Showing posts with label Time Is Nigh. Show all posts
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Sunday, October 28, 2018

The Time is Nigh: Chew

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I love walking out to fetch my morning newspaper, by golly, and will do so through all the years Heaven has left to me.

It’s a way to check on the neighborhood. To smell the grass. And if I’m being honest, the morning walk to my front lawn is always the first place to test a new sweater vest. Is it a hit? Did I go to far with the yellow argyle this time? Now I’m laughing because I’m remembering a pink and blue argyle sweater vest I wore many years ago. The neighborhood got an eyeful that day! Oh my!

But as I walked out to the front yard this morning, it was only that sweet Missy from across the street who was enjoying the sunshine. She had a baby in each arm, bless her soul! I’ve always been told that twins are when Heaven hugs and kisses you at the same time. The children were just the cutest things, sucking on matching green pacifiers! I trotted straight across the street (I’m still not too old to do that much on my own, mind you) and snatched the paper from the ground so that she didn’t have to juggle the kids. Poor dear! Her husband works long hours to provide for his family. You don’t see that in America as much as you used to.

I’m sorry, that was judgmental. If Maud were still alive, I’d be given such a scolding.

Anyway, I walked back over to my house and decided that the morning had been active enough to forgo coffee. I settled on a nice, cold glass of lemonade and iced tea. My, that Arnold Palmer had some good ideas.

Would you know that I read the paper for just three minutes and put it away? Shocking behavior, all of it. When did politics get so inappropriate? First news leaves the papers for the world wide web, and then it leaves decency behind altogether. Despicable people!

I’m sorry, Maud.

Anyway, I decided to settle things down with a Reader’s Digest. Now there’s a periodical I can wrap my mind around! Two hours just flew by, and I got up to take a late morning constitutional before lunch. Today is tomato soup day, and boy, am I excited! Usually I pair it with grilled cheese, but I read (in Reader’s Digest, ha ha) about putting some hot sauce in it. Can you believe it? Hot sauce!

I strolled up to my front door as I finished (1,913 steps on my step counter!) at exactly 12:00 p. m., my mouth watering, when the black Mercedes parked in front of my house. The back window rolled down.

The Representative peeked out at me, raised his index finger to the sky, and nodded.

I flashed my finger to the sky and nodded right back.

The car sped off. I took a deep breath, then crossed the street to Missy’s house.


The pot bubbled furiously on the stove, but I could hardly hear it over Missy’s muffled sobs.

The gag was too loose, bless my soul. I did the best I could, but these gnarled hands aren’t what they used to be!

The vomit had pressed hard up against the gag and formed an unholy froth of saliva, puke, and thick, mucusy drool. It was seeping from the corners of her mouth in a steady pour. The pungent concoction had absolutely coated her neck and drenched her blouse. What remained of her mascara was spread thickly across her cheeks, leaving her face with the appearance that those misbehaved little teenage cretins intentionally apply to look “goth”!

I’m sorry for the outburst, Maud.

Anyway, Missy looked like she was about to choke on her vomit slurry. “You know the rules,” I explained calmly as I withdrew the soaking-wet gag from her mouth.

I could barely distinguish her nods from the trembling. The poor waif was shaking like a leaf!

“No noise,” I whispered. “You know what will happen.”

She convulsed, but bless her soul, she stayed quiet. After a moment, she regained her composure and turned slowly to the cradles on the kitchen table.

Her eyes were transfixed on the sleeping baby in the nearest cradle. She could not seem to bring herself to turn toward the empty one.

I don’t blame her. The streak of blood was just nasty.

“Now,” I said, maintaining a balance of calm certainty and authoritative control, “are you going to comply?”

Her eyes seemed to glaze over, and I was certain that I had just witnessed part of a soul dying.

But she nodded.

And I nodded back.

I turned to the bubbling pot on the stove and gave it a swirl with a wooden spoon.

Oh, my.

It seems that a green pacifier had been boiled right in with the meat!

I flicked it aside with the spoon and scooped a big, fleshy serving out of the pot.

“Now,” I announced, smiling, “open wide, Missy!”

She hesitated for just a moment, and I gave her a tsk-tsk-tsk. Then I turned and looked at the remaining baby.

“Do I have to make a second serving?”

Her breath hitched so slightly, but the action said so much.

“That’s what I thought.” I brought the spoon to her mouth. “Here comes the airplane!” I announced in a singsong voice that Maud would have loved.

Missy opened her mouth, and I shoved the hot spoon inside. I pulled it out, and I could see the wad of meat protruding in her cheek. Her tears were pouring freely once again.

I lifted an index finger to the ceiling. “There is a Better Way, Missy.” I nodded, then continued in a whisper. “The Time is Nigh.”

“Now chew.” 

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The Time is Nigh: A "Better Way" to Die

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It was a rainy Tuesday morning when Everett Green called his daughter to ask why she sent his 83rd birthday present two months early. The “present” was a medium-sized box wrapped in shiny silver paper, with a delicate black ribbon tied in a bow, and there was no return address. Everett had been surprised to receive it; he lived in the Shady Springs Retirement Community, and he hardly ever heard from his only child. As usual, his daughter’s phone went to voicemail, and after leaving a slightly rambling message on her machine Everett decided to open the package; at this age, he reasoned, it was best not to wait too long for anything. He unwrapped the box carefully (wrapping paper isn’t cheap, and he hadn’t wrapped his neighbor George’s birthday gift yet) and eagerly looked inside. His excitement turned to horror as he found himself staring into the blank, lifeless eyes of his daughter’s severed head.

By the time emergency services arrived, Everett had already stopped breathing. The heart attack had happened so fast that he never even saw the note. It was hand-written in flawless calligraphy, although the traditional black color of the ink had been forgone in favor of a deep red.

