeral home, but it was bright as it was day time. There were no other visitors or people around except for me and one of my older cousins. Maybe he was about 20 years old that time, both in my waking life and in the dream.

We were both standing before my grandmother’s coffin. I don’t know how it could happen as I was a short girl and probably could not be taller than the lying coffin but I could see her inside. She was about 80 years old, with short, curly hair and thin lips. 

"She looks like she’s only sleeping," my cousin told me. "Even her hands, see her hands." He fists were closed but not too tightly. "She’s like than when she’s sleeping."

I didn’t say anything, just continued to look at her…

Then her head turned. It was quick. 

I quickly glanced up at my cousin. “Her head moved!”

He looked at me, no worries or anything in his expression. “No, that’s just your imagination.”

I glanced back at her and she was lying down as before, the back of her head back against the soft cushion. I saw it turn right.

And I saw it turn right again! I gasped, she just looked like she’s turning her head but everything else of her did not move. Her eyes did not open either.

I was confused.

Then I woke up.

I felt sick. I sat up and my head felt heavy and it was aching. I looked around and it seemed that other people had arrived. It was a lot noisier now.

I was about to look around some more when I realized…

I couldn’t turn my head.

——

I had a stiff neck, attempting to look at my right pained me and actually were unsuccessful; hence, just attempts. But turning my head to the left had no problem.

I had a fever that night. After being able to stand up, I remember that my mom had learned I was not feeling well. Next thing that happened was that I was throwing up outside the funeral home. I was sent home and I was unable to attend my grandmother’s burial because I was too sick.

People would often say that dreams like this, dreaming of the dead when they have yet to be buried meant that they want to take you with them. I guess it’s not true, but the experience and dream was so coincidental…It didn’t feel normal anymore.

Have you guys had any dreams about the dead that felt continued when you woke up?

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Credits to: http://orione-celephyr.tumblr.com/

Sunday, March 28, 2010

To Realize...

To realize
The value of a sister/brother
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
Who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane..

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.

You will treasure it even more when
You can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend or family member:

LOSE ONE.

Barking


We've all heard it. The incessant barking from your one of your neighbors dog.

Late in the night, the barking will wake you, and you will scream at the dog out of the window.

One night, you hear the dog barking more than normal, but you will ignore it.

The dog barks again, louder and faster than before, and you ignore it.

The final time, the dog is barking loud enough to practically shake your ears.

You go out and throw a brick at the dog in the back yard, which silences the dog for good.

Proud of yourself, you fall back asleep.

Deep in your dream, all you see are dogs barking. Through an infinite void, just dogs.

The next morning, The Police find a number of footprints coming from the dog house, a bloody corpse hanging from the back door, and one dog with a brick lodged in its skull.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Haunted Hotel


I’ve been living in Rogers Arkansas since I was 7 years old, I am currently 17. We have a small town here called Eureka Springs. And there are 2 famous haunted hotels there, the Basin and Crescent hotels.

About 3 summers ago when I was 14, my family and I took a trip to Eureka Springs. We stayed there all day. We eventually begged my dad to take us to the Crescent hotel for a tour. The tour started at 9:20 pm and we were there since 7. I cannot explain the feeling it gave me, walking into the hotel. I felt uncomfortable, and felt as if somebody was watching me.

We ate dinner at the hotel’s restaurant. The hotel is very old and the elevators made a ‘squeak’ sound when operating. The hotel back in the 1800’s, I believe, was a hotel for cancer patients. The doctors would experiment on them, and due to this most died. The doctors were horrible people, and took advantage of the sick. After the hospital was shut down, it was turned into a hotel. Many people had committed suicide in the hotel, and there was even a little girl who fell down the beginning of a staircase straight down to the floor close to the lobby. She eventually died.

During the tour they took us around the hotel while sharing stories of what had occurred. Everything seemed to be going smoothly, but I still felt a bit uncomfortable. The tour was coming to an end, so the tour guide took us down to what used to be a morgue (where they kept the dead bodies) back when the hotel was a hospital. It was really creepy and dark in there. The tour guide then asked if anybody was willing to go into the fridge where they kept bodies. My mom and I and 2 other ladies volunteered.

He put us in there with the lights off and door shut. After 15 seconds after I got in, I felt a push in my chest. I couldn’t breathe so I banged on the door, and when I got out I felt better. But at this point I was terrified. I wanted to leave but we couldn’t.

The tour guide then shut off all the lights and started questioning the spirits. Behind me was a room full of books and chairs, and a desk with a computer. All of the tourists were in a circle, and then right after the 3rd question, I felt something grab my leg. I jumped and screamed while another girl screamed as well. Behind me I heard something scrap into the floor and when the tour guide turned on the lights, it was the same chair that had been in the room behind me. The other girl who had also screamed had scratches on her stomach.
It still gives me chills talking about this and I would definitely go back. However, I’m scared as hell and since then I have believed in spirits.

Ghost Hunters has an episode about the hotel I went to: the Crescent Hotel. And they had gathered some evidence as well.

Friday, March 26, 2010

My Paranormal Experience


Now, I’d like to start by saying that all this is real.. to me at least. You can call them hallucinations, false awakenings, whatever the hell you want. You can call bogus on this. Your choice. But this is entirely real to me.

Alright. So it all started around my early childhood. I was in grade school at this time, probably 4th or 5th grade. It was Sunday night, and I had school the next day. So I was just sleeping, in dreamland or whatever you call it, and I suddenly woke up to the sound of thunder. It’s really hard to recall the exact details, but there was someone in my room. My room was entirely dark, except for the little window which let in some moonlight.

I saw the dark outline of a human figure.

I’d like to clear up, this is definitely not sleep paralysis. I could move freely, which I did so to hide myself under the sheets. You can call it a false awakening, but it seemed totally real to me. Anyways, I’ve watched enough kiddie horror cartoons to know what happens to people who fight back, and it doesn’t end well. I hid under the sheets and fell back asleep.

Woke up next morning, everything was totally normal, still rained.

Now, to this day, that event still scares me shitless. Whatever the hell that was, I still encounter it every few months or so. In a few recent episodes, I’ve seen it in the reflection of the mirror when I walk out of the shower, and in the reflection of the mug when I drink.

Still scares me.


Credits to: Shawn (http://shawn3yboy.tumblr.com/)

Thursday, March 25, 2010

TF 2 Death Note


May 21, 2011

I finally got TF2 on Steam for free. I got to play TF2 for the very first time. After 50 hours played, I received a new item. It was called TF2 Note. I have never seen that item any where on the TF2 item page.

I posted it to my friends, who played TF2, on Facebook. They didn’t believe me. Then I took my camera and took the picture of the note and send it to my friends and still they did not believe me.

I turned to the game and opened the note and it said, “YOUR ACCOUNT WILL REMOVED IN 20  DAYS”. I couldn’t believe what I read.

20 days went by and nothing happened. Then, when I created a new server and the server loaded, that’s where things got creepy. Instead of the class selection, the screen went black and text appeared and said, “YOU SHOULD HAVE ACCEPTED THE WARNING”.

