Sorry for the missed day. Technically it should be considered Day 5, but since I was at Janphen's and this really freaky shit happened, I had to collect myself to get my head together before I could write this down.
Besides, who's counting, right?
Anywho, that night after my blog entry, I made my way to Janphen's place to check him out and see if he's OK. Didn't go with the best of my clothes, but then again, Jan's folks, despite their grimaces, never really comment much about it.
They better not be. If they know what's good for them.
I asked for Jan, and they said he had been down with something they couldn't really explain, and had been cooped in his room since he came home from Home Ecs. That's when I remember I did notice something a little off when I was his partner in that class, but he kept saying it's just a stomach flu or something.
I went to his room and let myself in, and there he was lying in bed, his back facing me. I sat down and shook him gently to get his attention.
Me: Yo, bro. U alright?
He didn't reply me.
Me: Yo, bro. C'mon, it's me, George. Ur gal pal. Wakey-wakey.
Jan: Such is the life of a monotonous man, don't you think?
Me: Whut? What the hell are ya talking about?
Jan: When was the last time we went to the beach?
Me: What does that gotta do with it? You're high on meds or something? Your rents say you got some downtime health going on. You're not having cancer or anything, right?
Jan: (he still didn't bother to face me) Do you remember the last time someone in school asked you about your dad?
Me: Well...yeah, I remember. Totally would've showed him a thing if you hadn't told me to leave it be
Jan: Sometimes I wonder if I did the right thing
Me: What?
Jan: Telling you to leave it be. Maybe I should just let you loose, just like the last time I was sick and you had to go to school alone and you totally busted that...
Me: Hey, what are you implying there? Are you saying you didn't want to come pick me to walk me for school on purpose?
Jan: Maybe...Maybe I am...I dunno...Maybe I'm just sick of all this...
Me: Oh, just fucking say it, Jan. You don't wanna be my friend anymore, do you?
Jan: I never said that
Me: But you're implying it
Jan: Maybe...
Me: Maybe what?? The fuck are you...
Jan: (this is where he sat up abruptly and looked at me with his cold dead fish-like eyes, black rings under them like he hadn't been asleep for quite a while) Do you know where your dad is?
Me: What the...How the hell would I know... (I was taken aback at this, it really getting fucking creepy, but he grabbed me by the arms)
Jan: Do you KNOW where your dad is? Do you know WHO your dad is? Do you even KNOW WHAT he is? Do you??? DO YOU???!!!
Me: Get the fuck away from me, man!!
I immediately shoved him against the wall and made my way out of the room. I didn't even bother to explain what happened to the rents. I just stormed out of the house and ran until I couldn't run anymore all the way back home, ran into my room and slammed the door like nobody's business.
Janphen is never like this. He's always been the calm, collected and level-headed person between us. This is the first time I've seen him freak out like this. He never freaks out. Ever.
What the fuck is wrong with him?
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