He gave her life, he loved her with the warmth of a sunshine ray, But each and every passing year saw fewer visits paid. He never saw his little girl once he was old and gray, But in the end he came to find, there is a Better Way.

The forensics team confirmed what the detective already knew: the note was written in blood.

The next package came 6 days later. It was wrapped in the same silver paper, and the same black ribbon was tied lovingly into the same simple bow. The circumstances of Everett’s death had become the talk of the town, of course, and because Ms. Emma Brunswick made it her business to know everyone else's business she immediately connected the two events and called the police. Not putting it past Ms. Brunswick, a middle-aged divorcee known best for her love of gossip, to wrap up an old shoebox for attention, the officer rolled his eyes before knocking on her door. To his surprise the door swung inwards immediately, and he warily drew his gun before walking inside. The entry opened to a narrow hallway; at the very end there was a light coming through a doorway. He crept down the hall, acutely aware of the sound his breath made in the silence of the house. After thirty seconds that seemed much longer he paused at the doorway, then took a deep breath and pushed the slightly ajar door open.

Ms. Brunswick was sitting at her kitchen table with her back to the door, the shiny silver wrapping paper hastily discarded on the floor. The open box sat before her on the table, however it was impossible to discern the contents from across the room. He called her name softly, then again louder, but Ms. Brunswick gave no sign that she was aware of the officer's presence, and he could see now that her gaze was fixed on whatever was inside the box. The officer walked over and gently put his hand on her shoulder and she jumped, then looked at the officer with wide eyes and wordlessly handed him a piece of stationary. It was written in the same red calligraphy as the first note.

She thought she had his heart when they were married one spring day, But soon she realized she was wrong because he ran away. She longed to have his heart back, any price she'd gladly pay, But in the end she came to find, there is a Better Way.

Curiosity prevailed and he looked in the box. At first he wasn't sure what he was looking at, until he looked closer and realized that sitting in a nest of tissue paper was a human heart. Forensics reported that the heart had belonged to Ms. Emma Brunswick's ex-husband.

Things did not improve. The third package showed up only two days later on the doorstep of Janie Sommers, who had just started seeing a therapist after having her third miscarriage. The full bottle of Percocet in the box was accompanied by a shiny razor blade, and Janie's husband woke up the next morning to find his wife's lifeless body in the bathtub, a smile on her face and a deep cut down the inside of each arm.

The fourth came the next day, and little Lucy Anderson was horrified to find her best friend's pet rabbit, which she had been terribly jealous of, lying in the box with a broken neck.


Mayor Barlow eyed the doorway to his office nervously- he was expecting The Representative at exactly 12pm, and The Representative was always on time. He always had trouble remembering his visits with The Representative, and to his knowledge he had never been provided with a name for the polished executive who he met with on occasion. However, Barlow did not think to question the strangeness of the meetings, and blamed his forgetfulness on the almost-empty bottle of bourbon that resided in his desk drawer. It was the third one he had bought this week, but then again it had been a very difficult couple of weeks.

As soon as the big hand on the ornate grandfather clock in the corner struck 12, there was a polite knock on the door. The Representative walked in a moment later, and Mayor Barlow immediately felt the hair on the back of his neck stand up. There was something about this man that never failed to unnerve him. Dressed in a charcoal-gray suit with his brown hair slicked back, the Representative smiled. It was not a comforting smile; in fact, the Mayor doubted that the man before him had ever comforted anything in his entire life.

The Representative placed his briefcase on Barlow’s mahogany desk, clicked the fasteners open, and retrieved a black folder embossed with a golden BW. He handed the folder to Barlow and then closed the briefcase, setting it on the chair provided for visitors to sit in. The Representative never sat in the chair. Barlow opened the folder with a certain amount of trepidation. Inside were several photographs.

“They say that a picture is worth a thousand words,” the man spoke quietly, with the barest hint of a British accent. He smiled again but it did not reach his eyes, which held a certain quality of darkness.

“I must say, I agree,” he continued. “Words are meaningless, senseless drivel in a world preoccupied with hollow promises and forgotten vows. A picture, however, captures a moment in time which is utterly and completely unique. Even if a picture is taken in the same setting, with the same subject matter, it can never truly be re-created, because the time of the original image has passed.”

Barlow took the first photograph out of the folder and felt his stomach drop. Despite the fact that the picture had clearly been taken late at night, his own distinctive, rotund silhouette was obvious, placing a carefully-wrapped silver package beside a mailbox. The logo for the Shady Springs Retirement Community was visible in the background.

“I didn’t do that, that wasn’t me!” The Mayor fearfully pulled another photograph from the folder and felt a wave of nausea come over him: this time it was a profile view of himself hunched over the body of a man he did not know, the camera’s flash glinting off the wicked-looking knife in the Mayor’s pudgy fingers. He frantically racked his brain, trying to remember something, anything, to explain his presence in the pictures. And suddenly, like a slap in the face, the memories assaulted him.

The inexplicable rage clouding his mind in the moment when he saw the woman, in the moment that he plunged the knife into her back. And again as he opened up the chest of the man, the metallic smell of blood filling the air. Then the memory of himself tying a perfect bow in a delicate, black ribbon, feeling nothing as he placed the package on the doorstep of Janie Sommers, hearing her sobbing through the door. The way the little rabbit struggled in his hands before he broke its neck, and the way it stopped struggling right away.

He gasped as tears gathered in his eyes and quickly overflowed, and he looked up at The Representative, who once again smiled hollowly. He found himself unable to speak, and instead of asking the questions that he barely knew the answers to, he only managed a single word.

“Why?”