Then the class selection went up and all of them had some flesh missing. Some had eyes missing and others had bloody eyes.

I played the Scout. The map was dark with a little light in it so I could see. I moved around for a bit while trying to figure out what to do. Eventually I found a heavy Soldier standing right in front of me. He had no eyes and had blood coming out of his eye holes.

He came up to me and said, “YOU CAN’T TAKE A WARNING TOO SERIOUSLY, CAN YOU.” Then he gutted the Scout’s heart out and he fell. Then I was sent back to the class selection menu. The Scout wasn’t there at all. There was only a grave where the Scout was, with his name on the tomb.

Next I played the Demoman. And again, it was dark map with a little light so I could see. Then I found the Soldier and his mouth was covered with blood. He came to me and said, ”WHY CAN’T YOU LEAVE THIS GAME. I WILL KILL YOU AND EAT YOU.” Then, the Soldier killed the Demoman and ate him.
Then the class selection came on again. And again, the Demoman wasn’t there. Neither was the Soldier. The Demoman’s grave was there with his name.

Then I played the Engineer and the color of the Engineer was purple. I went to the construction menu. I built a sentry and went to the construction menu again. And there was another sentry and so I built that one too. After I had built the two sentries, two spies came out of nowhere. There was a red spy and a blue spy. They both sapped the two sentries and they both said, “YOU CAN’T BUILD THESE. WHY CAN’T YOU ACCEPT THE WARNING.” Then, they both killed the Engineer. I went back to the class selection and the Engineer’s grave was there with his name. And there was no Spy there either.

There were only the Sniper, the Medic, and the Pyro left. I played the Sniper and there was a friendly Medic healing me. The map was back to normal. I moved around the map to find something. Then, I found a red Pyro. The Pyro removed the mask and said, “THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DON’T ACCEPT THE WARNING.” The Pyro killed both the Sniper and the Medic, and lit them both. The Pyro’s face showed up on the screen and it was all bloody, flesh was missing and his eyes were missing with red dots. Then the Pyro screamed at me.

The computer crashed and I couldn’t sleep for a month. I didn’t get in Facebook for a month too.

One of my friends went to my house to see how I was doing and why I hadn’t been on Facebook for a month. I told him the story and he went to my computer and found out that I don’t have TF2 anymore. Then he started to believe and told my other friends what happened.

And I never played TF2 again.


Credits to: Cameron ()

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

The End


You were just driving your car down the street, to work, when a drunk truck driver crashed right into you, head on.

You died, but don’t be intimidated, everyone goes through it sooner or later.

As the truck collided with the car which you spent a year of your life working for and the rest of your life driving, you could see your surroundings change. The truck dissolve into a splash of squares which were suspended in mid air, the sky into an abyssal blackness, your car into a blob of nothing at first, and then dissolving as well as your surroundings, bleeding down into the floor which also bled into an endless trench, which was caused by the ground splitting into two.

And then you felt yourself falling through the abyss, the pitch black abyss. You can’t move. You see every flash of your baby years, childhood, and adulthood pass you and you, although unable to see them long enough to interpret those memories, indeed do remember those memories. You remembered every sliver of a millisecond of your life.

Your body fades out, and there is nothing. There is not black, there is not white, space, time, science, math, astronomy, everything in existence, nothing in existence, the something of the nothing of the everything in existence.

A normal human mind cannot imagine nothing. Nothing is something, that something is nothing. Quick, imagine nothing! You either thought of blank white or pitch black. Well, that’s something.

And so there you were, against the laws of the world, logic, and time, in nowhere. You are not somewhere in time, a part of you has become time.

And then you are overflowed with a peaceful feeling. You see something in all of the nothingness. You rush to the thing. You try with all your energy.

You approach the thing. You slowly realize what you are experiencing, but you now know that all your life, you’ve been learning how to handle this moment.

You come closer and closer.

The End.


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Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Transformed Love


Outside by the single door entrance to a small Irish bar, a wild party going on inside, heavy metal music bleeding out through the walls and into the street Jenna, twenty four, tall, beautiful and in a wonderfully sexy short black dress is using all her new found seductive powers on Keith, a balding, gold chain wearing man in his forties.

He looks at her, wide eyed can’t believe his luck.  He flashes her a greedy lust filled smile, “you’re so pretty.”

She forces a fake smile of her own back at him, “thank you.”

“What do you think of me,” he asks.

She shrugs keeping her false grin, “I don’t know.”

He can feel her interest waning. He gestures to the closed door of the bar, “you don’t want to get a drink from here do you?”

She shakes her head, “I don’t.”

“Then where?”

She turns away from him, nods down the dark empty city street in front of them, “there’s a house nearby that I like, I feel safe there.”

He reaches up a hand to touch her, but thinks better of it, lets it fall back down to his side.

He clears his throat, fighting through his nerves. “You don’t need to worry, I just like being with beautiful girls and you’re the most beautiful I’ve ever seen.”

She glances over her shoulder, another plastic grin, “thank you.”

Enough games he thinks, time to get the ball really rolling. “So what’s the price a man like me has to pay to be with a girl like you?”

She giggles as if finding it genuinely funny. But a shake of her head shows that she’s not answering that here.

-:-
Taking him to an abandoned house, up a crooked and broken staircase and into a small room, a single bed and a large rotting wardrobe the only things inside it, but he would have let her take him anywhere, so this place is just as good as any other.

She lies down on the bed, allowing him to stare up the bottom of her dress, white panties.

“You don’t live here alone do you,” he asks, a little fear in his voice.

“Take your shoes off,” she orders.

He takes them off. Still trying to find out, “I don’t think you live alone; there are other people here right. It’s OK if there are?”

“Take your shirt off, take your jeans off,” her list continues.

He does as he’s told, standing now dressed only in his underpants, an obvious erection on display.

Jenna rolls over onto her stomach and buries her face downwards into the pillow as if afraid.

Keith smiles confused, “what’s wrong?”

She doesn’t answer.

BOOM!!! A sudden terrible explosion as both doors of the wardrobe behind him fling open. Jones, thirty, tall, skinny and with long silver coloured flowing hair that reaches down to his hips. Dressed in a long white robe and with a large heavy wooden club in his hands comes out striking and attacking. He smashes the club down hard and bashes Keith’s skull in like an overly ripe watermelon.

-:-
Down inside a small dark, dank basement Jones drags Keith’s dead body across the floor. He’s exhausted. It’s hard work. Jenna follows on behind him.

A deep growl echoes out from the darkness, a tiger’s growl. And then stepping into the light a monster, seven feet tall, hunched over, hairy and stinking.

Fangs that are too large to fit inside its mouth and nails on its fingers and toes over six inches long.

It instantly starts to feed on Keith’s dead body.

Jones already knows the drill and moves over to the wall and picks up a bucket.

He comes back to the monster and waits. As the monster rips flesh off from the dead body and swallows, it’s then instantly sick. Throwing up a thick purple slop.

