Momma is knocking at my door again.
I tell her to go away and leave me alone.
Fuck, can't I even mourn for my best friend in peace?
I heard that some of Jan's relatives from another town are going to come down to proceed with the funeral services, that is, after the boys in blue are done autopsying him and his rents and reporting it to whoever was in charge of handling Jan's case.
The boys in blue came yesterday to question me again, and I just told them what I knew, what I saw and what Jan and I have been through for the past few days before he started acting like shit to me.
They asked me if I knew he had any troubles or was depressed or was on medication. I told them I knew none of the sort. I told them he was perfectly fine, and we even had sex after we went to watch some R-rated movies. Momma didn't look surprised that I told them I lost my virginity to Jan. She had expected we were a couple.
It's not like that. It's just casual sex. We're friends. Best friends who have sex with each other.
That's it.
The blue boys looked at me like my relationship was the most complicated ever when I said that.
What the fuck is so complicated about us being just friends and still have sex?
Geez...
Anyway they did ask me about whether I know what the symbols that he drew around his room meant, and again, I told them I knew nothing. Not sure whether they believed me or not but they didn't seem to ask me anymore.
If I'm not mistaken, once the blue boys were done with Jan, the funeral would commence sometime 2 weeks later
Damn, after what I saw, I don't think I would want to attend the funeral.
They might just pin the blame on me, since I was the closest to him, like as if I SHOULD have seen this coming and prevented it.
In a way, it would've been right.
I was his best friend. He was my only friend. We were together thick and thin since, like, ever. I should have seen this coming.
But I didn't.
Because I couldn't.
And whatever that symbol is and whatever he said about Pops, gotta have to be something to do with his death.
I'm gonna fucking find out about this.
And kill that bastard.
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