The Representative smirked, this time making no effort to conceal his disdain for the fat little man behind the disproportionately large desk. “Mayor Barlow, it is painfully obvious that your weak, myopic mind could never grasp the enormity of what we are doing here. Suffice it to say that we still use for your…services, but leaving someone in your position of power with such secrets mulling in your brain is something of a ‘loose-end.’ In showing you the photographic evidence of your heinous, yet entirely necessary, crimes, I do not pretend to seek your understanding. We cannot force you to participate in the Process. However, there are certain things which need to be done, and with your permission we can accomplish our goals with very little conscious interaction on your account. Our goals will be accomplished with or without your help, however I ask you to remember through the pain you feel right now that there is--” here he paused, pointing towards the ceiling in a way that seemed almost reverent, then continued--  “a Better Way.”

The Mayor could barely see through the tears openly running down his face. “Please, make it go away, make this go away!” for he remembered now, that the meetings always concluded with The Representative offering a small white pill, and he knew that when he awoke from the dreamless sleep it induced, he would have no memory of the preceding events.

With a faint smile still playing on his lips, he produced a pill from his coat pocket, and as Barlow grabbed it from his hand with what could only be described as desperation The Representative murmured “The Time is nigh.”


The Representative concludes his narrative, clearly pleased with the story he had just imparted to me. His features had remained stoic throughout, but I could tell that he had been scrutinizing my reactions, probing for any undesirable response. I could also tell that he was not disappointed.

“So you see, the ones we use do not truly want to resist. It is a basic, human instinct to follow, dating back to neolithic times as a means to survival. People always claim to have a ‘moral compass,’ but this is a lie that they have taught themselves to believe. It is clear to the more... enlightened of our species, that people will always choose to align with what feels good, as opposed to what ‘feels right.’”

I nod, feeling the corners of my mouth pull upwards into a satisfied smirk. It is true, what The Representative says, and I know it. The weak, pitiful creatures that cling to their notions of right and wrong are so very deluded in their self-righteousness. We know better. We were born superior, and the “sacrifice” of the unworthy is not only necessary, but something to be celebrated. Their demise will ultimately serve a secondary purpose: we will purge the world of the inferior.

The Representative turns to the polished wooden box on the table, carefully lifting the lid. Resting on the crimson velvet of the interior is a sleek, silver dagger. The handle is made of what looks like ivory, intricate symbols depicted in polished relief -- I know that it was carved painstakingly from the sternum of my mentor’s first kill, each symbol representative of his subsequent triumphs in the name of the Better Way. He picks it up, lovingly caressing the blade before looking back at me. “This is your chance, initiate. Your chance to become an official member of something so much larger than any one of us. Do you accept the blessing of our organization?”

Barely able to contain my eagerness, I reply with the phrase that I have practiced so many, many times since beginning my journey. “I humbly accept, and willingly vow to carry out the will of the cause I serve, now and for the rest of my life.”

My mentor bows his head, holding the dagger out with both hands. I grasp the bone handle and take the gift, before turning to the sorry excuse for a human being that The Representative has prepared for me. His small eyes dart around fearfully, the sweat beading on his brow and beginning to drip down his fat face. The Representative was right, Mayor Barlow is pathetic. He tries to scream but is stymied by the duct tape wrapped around his head and covering his mouth. His sausage-like fingers are beginning to turn purple as he struggles against the ropes binding his hands, and I imagine that his feet, likewise bound, are also losing circulation inside his shiny black oxfords. I can’t suppress a shark-like grin from spreading across my face as I raise the dagger, never breaking eye-contact as I bring it back down and plunge it straight into his heart. His eyes widen, and I realize that I feel more alive than I ever have as I watch the life leave his body. Withdrawing the dagger, I stab it into his bloody chest again, this time methodically cutting away the flesh over the sternum. The dagger is sharp enough that it makes short work of the bone and sinew in my way, and after the last crack separates my prize from the rest of Barlow’s rib cage I reach into his ruined chest cavity triumphantly. I remove what will become the handle for an intricately-carved dagger, which I will present to my own protege when the time comes. Holding the bone in my left hand, I turn back to face my mentor-- now my equal-- and raise my right index finger in the customary salute. The Representative locks eyes with me, mimicking my gesture.

“There is a Better Way,” he says, and for the first time I see a flicker of life in his steely, gray eyes.

“The Time is nigh,” I reply, aware that indeed, the Time grows ever closer, and aware of the part that I will soon play in its fruition. 

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Credits

The Time is Nigh: Everyone on Floor 4 Disappeared (Part 3) [FINALE]

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He stepped into the light.

Outside a computer monitor, he looked worse. Tired eyes, ringed with dark circles; greasy hair falling across his forehead. And he wore a smirk that sent chills down my spine.

Jingwen drew her gun. “Hands in the air,” she said, with forced calm.

He didn’t reply, and took a step forward.

“Hands in the air! I’ll shoot!”

“Go ahead.”

Her hands shook.

And then she pulled the trigger.

Bang!

For a second, time stood still. The light above our head flickered, and everyone was frozen in the gray shadows of dawn. Blondie’s face, contorted in a sob. Jingwen’s mouth stretched in a gasp. His casual grin, as if laughing at a joke.

Ping.

The bullet bounced off his jacket, onto the floor –

Now no larger than a grain of sand.

Jingwen’s eyes widened. “How – that’s not possible –”

“You’re all skeptics at first,” he said, picking a figurine off the nightstand. “But sooner or later, you come to believe.”

Believe what? That he’s… turning people into those? I glanced at the figurine in his hand, to the one clenched in Blondie’s fist. Both were clearly plastic… just toys…

But if it isn’t true… how do I explain the bullet?

Or the fact that everyone on floor 4 disappear?

I shook my head. It doesn’t matter what he’s thinks he’s doing. Just distract him as much as you can. I took a few steps back, towards the window. “Okay, say I believe everything. But why, then? Why are you doing this?”

“Haven’t you heard?” he said, his smile turning into a determined frown. “The Time is Nigh.” With his index finger, he pointed to the sky.

“What does that mean?” I asked. My fingers fell into the groove beneath the panes; I pressed upwards, and felt the window shift slightly.