Jones catches the slop into the bucket before it can hit the floor. He smiles at it, greedily.

The monster goes on feeding.

Jones looks across at Jenna, “another,” he hisses.

Tears run down her face. “I can’t,” she whimpers, “I just can’t.”

Jones shakes his head, unimpressed.

“This is the price, if you want your boyfriend back you must continue. Find me another.” Jones reaches into the bucket; wetting his fingers into the slop he licks them clean.

“This is madness,” said Jenna.

Jones laughs at her, “there is a way to cure everything in this world. Disease, death, everything has its cure.” He dips his fingers back into the bucket, shows her the purple slop, “this is eternal life.”

-:-
The gentle hum and clanking of a washing machine going through a fast spin cycles fills the air of a small neat and tidy kitchen, a place for everything and everything in its place.

In the exact middle of the floor is a massive oak wooden table that has six chairs positioned around it, Henry O’neil, fifty, a large man, tattoo covered arms and his reading glasses resting atop his bald head is sitting with Decciho, twenty five, handsome, long unkempt hair and a false glass left eye. Impossible to notice unless you’re looking for it, Decciho was born with one good eye and one bad one. The bad one was out of place, the pupil unable to dilate and seemed to hang, dragging down the perfection of his other natural good looks. So his parents had it removed and a glass one put in its place.  Decciho’s dressed smart in a suit with his long overcoat draped over his lap. Each with a cup of coffee in front of them, Decciho takes a sip. Henry is waiting for him to speak first.

“Have you tried the police,” asks Decciho.

“They won’t do anything.” said Henry. His voice tired, he’s explained this to so many people before Decciho. He’s just tired of everything and now he’s at breaking point. Wants to keep the faith but you can hear the doubt in his words. A doubt he’ll never let his conscious mind accept, despite his unconscious mind screaming “your son is dead. Ben is dead.”

Decciho flashes him a warm smile, “that I don’t believe.”

Henry tries to explain, “he’s a missing person. One of many.

And he’s just going to stay missing because they’re not doing anything to find him.”

Decciho has some more of his coffee as Henry goes on, “that’s why I’m hiring you.”

Decciho nods.

Henry reaches down underneath the table and brings up a framed picture of Ben O’neil, nineteen, skinny, good looking and could easily fit into a young indie rock ‘n’ roll band. Henry shows it to him, “I have this picture for you. It’s a good one. Taken about six months ago. Better than the pictures I sent you in the e-mail.”

Decciho takes it from him, gives it a quick look.

The desperation in Henry’s voice grows louder still, “I just want you to find him.”

“Tell me about him?” asks Decciho.

Henry smiles, “he’s just a good kid.”

“How long has he been living away from home for?”

“About four years. He’s been living with his girlfriend for a lot of that time,”  said Henry.

“You’re able to talk to her still?”

Henry nods, “yes.”

Decciho queries, his detective mind spinning, “when was the last time?”

Henry shrugs, “I don’t know.”

Decciho presses a finger against the side of his own head,  “think.”

“A couple of week ago,” guesses Henry. “I just want you to find him. Find Ben. You’re meant to be the best aren’t you?”

“How often did you talk to your son?”

Henry takes a breath, thinks this over.  “Every couple of days I would at least get a facebook message from him. Most times we spoke on the phone.”

“And when was the last time?”

“Four, four and a half months ago now,” said Henry.

Decciho eyebrows raise, “An unexpected disappearance?”

Henry shakes his head, defeated, “this isn’t like him. He wouldn’t do it. I just need you to find him.”

Decciho stands up out of the chair, puts on his over coat, getting ready to leave. “I want to check all his things that he has here and I want you to give me every name, number and address of everyone you know who’s connected to him.”

“Today I got a letter of his last pay slip from his job,” said Henry, hoping that this might be of some use.

Decciho nods, “I’ll take that.”

Henry smiles, “thank you,”

Decciho corrects him with a shake of his head, “thank me when the job is done.”

-:-
The ad in the paper described it as a one bedroomed apartment perfect for city living for any ambitious bachelor, and at only seventy pounds per week and not seeing himself staying much longer than a few days Decciho really couldn’t work himself up enough to complain about it. He looks around the main front room, empty except for an old sofa pushed up against the wall, with a card table and fold out chair by the window overlooking the city street below, he drops his bags down.

Into the bedroom, tight for space, a small window with no curtains and a plain wooden board floor, with just a single but freshly made bed there’s also an empty waste paper basket next to it, but nothing else. Decciho moves to the side of it, with his foot he pushes down against the mattress testing it, happy enough with it.
Back into the main room and Decciho sits down at the card table.

With a collection of bills addressed to Ben he’s searching through them. He decides on a bank bill. From his pocket Decciho takes out a butterfly knife, and with a lot of skill and control he flips it open and slices at the top of the letter. Quickly reading through it. Caresses his thumb over the address, knows that’s where he need to go next.

A short tube ride underneath the streets of London and he finds himself facing down a once grand old Victorian house but that’s now been converted into flats.

Decciho walks up, Ben’s bill still in his hands, double checking the address.

Now inside and Decciho steps into a young man’s room, messy with movie posters covering the walls. A few small piles of clothes on the floor, with a desk overflowing with old DVD’s, computer games and bits of paper.

Lex, fifty, short and scruffy  stays by the door as Decciho moves past him.  “This is all his stuff,” said Lex.

“There’s a lot here,” Decciho comments.

Decciho heads straight for the desk, looking for something of value. Lex watches him.

“Take what you like, his father refuses to collect anything,” said Lex.

“So why are you holding onto it?”

Lex takes down a deep breath, pride suddenly filling his chest, he boldly boosts, “He paid, that’s why. Never late, sometimes early. For the rest of this month this room is still his. I’m not a bad person I just don’t think he’s coming back for any of this.”

“Why?”

“I’ve seen it too many times before. He’s not my first tenant to just get up and leave and he won’t be my last,” said Lex.

“He tell you that he was leaving,” Decciho asks.

“No.”

Decciho questions, “when did you first find out he was missing?”

Lex doesn’t hesitate, Decciho’s professional, almost police like tone is making him a little uncomfortable, “when his father called me.”

Decciho finds a large notebook, stuffed fat with loose papers and kept closed with a piece of string wrapped around it.

He shows it to Lex. “You mind if I borrow this?”

Lex shakes his head, “No, take it. Take whatever. The more you take now the less I’ll have to end up throwing into the skip.”

I might find him yet and he might still want some of these things back,” said Decciho.

Lex smiles, tired. “Don’t underestimate a parent’s instinct. When his father called me I could hear it in his voice. He knew his son was gone. He knew it in his gut but his heart makes him continue on. You’re not going to find him.”

-:-
Back at his apartment and sitting by the window, a cup of coffee in hand Decciho flips through the notebook found in Ben’s apartment. He finds a picture of ‘Jenna’. She’s sitting down in the
middle of a green field.

-:-
Later that day and inside a small family run café, Jenna, dressed now in a pair of blue jeans and a Japanese cartoon printed t-shirt sits alone at a table for two by the window.

