Nothing special today happened.
Other than the fact that Jan ignored my calls and text and had not gotten online when I tried to contact him through MSN.
And when I came to his home, his folks didn't seem to be home to answer the door and he didn't seem to want to answer either.
I know he's at home. He's got his own car and it's parked in the partially opened garage.
But he didn't answer the door and didn't seem to have left his room either.
I wanted to climb up and peek in but that would make me look like a fucking criminal trying to break and enter.
I did see lights from his computer flicker for a while, but that's it. He showed no signs of movement whatsoever.
I didn't go to school either. In fact, while typing this, I'm trying to construct what to write in my letter of school resignation.
Ah, fuck it. I'll just call the school and tell them I don't wanna have anything shit to do with them and I'm quitting.
Momma is not gonna like it but who cares?
It's my life and I'm gonna lead it however I want.
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