“There is a Better Way.” Now he broke into a grin, and looked down at the figurines that scattered the floor with newfound affection. “The Day of Reckoning is almost here, and I have done far more than my duty. They’re going to be so pleased.”

Okay. He’s insane… I have no idea what to say to that… no idea… “Hey, she kept her end of the deal,” I said, motioning to Blondie with one hand, while the other stayed on the window. Just a little more force, and I could get it open…

He scoffed. “What do you care?”

“Shouldn’t you keep your end?”

“Heh, sure. Sounds fair to me.” He walked over to her, eyes glinting with amusement. Blondie unfurled her fingers, revealing the figurine in her palm, her eyes glinting with hope. He yanked it from her and held it up to his eyes.

“She’s a pretty one.”

Then he threw it to the ground, lifted his foot –

And brought it down.

Snap.

Blondie screamed. A horrible, wounded scream that faded into convulsing sobs.

“You should’ve known better than to bargain with one of us,” he yelled at her. “We never compromise. The Better Way is the right way; there is no middle ground.”

She paused.

And then, with a wild scream, she flew at him. Her arms locked around his neck, and they fell to the ground in a tangled heap.

Click.

I yanked the window up.

“Come on!” I yelled, diving through the window. Follow me, Jingwen, please…

I hit the damp soil with a thud. Pain shot through the left side of my body; but I picked myself up off the ground. I turned around, heart racing –

No. She wasn’t following.

The little yellow light in the window flickered.

No no no –

Thump!

Jingwen flew out of the window. “Run!” she screamed. We jumped in the car, breathless and pained. She jammed the keys into the ignition just as a dark shape – a flash of black leather – fell from the window.

The car screeched away. We flew down the road, the gravel crunching underneath the wheels.

---

Nobody believed our story, of course. At least, not our version of the story. They believed that some weirdo with figurines was trying to lure people into his house – just not the rest. Jingwen was promptly fired from the police force, both for inventing tall tales and for bringing a civilian along with her to a dangerous situation.

They sent more cops over to the house. By the time they got there, it was completely cleared out – even the figurines were gone. I quit my job at the hotel and moved halfway across the country, where I became a barista. Not quite as good a job, but at least it came with discounted coffee instead of nighttime weirdos.

It was around closing time after a week on the job that the couple came in. A woman wearing glasses and a bun, followed by a blond guy. I served them up two coffees, and set out to wiping down some of the tables.

In the empty coffee shop, I couldn’t help but overhear their conversation, as it echoed off the tile.

“Like I said in the email – I have a problem,” he said. “You see, I – I live with my parents. But they nag me all the time – stop playing video games, it’s too late to go out with your friends, all of that. But I don’t have the money to move out. I have nowhere to go.”

She nodded, and looked at him with a small smile. “There is a Better Way,” she said.

I dropped the rag.

“We will take care of your parents,” she said. “And then we will take care of you.”

“Wait – take care of them? What do you mean?” He started to look nervous; his eyes darted around the shop. “All I need is a little money to move out. Uh, I thought – I thought you came here to give me that.”

The woman shook her head, then pointed up. “The Time is Nigh,” she said. “And you have come to me not a moment too soon.”

We both stared at her.

“The Day of Reckoning is almost upon us.” 

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Credits 

 

The Time is Nigh: Everyone on Floor 4 Disappeared (Part 2)

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“We’ll take you to the address as soon as backup arrives.”

“But she’s in danger! She –”

“Miss, our priority is finding the guests who disappeared,” the officer said, disappearing back into room 402.

Oh. The don’t believe me. I looked at the napkin, crumpled and sweaty in my hand. For all they know, I wrote this note, and there never was a blonde woman.

I sighed, turned on my heel, and walked briskly down the hallway.

The chatter and blips of radios faded to a low hum. I glanced at the doors, shut tight; as far as I could tell, there were no broken locks, no blood smears, no evidence of the disappearances at all. Leather Jacket’s face flashed through my mind; his intense stare, his smirk as he held Blondie against him, with no regard for her terror…

I stopped.

The door to room 429 was ajar.

I looked down. A rolled-up magazine had been stuffed between the door and the frame, keeping it open. Beyond, the room was pitch black.

Go back downstairs. The words pounded in my head, as steady as my heartbeat. But I felt the irresistible pull of curiosity, the call of the unknown.

I slowly took a step forward. Silence filled my ears, punctuated by my own muffled footsteps against the carpet and the ticking of the clock down the hall.

With a deep breath, I pushed the door open.

Light spilled into the dark room; it appeared empty. I reached for the switch, and flicked it on.

My heart sank.

Toys scattered the floor – a little blue police car, a stuffed elephant, a toy fireman’s hat.

A family had stayed here, with a child.

And now they were gone.

I stepped into the room. In the bathroom, crumpled towels lay on the floor. Toothbrushes were set out across the counter, some still bearing dried bits of paste. The beds were rumpled and tangled messes, dangling onto the floor.

I stepped forward.

Crrrunch.

“Ow!” I grabbed my foot; it throbbed angrily. Something small at tan lay in the middle of the burgundy carpet.

I bent over and picked it up.

It was a miniature, plastic teddy bear. No larger than a dime, and much heavier than I’d expect for such a small thing.

Wait a strange toy.

And then I heard the voice, calling loudly from down the hall:

“Anna? We’re ready to go.”

I slipped it into my pocket and headed into the hall.

---

The directions led us down a narrow, gravel road. Officer Jingwen sighed heavily, as clouds of blue-gray dust kicked up behind us. “Had to be a gravel road,” she muttered. “Can’t stand that damn crunching sound. It’s like someone’s eating rocks.”

But I wasn’t listening to her banter. Blondie might be dead by now – or disappeared, like the rest. I looked out the window, watching the orange rays of dawn peek through the trees.