Decciho at the counter is watching her, a smile slowly growing; ‘it’s her, oh my god it’s her’ he seems to be saying to himself over and over in his mind.

Jenna see him staring, their eyes lock.

She gestures down to the empty seat at her table, invites him to join her.

He doesn’t need to be asked twice. From his pocket he takes out the notebook and from inside this her picture. He flashes it at her, “this is you isn’t it?”

She’s frozen, silence.

“Jenna,” he asks.

She’s shocked, her eyes stretch wide and her mouth hangs open.

He asks again, “Jenna right?”

“How do you know my name,” she demands.

He sits down at her table, still smiling. Out from another pocket he takes out another picture, this time of Ben. Out of its frame and folded in half, he gives it her, “I’m looking for Ben O’neil, you know him don’t you?”

She unfolds the picture, seeing Ben’s picture a few tears escape, she lifts up and holds an open hand in front of her mouth as if that will be enough to hide her overwhelmed gasps. “Oh my god.”

“I’ve been hired to find him. I’ve been paid a lot of money to do it. He’s your boyfriend isn’t he, I think you can help me,” said Decciho.

She nods.

Decciho leans back in his chair, studying her. “I’m living in the apartment just across the road, I’m very lucky to have bumped into you like this. I’m going to want to ask you a bunch of questions, just try and answer them as best you can.”

She drops her hand back down, a few deep breathes and the tears stop. She’s regaining control. “What is this?”

“I just want to talk to you.”

She shakes her head, “Why? Did his dad ask you to. Look he’s a nice man but I don’t want him talking to me anymore.”

Decciho tilts his head over to the side, “Why not?”

She shakes her head again, “There’s no need. I don’t like to. I don’t like the way he talks to me.”

“How does he talk to you?”

Jenna frowns, “Like I’m a member of the god damn family. Ben is all I care about. Ben is the only family I want. You understand?”

Decciho nods, “Yes.” He pushes on, “you were living with Ben. His girlfriend. Dating. You met him at work. Knew him for about three years. You knew him better than anyone I should think?”

She slams a fist down against the edge of the table, “Don’t talk about him like he’s dead.”

Decciho queries, “You don’t believe he is?”

She points a finger at him, angry, “I know he’s not. Who the hell are you?”

“I’ve told you. I’ve not lied. I find people and I’ve been hired to find him.”

She takes another deep breath, a moment to herself, “and you think you can?”

He nods, confidant, “I’ve never failed yet.”

She drops her head down, stares down at the top of the table “And what if he is?”

Decciho needs to check, “Is what?”

“You know.”

“Dead?”

She nods, “Can’t find him if that’s the case can you?”

Decciho furrows his brow, doesn’t like to admit it, but believes it to be true, “most of the time that makes searching for someone so much easier. But dead or alive I will still find him.”

She breaks down crying some more, “I just want to see him again. I love him so much. He’s all I think about. I just wanted to look after him. Spend the rest of my life with him and then it was all taken from me.”

“Was he worried about anything?” Decciho asks.

“He never worried.”

Decciho goes on, “was there anything that didn’t fit in with the rest of what you knew about him?"

“No.”

He keeps going, “Speaking to anyone that he didn’t introduce you to. Go out and not tell you where?”

She growls, furious. “There’s nothing I didn’t know about him.”

Decciho disagrees, “there are always things we hide from other people.”

She snaps, “well there was nothing that he hid from me.”

Decciho tries a new direction, dismissive, “does it makes sense to you that he would disappear into thin air?”

She has to admit, “No.”

He gestures with his hand, twirling it in the air like a music conductor, “because there must be a reason?”

She doesn’t answer.

Decciho gives her a moment, and then asks, “what did you see in him. When you started a relationship with him, why?

She doesn’t understand, “what?”

“Just answer the question.”

She needs to think about it, takes her time and then shrugs, “he made me feel beautiful. Just by looking at me he made me feel that way. He told me I was beautiful every day and I believed him each and every time.”

“And that’s what you got from him?”

She stands up out from her chair, “I don’t want to talk about this anymore.” She walks away, heads for the door.

He calls out after her “I’m only looking to help.”

But it only falls on deaf ears.

-:-
Nightfall, cold and dark, sitting tense inside his ninety eighties rust covered ford car that crawls to a complete stop, Decciho’s watching Jenna, he’s been following for the last three hours and she’s now walking to the front of the rundown abandoned house with a man, a long overcoat and a big thick brimmed hat, hard to see his face. White, ugly, maybe there’s a few teeth missing also.

Jenna leads the man inside and lets the front door slam shut behind them.

Decciho comes slowly out of the driver’s side door, looking over the house, the upstairs windows first as if he fears being watched himself. A curious gin sits on his lips, trying to work it all out.

-:-
Inside the basement Jones drags his latest victim across the cold, hard dirty concrete floor. A trail of blood left behind them.

He dumps it down, his sweat covered face is one of relief as he lets go and straightens his back up.

He then steps over to the wall to retrieve the bucket as the heavy laboured footsteps of the monster echo out all around him.

Jones comes back to the body with the bucket and waits.

The monster leans over it, sniffs at it, before it then shuffles backwards as if it’s not all that interested.

Jones lets out a deep frustrated breath out through his nose. He then pulls out a small knife from his back pocket and cuts the man’s throat, blood pouring out.

The monster black eyes grow wide, as if this act has full woken it up, reaching out it’s disgusting hands it grabs a hold of the man and pulls him closer.

Biting into his face and ripping off a chunk of flesh. As soon as the monster swallows its first mouthful it throws it back up in the form of that same recognizable purple slop. Jones holds out his bucket and catches it. He reaches in hungrily and get a few quick mouthful of the purple slime himself.

BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

This sound fills the basement. Jones snaps his head up. Looking up at the ceiling, scared.

BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

There it is again.

He places the bucket down to the side of the monster, who’s still eating and being sick.

Jones moves over to the other side of the basement, unseen in the darkness.

He then turns on a small computer monitor, and sees the black and white footage of his security cameras all throughout the house. The one outside shows Decciho waiting at the front door.

Decciho reaches for the doorbell and presses it again.

BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
 
Jones shakes his head, annoyed.

He turns monitor back off and rushes for the door to the basement, sticking his head out he screams, “bring him to the room!”

-:-
The door to the bedroom creeks open as Jenna slowly pushes it open.

She steps in as Decchio follows in behind her.

She moves over to the bed and sits down on the edge of it.

He scowls at her, “What are you doing here?”

She pats a shaking hand down next to her, “Sit.”

Decciho shakes his head, moves to the side of the bed, “What’s going on?”

Jenna turns away, can’t bring herself to look at him. “Did you follow me?” She asks.

He points at her accusingly, as though he’s now building towards receiving a confession from her, “I believe you are the key to finding Ben.”

Jenna suddenly starts to undress, both hands shaking, terrified. She takes off her shoes, socks first and then her jeans. “Lay down with me.” A gentle request.

Decchio’s studying her, “What are you doing?”

She then takes off her jacket and shirt. Now only in her underwear.

Her voice no more than a seductive whimper, “you think I’m pretty don’t you?”

Decciho watches her with lust filled eyes. “Where is he. The man you came in here with?”

“What does it matter?” She asks.

Decchio fights against his urges that are growing from within, “put your clothes back on.” He asks this more in hope.

She caresses her breasts with the backs of her hands, “come lay with me, please.”

She closes her eyes and waits.

Decciho cautiously moves closer to the bed, staring at her body, taking it all in. His knee softly hits against the bed frame. He begins to lowers himself when BANG the doors to the wardrobe fly open and out leaps Jones, club in hand and swinging.

Decciho spins around to face him, blocks his attack and shoves Jones back towards the wardrobe.

Jenna’s eyes snap open.

She sits up and watches on, scared.

Jones, stunned comes once again. Swinging his club harder at Decciho’s head. Decciho dodges and Jones misses.

Decciho then reaches inside a pocket and takes out his butterfly knife. Flipping it around once again with his skilled and a well-practiced hand, getting it open he slashes it across Jone’s throat, cutting him deep.

Jones drops the club and reaches up both hands, grabbing at the wound.

Blood spraying out of him like ink from a fountain pen.

He drops down to his knees and then collapses over onto his side, dead.

Decciho, still with his now blood stained knife in hand comes over to Jenna.

She screams.

With his other hand he grabs a hold of her, a fist full of hair and forces her off of the bed, down onto the floor he drags her out of the room.

-:-
Thud, thud, thud. A rhythmic beat as Decciho aggressively drags her down the last couple of steps and finally down off the staircase with him. His knife still in his other hand.

As she hits down hard on the floor of the hallway he finally lets go.

She’s bruised and her legs marked with carpet burns.

He gestures threateningly with the knife demanding, “who the hell are you?”

She gets up to her feet, screams at him, “I’ve told you”

“Then what is this!” He screams back at her, louder.

She lets it all out, “He made me work for him.”

“You’re brass?”

She’s shocked, “No.”

Decciho points to the top of the staircase, “he was trying to kill me.”

Tears streaming down her face once again,  “Yes. He’s killed plenty of people before.”

Decciho is taken aback, “And you help him?”

She shakes her head, “I don’t want to. I have to. He has Ben. Ben’s still alive. I have to help him. I’ll never get him back or else. I just want him back. I just want things back the way they were before. He has him in the basement.”

He doesn’t believe her, “Show me.”

She leads him through the hallway and stop at the door to the basement. Decciho shoves a hand hard into her back, growing impatient. “If Ben is here show him to me!”

She opens the door and they both move inside. Dark, it’s impossible to see anything. Jenna leads him.

“He promised me,” she explains.

“Promised you what?” Decciho demands.

She moves into the middle of the basements floor then points towards the back wall. “Just look.”

Decciho doesn’t see anything, “What?

She keeps pointing, “Go closer and you’ll see him.”

He steps slowly further forwards.

As he moves past Jenna the darkness is clearing and there sitting on the floor, hunched over, breathing heavy and resting is the monster.

Decciho stops suddenly, shocked, horrified. Now he sees it. “Jesus Christ, what the fuck is that?”

Her voice is choked, “It’s Ben.” Jenna wipes the back of her hand over her eyes, the tears falling much more freely now. She doesn’t care anymore, isn’t going to fight it. “The man upstairs, the man you just killed. He turned him into this thing. He feeds him human flesh. It’s sick and that sick makes people immortal if they eat it.”

Decciho can’t take his eyes off the monster, “What the hell are you talking about?” He’s lost.

She keeps going, “inside that thing Ben is trapped. The more it feeds the more it’s sick and the closer I get to getting Ben back.”

Decciho shakes his head, refusing to believe it, “This can’t be real. It needs to be destroyed.”

She pleads with him. “No. I’ve nearly finished. I just need a few more bodies.”

He protests, “I can’t let you do that.”

She steps forwards, stands at the side of Decciho.

He asks, “Why does it just sit there. Why doesn’t it try and escape?”

She holds out a hand, “give me your knife and I’ll show you.”

Maybe it’s from the shock of everything but he lets her gently take his knife away from him.

Decciho’s still just staring at the monster, in awe of it.

She raises her hand up and quickly slashes the blade down across the side of Decciho’s face.

He stumbles away from her in pain.

She cut him deep, blood oozing out.

He turns to face her, snarls. “You bitch!”

She forces up a crazed smile, “it needs to smell blood before it will feed.”

Decciho turns to the monster as it now raises up, standing.

The monster attacks, grabbing a hold of Decciho and sinking it’s teeth into his neck.

Decchio yells out in vain, “NOOOOOO!!!” But his screams are cut short, the monster burying its teeth deep and breaking his neck.

Jenna’s whole body shakes, filled with rage.  “I’m sorry, but Ben is in there. I will get him back. No one is going to stop me. No one. I love him too much.”

The End.

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Submitted by:
TrSimon Parker
2, Howard Walk Dresden
Stoke-on-Trent
ST3 4SW
UK


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Monday, March 22, 2010

The Shadow Men


 Urban legend speaks of a race of humanoids who live in the sub-conscious world. Instead of taking form as a physical creature, they instead remain as souls and TAKE the bodies of humans.

 They usually take control over a human’s body when the human is being separated from their physical body to a mental state. This usually occurs during near death experiences, comas, sleep paralysis, and lucid dreaming.

Witnesses report that victims of these people usually wake up as a completely different person. The most common action after waking up is to question their surroundings. Victims usually show symptoms of nausea and depression, usually before going on an endless killing rampage.


It is a summer night. You are sleeping in your bedroom of your apartment on the second floor of a brick apartment complex.

You hear banging. Glass is breaking. You wake up in shock.

It’s okay… I am merely a piece of your own mind.

It is not speaking to you. It is communicating with your through your mind. There is no body. There is just plain empty black space where the man was.

Go back to sleep.

You wake up.

It’s all a dream.

You are panting.

Was it really a dream? Or was is this a dream? Was it a dream within a dream?

You fall back, tired.

7:00 PM

Your alarm is ringing. You quickly turn it off and prepare for work.

You don’t remember last night’s incident.

You’re putting your tie on. You look in the mirror.

He is behind you.

They are behind you.

You quickly turn around.

Nothing.

Do not be afraid.

We are merely a piece of your mind.

This is not real.

Now go back to sleep and we can skip work.

Black.

"He’s awake."

The doctor is speaking to you. You are in a hospital bed.

"Go back to sleep, you need to rest and heal."

"What happened?" you ask.

"You were discovered in your apartment, knocked out. The police are investigating it as we speak. Now go back to sleep. You need the energy."

11:59 PM
You hear banging.

You hear footsteps.

12:00 AM
They come out of the shadows.

Do not be afraid.

We shall make it slow and painful.

This is what you get for fiddling with things you never should have.

We are here.

The circle is complete.

You wake up, panting.

It was all a dream…

You are getting ready for work.