The house rolled into sight. It was little more than a shack, standing among overgrown grass and fallen branches. The windows were black, and at first, I thought it was just dark inside; but then I realized some sort of black paper had been plastered to the glass.

“Stay in the car.”

“What?!”

“This could be a dangerous situation,” she said, her hand reaching for her holster. “Wouldn’t want to be responsible for killing a child, first week on the job.”

I balked at her. “I’m not a child. I’m eighteen.”

She shrugged. “You aren’t an adult until you can knock back ten shots. Legally.” She smirked. “Without blacking out.”

I just stared at her.

“Okay, look. I’ll secure the house, and as soon as I give the signal, you come in, alright?”

She disappeared down the cracked stone path, and into the house.

I waited. Five minutes went by; then she poked out of the door and gave me a thumbs-up.

I shot out of the car, sprinted across the grass. I yanked open the door; it groaned back with a loud creeeaak.

The house was messy. No, that was an understatement. The house was a wreck. Empty beer bottles, soggy pizza boxes, and crumpled tissues littered the floor.

And then there were the figurines.

Hundreds of them, covering every surface. Like the miniature warriors that guys paint for strategy games – except instead of ogres and superhumans they looked like ordinary people. I reached out, to grab one.

“Don’t touch anything,” Jingwen barked, starting up the stairs.

The figurine in front of me was a man – no more than two inches tall, dark eyes no bigger than birdseed. To his left stood a brunette woman; to his right, a blonde. Both were wearing black lingerie, that made them almost more indecent than being naked.

I shrugged and walked further into the house. In the kitchen, the swarms of figurines grew sparser. A few stood in a shallow puddle, near the sink; several were scattered across the floor. A whole family stood on the kitchen table – the father chasing after a toddler son, the mother looking at a rice-sized smart phone. A dachshund stood in the center, no bigger than a button.

And then I heard a shriek from upstairs.

I raced up. Jingwen was standing in the gray shadows of the bedroom, staring at something past my field of vision. I ran in, panting like a wild dog, and followed her gaze.

From within the shadows of the closet, Blondie was staring at us. Her eyes were wild, her hair tangled and frizzed, and she was still crying.

“Is this your girl?” Jingwen said, stepping towards the closet.

I looked at her. One hand was bound with thick string to the closet door; the other was clenched tightly around one of the figurines. When her eyes met mine, she broke into a fresh sob. “I’m so sorry,” she choked out.

“No, no, everything’s okay,” I said. “Do you have a knife, Officer? We need to get her out of here –”

“I’m so sorry,” she continued wailing.

“Why – why are you so sorry?”

“He said – he said he’d bring her back,” she choked. “As long as I brought you here. I’m so sorry, I didn’t –”

Officer Jingwen and I looked at each other. “What are you talking about?!” she said – half-defiant, half-afraid.

Blondie shook her head, the tears spilling onto the floor.

And that’s when we heard it –

The sound of a door, creaking open across the hall. 

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Credits 

 

The Time is Nigh: Everyone on Floor 4 Disappeared (Part 1)

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I work the night shift at the Southfield Inn. Other than handling late check-ins, I’m supposed to keep an eye on the security footage. I’ve seen my fair share of “strange” occurrences – drunk kids trying to break into the pool area at 2 am, a sweet little old lady having sex with her husband in the elevator.

But nothing like last night.

At around 3:30 am, while microwaving dinner, I checked the security cams. To my surprise, there were two people – a man and a woman – getting on the elevator. The man was wearing a tattered leather jacket and black gloves. The woman had blonde hair and pink lipstick. She looked like she had been crying for hours, mascara and red ringing her eyes.

He pressed the button for floor 4.

I switched the camera to 4. The elevator doors slid open, and they stepped out into the hall. Blondie still looked miserable, and Leather Jacket had his arm looped around her hips as if he owned her.

He gestured to one of the doors to his left.

And that's when I realized –

Every single door was open.

Now, we have self-closing doors, so someone must have propped the doors open – or been holding them that way. The lights were off in each room, and the dark doorways stretched down the hallway, seeming to never end.

Blondie and Leather Jacket walked down the hallway. He was saying something to her, and she was slowly nodding, but I couldn’t tell what.

Now, I knew some of those rooms were occupied. So why weren't they doing anything? Why weren't they fluttering around in confusion, asking who the hell opened their door at 3:30 am?

But I didn't have much time to wonder.

Because the lights flickered, and then went out.

The screen was black.

My heart was pounding, now, so loudly that I could hear it in the silence of the room. I shook the mouse with sweaty fingers, as if that could somehow prod the lights back on.

Finally, they flicked back on.

All the doors were closed, now.

But now Leather Jacket was carrying something. A small bag. It must’ve been filled with something heavy, because he leaned to one side as he continued down the hallway.

They got back in the elevator. Blondie was sobbing, now, her head in her hands. He turned to her, and began talking. I turned on the microphone, and listened:

“… done now. All we gotta do is take care of the girl at the front desk, and destroy the security footage.”

The blood drained from my head.

And then I bolted up. I ran out of the hotel, into the darkness. In front of me stood Route 52, still as a country path; the neon lights of the town below shimmered, like twinkling little stars.

I ran towards the town. At the 24-Hour-Diner, I called the police.

---

When they got there, Blondie and Leather Jacket were gone, as was the security footage.

And every single person who occupied floor 4 was missing. The loud family on their way to Disney world. The Don Juan and his two lady friends. The old lady with the dog, and the Metallica guy with the loud headphones.

All vanished.

They did find one thing, though.

A Southfield napkin. Written in pink lipstick were the words:

"HELP ME"

And below it, an address.

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The Time is Nigh: My Brother Was Murdered This Morning

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You aren’t going to believe a single word of this. That’s fine. Think what you want. It’s not important.

This is what’s important:

I hate my half-brother.

Every single day, readers on this sub ask me where I get my ideas. Why do I write? What’s my inspiration? What scares me?

The answer to all those questions – and so many more – is my half-brother Adriel.

Adriel killed my father when I was six, then raised me as his own. He is a monster. I don’t mean that figuratively. He’s a literal monster. He should’ve been killed a hundred years ago.

But people are stupid. People are shallow. People only see what’s on the surface. When the surface is beautiful, they fall to their knees in more way than one.

Adriel has the most beautiful surface in the world. Trust me. I hate him, but even I have to admit he looks perfect.

All my life, he’s tried to make me like him. “I’ve been waiting for you so long,” he always says. “Our mother eats her children. I was the only one who escaped her…until you. For one hundred and five years, I’ve been alone. And now…now you’re finally here. But after all this time, all this waiting…you hate me.”

He’s right. But the thing is, it’s really hard not to hate Adriel.

This is because he eats people.

In particular, he eats their organs. Yeah, I know, it’s all very Invader Zim (and boy did I just about shit my pants when I saw that episode). But that’s basically what it is. Whenever Adriel gets sick, he kills a victim and eats the organs. Then he drains and chops up the corpse, dumps the slurry in the bathtub, and soaks in it for hours. No matter how sick or injured he is, he invariably emerges from these baths whole, hearty, and hungrier than ever.

It always works. I don’t dispute that. But it’s evil. It’s monstrous. There has to be a better way.

Adriel doesn’t agree. In fact, he wants me to be like him and do what he does. So far I’ve resisted. It’s really not hard. The only difficult part is having to put up with all his whining afterward.

“Don’t you want to live forever?” he always asks. “Don’t you want to be young?”

Adriel’s been freaking out about the whole “young forever” aspect lately. See, I just turned 28. I look really young for my age (turns out a stress-free, work-free, school-free, drama-free, sun-free life is really good for your skin) but that won’t last forever. That stresses Adriel out because he believes that, in order for us to be equal, we have to be equally beautiful.

He’s so upset, in fact, that he stopped eating. He hasn’t bathed lately, either. Even worse, he’s starting to get sick. But he says he’ll only eat if I eat with him. A hunger strike, I guess, to try and guilt me into becoming like him.

That’s the phrase he always uses, too, when he tries to convince me. Becoming like him. Usually he’s calm and almost insidious when he plays his manipulation game. But this morning, he finally lost his temper.

“I need you to become like me!” he screamed. “Filial bonds are the only real bonds because they are the only equal bonds. Maternal bonds, paternal bonds, romantic bonds, all of those are inherently unequal. They aren’t bonds. They’re bondage.

I don’t know what I was thinking. Maybe I was tired. Maybe I was hungry. Maybe I just wasn’t thinking at all.

Whatever the reason, I said: “Sounds kinda hot.”

For the first time in my life, Adriel snapped.

He wrapped his hands around my neck and threw me at the hearth. It’s an old-world stone monstrosity he imported years before I was born. The corner sped toward me, solid as a mountain and sharp as a knife, and smashed into my temple. Nervy, electric, impossibly deep pain screeched through my head for an instant, then I blacked out.

I surfaced to the sound of Adriel sobbing. I opened my eyes just a sliver. He was prostrate at my feet, shoulders heaving with every broken breath. “It’s your fault,” he whispered. “I don’t have a choice. I made myself weak for you. Too weak to go outside and hunt. But I have to eat. I have to bathe.”

His words wound through my mind like fuzzy snakes: annoying, itchy, and woefully out of place.

Then I heard a knock at the door.

Adriel’s sobs died in his throat. He stood up as I hurriedly closed my eyes. “Yes,” he whispered. “Yes.

He quickly dragged me into the hall. The knocking came again. He quickly tucked me just out of sight and went to the door.

He’d done a terrible job hiding me. In fact, from my vantage point I could still see most of the living room.

Adriel drew a deep breath, then opened the front door. Warm morning sunlight streamed into the room, bright and clean and white.

“Hello,” he said slowly.

I tried to catch a glimpse of our visitors, but couldn’t see around his body.

“Good morning, sir!” a child piped.

“Good morning.”

An adult male repeated: “Good morning.” Adriel’s shirt rustled as they vigorously shook hands. “Sir, do you have a moment to talk about our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ?”

“Always,” said Adriel. He stepped back. A man entered with an unusually small, reedy boy. The child lugged a massive metal clipboard, the kind that’s three inches wide and has a locked compartment. A pen rolled wildly along the surface, producing a hollow echo.

They were utterly unremarkable except for the sheer, manic force of their excitement. It radiated from them, nearly palpable.

Adriel shut and locked the door. Then he smiled at them: the warm, wide, vaguely indecent grin that always precedes a kill.

“Sir,” the child squeaked. He picked up the pen and clicked it enthusiastically.

Adriel looked down indulgently. “Yes?”

“Can I tell you a secret about our Lord and Savior?”

“Of course.”

“Come close! I have to whisper!”

Adriel’s eyes briefly flicked to the man. His smile widened slightly, then he fell to his knees. “Tell me.”

The boy’s smile faltered for an instant. His hand tightened on the pen as he leaned in.

Adriel licked his lips.

Then, in a single violent movement, the boy plunged the pen into my brother’s eye.

Adriel fell back, screaming. The child gripped that enormous clipboard with both hands and smashed it into his face.

My brother went abruptly silent and crumpled to the ground.

The boy brought the clipboard down several more times. By the seventh or eighth blow, it sounded like he was enthusiastically smashing squashes.

“That’s enough,” the man said. Gasping, the boy finally dropped the clipboard. The man reached down and helped him up. “Excellent. Excellent.” He looked fondly at my brother’s ruined corpse, then pointed his index finger at the ceiling. The gesture reminded me absurdly of the Salvation Army services I’d attended with my father before Adriel killed him. “There is a Better Way!”