You put on your tie. You look in the mirror.

They are behind you.

The shadow people.


Credits to: http://shawnisfire.tumblr.com/

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Up

Do you know what a Cordyceps is? I didn’t either until 20 minutes ago. It’s a family of thousands of different types of fungus, grows all around the word in various rainforests and jungles. The awful thing about them is they’re parasitic, they grow on other animals. An ant happens to run into some spores, and then it starts to colonize his insides, starting with his brain. At some point, the ant starts to act visibly ill; standing in place and shivering, or walking in circles. If a fellow colony member sees him in this condition, he will be dragged to the border of the colony and exiled.

Then, when it’s almost over, the ant weakly climbs as high as he can up the vines, and locks his body on tight. Finally, he dies, and the fungus emerges from the back of his head, bursting forth like a long and foul fruit. After a short time, the little stalk spews forth its own spores, leaving the mummified and broken ant clinging to the stalk, his eye cavities filled with drying fungus.

I mention this because last night, when I was up on the roof of my apartment complex, I found my brother’s body.

He’s been back from 18 months on duty in the Philippines for less than three days. This was the first I’d seen him. My parents called me up the day before yesterday to tell me that he was on his way up. They told me he’d stayed in his room since he got home, and then suddenly got up and announced he was on his way to see me. They thought he was drunk, I’d thought he’d never made it.

He must have come straight up to the roof and died, by the smell of it. I was just finishing a cigarette, all torn up with anxiety and head throbbing, and when the acrid smoke vanished I caught a whiff of rot on the hot wind. It took me just a few minutes before I’d found him; face down behind the vents and fans. A slimy gray column rose up obscenely from the base of his skull, and a frozen waterfall of roots and tendrils was dangling from his eye sockets and mouth. At the top of stalk was small arrangement of feathery wisps, a white powder drifting idly from it tips.

The spores must have drifting over the north side of the building all day. My side of the building. I came down to my apartment to try to call up the police, and my headache was rising to a feverish throb. I got through the door, and the moment I reached for the phone, pain flared in my head, so bad I almost passed out. I’ve since tried three times and I can never get my hand up on it.

The same thing happens when I try to get up and leave the room; I feel spines of ice tunneling up into my skull and my limbs lock up and shudder.

The ants, in their last moments crawl as high up the vines as he can climb. This is so the spore will spread over more of the colony below. In the end, the parasite controls the ant with an almost intelligent drive. God help me.

The pain is almost blinding now, and a new thought has been rising up rhythmically in my head, like a record skipping. Up. Up. Up. It’s joined by an image of my office tower. It’s taller than my apartment, the tallest place I can think off and although the bulge on the back of my neck is the size of a peach, the skin stretched shiny, and I’m dizzy and my eyes are cloudy, I think I can make it there.

Up.

No. I’m sick. I need help.

The building pulses again in my mind. The cold wind. The roof and the sky. These images and concepts dull the pain momentarily as they pass through my mind. I think I can get there. Up. Up.

If you live in downtown Chicago, I would get the fuck out.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Black Abyss


His hand slowly grasped mine and I tried to pull away.

"Come." He said in a deep, dark voice.

"I’m not ready, dammit!" I shouted in response.

The feeling of his hand made everything in me quit. He pulled harder and slowly dragged me with him.

"Why?" I barely got the question through my lips when he had already started speaking.

"The time is right." His response echoed in a higher pitch.

"But.. Why?" I slowly slipped out.

"All in good time, mortal." He told me.

I was out of energy, no longer capable of speaking, I decided to listen. As he dragged me lifeless feeling body.

"I am the afterlife" he spoke.

"Death?" I thought to myself.

"No, not death. I am neither life or death, I am the in between." he spoke as if to respond to my question. "When people die, they don’t actually die. While their physical form appears to have ‘died’ their mental being, their soul, lives on." He continued.

"What’s the point?" I thought hoping he would respond.

"Technically no religion is wrong. However at the same time none of them are right. There is no God, no all powerful. They are right when it comes to what happens after life, though." To acknowledged my thoughts. "Some people go to ‘heaven’ through death, the final form. Some go back into the world reincarnated, through life. And some sit in a black abyss, through me." He finished.

"So I’m going to-" I started.

"No. You go where I say. I decide. I decide where, and how." He cut me off seemingly upset. "Where do you want to go?" He asked, in a testing way.

"I would like to go to heaven." I replied.

"Why?" He added emphasis.

"Because I’ve always been a devoted Christian." I replied in thought, proudly.

"I don’t care." He said.

"Than what will you do with me?" I thought

"We’re going to Life. You will be reincarnated." He finished.

I could no longer think. He stopped abruptly, it was still dark and I couldn’t see anything at all.

"Make him different." He said in the same dark, deep tone as before.

I couldn’t see the other being, but I heard him move. Without notice I had another hand grabbing me and the original hand let go. I felt the sensation of falling, then..

Nothing.

~

After what seemed like an eternity, I could see again, only nothing was the same as before, I could no longer remember who or what I used to be but now I know that I am. I quickly discover my infant limbs.

“I’m a baby?” I thought to myself in what felt like an unfamiliar voice. I heard what sounded like footsteps coming up a flight of stairs.

The door nearest the crib I found myself in, opened and in came a woman that I felt attached to instantly. In her caring, but tired voice she murmured, “you hungry, John?” to which my only potential option, since she couldn’t understand me, was to reach out. She picked me up and sat down with me in her lap and unbuttoned her shirt. I got excited for some reason. Association or muscle memory I knew what to do. “This being my first memory will be weird” I thought to myself in that same unfamiliar voice.

Things seemed to speed up and suddenly I knew more about myself and life. I was a 13 year old boy name John Smith. Most would consider me weird and only a few would have the guts to say they’re my friend, for fear of being beat. The year is currently 1988 and I am in the 7th grade. Other than that I’m a little hazy.

Early one morning my mother, woke me up for school. Dreading every moment to come i crept out of bed and got myself ready. Upon arrival I remembered exactly what I was anticipating. The daily beating I’d received since I was 8. My mother knew.. Why didn’t she stop it? The physical torrent was only half of my battle. The names they called me always seemed to hurt just as badly as the punches.

1991, the year I turned 16, I could finally drive. Get out of this shit ass town and away from the shitty people of Oakmont, Iowa. I get into the car as a red truck pulls up in front of my driveway. A group of guys all wearing sports jackets all get out and start walking towards me. I honk, to try and avoid what I know is coming. Despite my efforts to run after the honk, I was caught and dragged out of my house. Two of the guys held me down to the curb and a third grabs and holds my jaw open over the curb. Their ring leader douche bag then proceeds to drop his heavy boot on the back of my head, breaking my jaw, and most of my teeth. The act also cracked my skull open.

This was it.. I could feel my life slowly slipping away.. That’s where my life ended. 16 years old and murdered. I bled out just outside of my house. My mom being a nurse wold have helped if she wasn’t at the hospital.

I suddenly remember everything. Being a Christian, dying, coming to what seemed like the same place as before. I was prepared.

"Welcome back." The deep, dark voice said.

"You don’t have to drag me this time." I replied.

"As long as you come, we may talk." He told me as we started our way what I thought was a tunnel, I wasn’t sure. "Where do you want to go?" He added.

"The black abyss." I told him, blankly.

"Why?" He asked.

"To avoid the failures of humanity. To not endure any more pain." I told him.

"Then to the black abyss you may go." He told me as his presence seemed to fade.

There I was, I couldn’t see, or feel. The black abyss.

There I stayed.


Credits to: (Logan) http://rogueetbleau.tumblr.com/post/111241608630/black-abyss-a-short-story-by-me

Friday, March 19, 2010

Dinner Time Massacre


“Come on guys, don’t give!” Tom encouraged the group.

He fought to free his bounded hands but the bindings did not allow room for movement. Maria and Cliff had long accepted their fate and sat waiting for what came next. Their monstrous captor had already taken Jeff away and he was never seen again.

“Give it up. There’s nothing we can do,” Maria begged re-adjusting her pregnant belly.

“What kind of mother are you? You can’t give up on your children!” Tom shouted.

“Relax, have a bite and maybe you’ll calm down a bit,” Cliff offered what remained of Bill. As the weakest, he’d been the first to go among the group. The monster either did not know he passed or did not care. But without any food, they were forced to consume him after he passed.

“I refuse to accept-,” Tom tried to reply as a monster wrapped its tendrils around his body and lifted him from the prison. It carried him through the air away from the rest of the group. Tom squirmed and swung his legs trying to get out of the giant monster’s grasp but it was too strong. Without his hands, Tom was defenseless.

“Please don’t kill me!” Tom screamed as the monster paid no attention to Tom’s pleas for his life. The monster released him from its tendrils and Tom splashed into the boiling pot of water.



“Oh, doesn’t that look marvelous?” the middle aged man said cheerfully to his hungry family when the server placed their dinner on the table.

Tom, Maria, Cliff, and Jeff rested upon their plates.


Credits to: Human_Gravy

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Brother Came Back


Mr. and Mrs. Pullox were devastated. Their son Brandon, a piano child prodigy who was sent to France for advance training, died when the train to the capital city derailed from its tracks and crashed. Poor Brandon never made it to his first recital, and they will never have the chance to see him perform ever.

Because of the time it took for the French embassy to sort everything out, Mr. and Mrs. Pullox would only be able to get their son’s body in a fortnight, and because of their financial difficulties, they were unable to take the flight to France to get his body sooner, so they had no choice but to wait.

They have yet to tell anyone about the news, and those who knew through the news were forbidden to mention it in the household for fear of upsetting their little girl Hailey, who worshipped her brother like a god. They were afraid that their little girl would never recover from such a blow, and the thought of her breaking down and losing herself into despair and depression was not exactly something they wished on the only child they have left.

Hailey did question about her brother a little when she realized that his daily night calls had stopped abruptly, but they quickly waved it off as him being busy, saying that he needed the time for himself so that he could train himself to be at his best to impress her. Being left in the dark, Hailey went about her life cheerfully, waiting for the day that would never come to see her brother perform his first concert, even if it meant only on live TV.

They knew deep down inside that on the day they receive Brandon’s body, she had to find out eventually, but until then, they’d rather keep her spirits up.

A day before the supposed date of his body’s arrival, Mr. and Mrs. Pullox were awakened by a strange noise downstairs, like someone having a conversation with another. Thinking they were robbers, Mr. Pullox armed himself with a bat while Mrs. Pullox got ready with her phone to call the police just in case.

As they made their way downstairs, they saw Hailey sitting on a stool in the living room facing the piano, smiling, talking and laughing to an empty chair where Brandon’s piano was. It was Brandon’s birthday gift when he was 5 and his favourite thing in the whole wide world, and Hailey was seated beside it as she used whenever Brandon sat there for practice. Under the pale moonlight, the couple could see faint streaks of tears down their little girl’s cheeks as she continued to talk, her tone slowly going sad.

Before they could call out to her, the piano suddenly played by itself, the wonderful music that the Pullox family were so familiar with echoing down the room they were in. The piano keys were moving by themselves, the blacks moving rhythmically with the whites as the song that Brandon had composed for them the day before he left for France streamed across the room, filling the entire house with its beautiful melody.

Anyone would’ve been scared and high-tailed out of the house, but surprisingly, Mr. and Mrs. Pullox were not afraid. In fact, tears started to pour out of their eyes as the music continued right till the very end. Hailey leaned against the piano like she used to, closing her eyes as she took in every note and every beat that came out of the strong instrument, her hand tapping her knee along with it.

Once the music ended, a gentle cool breeze blew past the Pullox family, as if in a soothing manner before everything looked like the incident just now did not happen. Mrs. Pullox let out a cry and fell onto her knees, sobbing her eyes out while Mr. Pullox knelt down beside her, his legs, too, gave way as he held his wife with trembling arms. Hailey, on the other hand, stood up from her seat, wiped away the last remaining tears from her eyes and came up to her parents.

“Brother came home. He said he is now going to a better place, and said that we shouldn’t be sad for him. He said he loved us, and not to cry too much for him when his body comes home.”

Seeing the innocent smile on Hailey’s face, Mr. and Mrs. Pullox knew that everything will turn out alright in the end.

Lucid Dreamer



Dreams are just your mind dealing with the day's events, right? Nothing paranormal about that; everyone does it. I mean, there are places you visit often in your dreams. A certain house, a shop, a school...but these places are just figments of your imagination, right?

Have you ever wondered about these places and the people within them?

I know you're out there, "lucid dreamers". You're the ones who can control what happens when they dream. You are just beyond that film, that membrane that separates us.

Lucid Dreamer, have you ever wondered what that beautiful woman in your dream felt when you suddenly decided you wanted to fuck her? Oh, she seemed willing enough, didn't she?

Have you ever considered that you raped that woman, Lucid Dreamer? That she had no choice but to do everything you willed her to do while her mind watched on in horror?

Remember, Lucid Dreamer, all those awful things you have done in your dreams... And consider what those who call dreams their home must think of you. What they wish to do to you in kind.

I'm waiting, Lucid Dreamer, for those nights when your exhaustion keeps you from your power.

Oh, the things I will do to you then. Sweet dreams.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

The Road Home


I have written and re-written this post a dozen times. Whenever I get the story out, I realize how ridiculous it sounds, but it nags at the back of my mind. It’s maddening, and all I can think to do at this point is see if anyone else can possibly shed some light on what I saw, and what may or may not be lurking near my parents’ house.

I’m from the rural Midwest. Growing up, the closest neighbor was a good half-mile away, and the closest person my age was a fifteen-minute drive. So I spent most of my time outdoors, romping through the fields that surrounded my house. I never felt unsafe - and even if I had, I tended to have at least one of the family dogs hanging out with me, in the off chance I ran into something less-than-friendly.