The child copied the movement, finger trembling slightly. “The time is nigh!”

The man dropped to his haunches. The boy followed suit. They folded their hands and bowed their heads.

“The day of reckoning is soon at hand,” they intoned together.

Then they leaned down and began to eat.

My brother the ancient predator, ended in the way he’d ended so many others.

I faded out. I didn’t even feel afraid or sad. Just relieved.

When I woke up, they were gone and my brother was about halfway to being skeletonized.

I don’t know who or what that man and that boy are. I don’t know where they’re from, or what they’re doing, or why. I kind of wish they hadn’t eaten Adriel. I don’t know what happens to people who consume the raw flesh of an immortal being, but it’s probably interesting. Either way, crazy as it sounds I hope it helps them.

I want them to reach their goal. I want them to implement their Better Way.

I know you don’t believe any of this. But when the day of reckoning comes, you will.

And I think it's coming soon. 

---

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The Time is Nigh: This Is a Cry For Help

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So I’m not really sure what to do here. This isn’t even my account. We’re not allowed internet access.

My name is Billy. I’m seventeen, and in high school. Well, it’s not really a high school. To be honest.

My family and I live on a compound. My house, my friends, and my school are all on the property. Everything is owned by the company.

I used to be one of the best students in my class. I memorized all the rules and dates. All my teachers liked me. I understood the importance of 1913.

That changed for me about three months ago. I had to pee in the middle of the night, so I climbed off my bunk and walked down the hall with my eyes pointed to the ground. I never looked up, because I knew the rules better than anyone, and the rest of the kids were jealous.

But I couldn’t help breaking the rules when I heard the scream.

So I looked out the window and I saw Mr. Evnor, the science teacher, kneeling on the ground next to the police. I know that I’m supposed to avert my eyes when I see the police, but this time – I don’t know, I was just bad. And I didn’t.

They were talking to him, and he was crying and begging. Eventually, he held out his left hand. It was shaking.

I knew he chose the left one because he was right-handed.

They tell us that the punishments are not cruel and unusual. But that’s the night I realized they’re lying. Because when they got out the hacksaw, it took three different policemen to hold Mr. Evnor in place before the Sawer could get to work. And Mr. Evnor chose his left hand, so why did he fight so hard against it?

I really am glad that they gagged him. The screams would have been awful.

I went to bed without peeing.

The next day, Mr. Evnor had gray bags under his eyes and his arm in a sling. He didn’t talk about what happened. We were good students (I was the best student) so we knew not to ask.

Since then, two things have been happening at once.

The first is that I stopped believing in a lot of what they’re teaching us. The second is that I’ve realized I have to keep up the act. So I’ve kept being a really good student, following all the rules. Sometimes, I get frustrated, and it’s hard to follow the act. Especially when stupid Quentin tries to get people to like him, and it pisses me off. But it got a lot harder a few days ago.

Mr. Toit is our Arrival teacher, which of course is our most important class. So I’m always the most enthusiastic to raise my hand. Like when he said, “What’s one of the best phrases to use when trying to infiltrate a home?” I was the first to say, “Excuse me sir, do you have a moment to talk about our lord and savior Jesus Christ?” He excitedly shouted “Yes, Billy!” and I remembered a time when that used to excite me, like I’d done a good job.

That was the day Mr. Toit got a little too excited.

You have to understand, the Captain is kind of a scary guy. He’s tall, thin, bald, and never smiles. He looks like the character from this painting we were told about called American Gothic. Anyway, I was called into the Chamber with the rest of my Arrival class, and the Captain was standing there with Mr. Toit all tied up. I got really scared at this, because the Captain wouldn’t be involved unless it was a really big deal.

He looked around all stern at us before asking, “Class, what is the rule about the Internet?” And people were silent, because they were afraid, but then I realized that everyone would be expecting me to talk. So I did. “The Internet is filled with pornography, politics and hate. Wise students only use books.” The Captain looked at me all serious, and said, “Very good, Billy.” Then he looked at Mr. Toit, and said, “Billy, your teacher has not been following the Rules. How then, can he teach? He advertised our Cause to the Internet last week, despite the Rules. A man cannot teach if he cannot learn, Class. Am I right?” We shouted back immediately, because we knew the answer was “Always!”

Then the Captain looked back at me, saying, “And a man cannot truly learn until he teaches! Come here, Billy!” Adrenaline started rushing through me, and I didn’t want him to touch me. More than anything in the world at that point, I did not want the Captain to touch me. But I walked forward, and he reached out his hand. His finger was all long and trembly, with thin fingers and gross, long nails and these long, thin hairs dangling down from the knuckles. And he touched my elbow, and his fingers were like shaky clay, and I wanted to cry but I didn’t.

The Captain looked over his round glasses, lifted his long, thin finger to the air, and quietly said, “There is a Better Way.” I didn’t have a choice. I lifted my index finger to the sky as well, and whispered, “The Time is Nigh.” He nodded.

I’ve pretty much always been the best student, so I knew there was no point in trying to avoid the Method. Mr. Toit had transgressed. There was no other option.

I got to my knees, and lowered my jaw. My teeth would have been chattering if my mouth had been closed. Mr. Toit’s eyes got real wide, but he was tied and gagged super tight. So he didn’t say anything or move anywhere. He couldn’t stop me.

I couldn’t stop me.

Slowly, I lowered my mouth to his face. I could feel his whiskers trembling on my lips and tongue. He was panicking, and I didn’t blame him. I hated what I had to do. But it wasn’t my decision. What choice did I have?

I bit. His moaning was loud, even through the gag. I had to bite hard before the skin finally broke. But when it did, blood filled up my mouth like I’d just burst a really juicy blueberry. I knew it would stain my shirt the same way, too.