I had a wild imagination at the time, and whenever I wasn’t playing outside I was writing in a series of notebooks that I still have to this day.

I was also plagued with horrible night terrors. More often than I care to admit, I’d wake up screaming and thrashing in bed, convinced that the ceiling was covered in spiders, or there was a tall, hairy-looking thing in my closet with red eyes. Once, I dreamed that the thing in the closet was getting ready to murder my parents, and I bolted to the kitchen and grabbed the biggest knife I could find. The next morning, my dad asked me what the butcher knife was doing on the living room sofa.

Luckily, the night terrors faded as I got older, and they were the last thing on my mind when I ran out of gas at the beginning of the two-lane county road that led to my parents’ house. Keep in mind that, at the time, cell phones weren’t largely used, so my only options were to wait for someone to drive by or try and hoof it back home.

I knew that particular stretch of road like the back of my hand. Hell, I’d lived just off of it my entire life. Two residential turn-offs on the east side, about a hundred yards apart, another one a little ways up to the west, and then a long stretch until I reached my parents’ driveway. No problem, except my working the late shift that night meant it was nearing eleven p.m. And, at seventeen, I had a horror movie habit and I was still very much in possession of an active imagination.

Even now, more than ten years later, thinking about that walk makes my skin crawl. I clenched my keys in my fist like claws, and my heart was pounding so hard I thought it would come out of my chest. The only light came from the moon, which had just started to peek above the trees. It was just enough for me to keep from tripping over a fallen branch or a chunk of dislodged asphalt.

It wasn’t quiet. I think quiet would have been worse on my nerves, but there was a steady hum of cicadas, and I could hear the faint rush of cars driving along the interstate a few miles south.
I counted my steps, listening to the steady crunch of leaves and rocks and garbage beneath my feet. The first turn-off came and went, and up ahead I could just make out the gap in the trees that marked the second one.

Another handful of steps, and I stopped.

I’d been counting double, without realizing it. Two beats for each step. Which made no sense, unless I was hearing someone else’s footsteps in addition to my own.

I started walking again, and that time I actually noticed it: something moving, very quietly, just beyond the tree line to my right. I bit my bottom lip - I still have the scar today, where I bit down so hard I drew blood - and sped up, only to have my hidden companion match my faster pace.

I don’t remember when exactly I started running. But the moment I did, whatever it was in the trees came crashing towards me. The way it sounded, that explosion of dead leaves and low-hanging branches flung in every direction … God, I remember that in vivid detail.

Obviously, I made it home, but getting there is a blur in my mind By the time I reached my parents’ driveway, whatever it was that had been chasing me had stopped. Back then, I ran a couple miles a day before class each morning, but I was no sprinter – whatever it was, I’m certain it could have easily caught me, if it had wanted to.

The next morning, my dad and I went and re-fueled my car, and I drove it home. Being back on that stretch of road, in the safety of my car, made me feel like an idiot for what had happened the night before. It had to have been a dog, or a deer, or something else with a perfectly normal explanation.

And I probably would have kept believing that, if I hadn’t moved back in with my parents earlier this year.
It’s the usual sob story – nasty divorce that left me flat broke, severe depression during and after the process, with some suicide watch thrown into the mix. Structure was absolutely crucial for my emotional state, so for several months my life consisted of waking up at six-thirty, going to work, coming home in the early afternoon (I was lucky enough to have a boss who let me do any residual work at home, if for no other reason than to get my shitty attitude out of the office) and then puttering around until I could justify going to bed.

So I wasn’t actually out alone, after dark, until about a month ago. It was for a really mundane reason – I’d decided, on a whim, to visit a friend who lived about forty-five minutes away, and I was late getting back. I was in a pretty good mood when I turned onto the road that led to my parents’ house, and the last thing on my mind was what happened when I ran out of gas there more than a decade ago.

I was cruising along, windows down, when my headlights just barely illuminated something on the east shoulder of the road, just inside the trees. That in itself wasn’t strange; it could have been anything from a stray dog to a deer to a feral hog. It was a ways up, so all I could really see was the movement of it. I slowed down, just in case it decided to dart in front of me at the last minute.

A good idea, in retrospect. I was maybe twenty yards away when the thing scrambled in front of me. That’s the only word I can think of for it – it was hunched over, and for all the world it looked like a person walking on all fours, only using their feet instead of their knees. Besides its general shape, I couldn’t make anything else out. It happened so fast that, by the time the general weirdness had registered, it was on the other side of the road and I was passing it by.

I hit the gas, but not before I looked in the rear view mirror and saw it on the side of the road. Except it wasn’t on all fours anymore – it was standing, and its head was turned toward me.

So that was a month ago, give or take. At my therapist’s suggestion, I’m on sabbatical now, one of those long-term vacations where you “re-discover” yourself. It’s supposed to keep me from dwelling on the way my life has fallen to pieces in the last year. But instead of relaxing, I’m thinking back to all those notebooks I filled with drawings and stories, when I was little. I don’t know why, but I only just recently remembered how many pages were devoted to one particular drawing. When I Skyped my parents about it, they laughed and said I was convinced it was something I saw in the field around our house, and they’d chalked it up to me being a kid with a wild imagination.

The drawing was of some kind of tall, bipedal creature with long arms and pointed ears that reminded me of a German shepherd. Its eyes were always large and yellow, and its snout was pronounced, with jagged lines of sharp teeth.

Maybe I’m making connections where there aren’t any. Maybe everything I’ve written so far is just a series of coincidences with easy explanations.

But, even in semi-darkness, I know that thing was looking at me, while I drove by. It was watching me go.

And, God, I hope this is my imagination, but I am almost certain it was smiling.


Credits to: unfortunatebees

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Jellyfish


I dreamt of jellyfish.

Peacefully I floated in the blue ocean and they were all around. Translucent, they undulated, propelling themselves through the warm salty water. They were so beautiful and alien. I felt one with them and their long tendrils, snaking like running droplets of ink.

Suddenly I was afraid. I could feel their thoughts and could tell they meant to harm me. Slowly they closed in, still pulsating, surrounding me. They swarmed, and their tendrils stung me over and over. My skin was searing, my heart pumping fast, my body twisting, flailing; I was tangled in them now. I thrashed my arms but they were wrapped in the tendrils. oh god it hurts oh god don’t let me die oh god….

I awoke in cold sweat. The tangled tentacles of the jellyfish were now the sheets of my bed. I was alive. I was awake. There were no jellyfish.

But where was Chelsea? She’d slept next to me because she was scared of the monsters.

I looked over under the covers to find her body, her face blue as the ocean in my dream, the sheets wrapped around her tiny neck like a tentacle. She’d choked to death in the night. She’d suffocated in her sleep right beside me while I experienced my horrid nightmare.

I shook her lifeless body, screaming her name, hoping somehow my anguished cries would bring my daughter back. I cried, hot tears of rageful sadness and not understanding.

I wept and my tears were the salt of an ocean - a dead, uncaring ocean without mercy, one full only of the beautiful pulsating forms of the heartless jellyfish.


Credits to: the_itch

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