I closed down on the mouthful, making a crunching sound like lettuce when you snap it, then put my hands on the ground so that I would be strong enough to tear it away from his cheek.

I pulled back.

A string of torn-up skin flaps attached my mouth to Mr. Toit’s wrecked face. The poor guy was shaking like a lawnmower. He was still only making groaning noises, but I could read his eyes. I’d never seen that look before, but I understood immediately.

He wanted to die.

I understood, because in that moment, I wanted to die, too. His skin felt all rubbery and gross in my mouth, and I hated it.

No one noticed me spit it to the ground when the rest of the Class suddenly rushed forward to finish the Method.

I wanted to walk away – far away – once it was over. But before I could leave, I looked down in the pile of blood, teeth, and clothes, and I saw Mr. Toit’s cell phone.

I don’t know why I did it. I had just seen what happens when an Internet violation is committed. But I snatched up the phone, and put it in my pocket.

I was walking away when the Captain called out my name. Oh man, did I think I was going to die.

I turned around, and he was standing right behind me. He stared at me for a second, then said, “You’ve got blood on your hands, Billy.”

Now I’m seventeen, but I almost pooped my pants.

Then the Captain grabbed my wrist, and looked down at my palm. It was covered in blood from where I’d picked up the cell phone.

He slowly lifted my hand to his mouth, and very, very delicately, he sucked the fingertips of each one clean. I do not know why his tongue was so cold.

He kept eye contact the whole time.

I ran to the bathroom after that and threw up.

I’m typing this right now in the stall. Since Mr. Toit thought this site was the best way to spread the message, I’m posting my story here.

The Day of Reckoning will be in June. We’re preparing for it on the compound, but I don’t know where we are. The only thing I can say for sure is that it’s in the United States somewhere. Please, be ready for it.

When I’m done with this message, I’m going to try and flush the phone. I hope it goes down the pipes. Because if they find out I stole it, the Captain will host another Feast. And if he does, I know that little bastard Quentin is going to try and get the First Bite.

And I don’t think the body part he’ll choose will be the face.

---

Credits: BD

 

The Time is Nigh: I Was Fucking Fat (Part 4) [FINALE]

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For the first few minutes of my new life, I lay completely still, unable to comprehend what I might do with my re-acquired freedom. What would determine my life without walls to guide me?

I began moving my slow thighs, accepting that the hour had come round at last, and slouched toward the world to be born.

I treaded over the piss and shit, utterly unconcerned as a rogue turd squished between my bare toes as I walked past.

There were so many things that I didn’t care about anymore.

For the first time, I walked toward the crack of light that had shined on me unceasingly. I raised a trembling hand.

I knew that my life would never be the same after pushing open the door. There would be a ‘before’ and an ‘after,’ with this passage delineating the gap. And I knew it was a leap that the old me would have been unwilling to make, because salvaging myself would cause such an inconvenience to other people.

I scowled, turned, and emerged into the light.

The brightly-lit room blinded me for at least a minute. As my eyes slowly began to adjust, the warmth of the room gradually presented itself.

A bathrobe lay on a plush, soft-looking chair. The loveseat next to it displayed a brand-new outfit, undoubtedly several sizes smaller than the last I had worn. And through another door was a luxurious-looking bathroom. The shower was adorned with every type of body lotion. A soft humidity was wafting from the freshly-drawn bubble bath that overflowed from the Jacuzzi-sized tub. Scented candles lined the walls of both the dressing room and the bathroom, and their soothing aroma promised hours of relaxed detachment from the world. God knows I had more than earned it.

I looked inquisitively at the scene. Then I turned away, exited the room, and found the front door.

Nice as the gesture had been, I had developed a newly-acquired distaste for accepting what was in front of me.

I don’t know if someone had been watching me. Frankly, I didn’t care. I strolled out into the cool night air, naked as I had been for – well, longer than I knew how to count.

The locomotion process was awkward and stilted. My walking had long been limited to general pacing about the darkened room, and I wasn’t used to proceeding in a straight line for any extended period of time. So I focused on putting one foot in front of the other, and nothing more.

I gradually realized where I was.

It was less than three blocks from home.

The thought of being so goddamn near my house all this time was too much to process all at once, so I pushed it out of my head.

It didn’t feel like a dream, so the hallucination might have been real. I was gradually aware of another Janelle striding behind me, struggling to match my pace while dealing with her enormous girth.

“You could just let the thought crush you,” she said.

I didn’t turn my head. “You did let the thought crush you,” I replied aloud, and she wasn’t there anymore.

As my own house came into view, my heart began to flutter - but this time it didn’t hurt. There was a light from the living room. A figure was moving around inside, going about its nightly routine, revealing to me that the world had continued to go on without me. If her fat ass had been able to keep up with my pace, I’m sure the other Janelle would have cried out in triumphant sobbing at this validation. But me?

I was kind of pissed.

I pushed open the door, bleeding, reeking of my own shit, and naked as the pinkest mole rat that God ever saw fit to make. My mom burst into the hall. Her eyes nearly popped out of their sockets. Whether she covered her mouth out of genuine shock or vomitory concerns was something I’ll never know.

I stood on my own to feet and stared at her unblinkingly. “I’m not sorry,” I offered flatly.

That’s when I passed out.


The next week was spent in a hospital bed. My body was unprepared to consume solid food, so the first several meals came in the form of an IV. Ironically, my freedom meant that I still would not get to eat.

Or perhaps not so ironically. The thought of my former comfort foods left me feeling disgusted. What had once made me feel so wonderful now evoked memories of the flying squirrel-esque skinfolds that had been left behind from the weight loss.

I’d been gone for nearly a year. Time had lost so much meaning to me that I did not know whether my shock came from how long or how short it had actually been.

Blood and urine tests showed that my water had been laced with vitamins, electrolytes, trace amounts of protein, and sedatives. No one in the medical profession had heard of such a slurry before. But it was just enough to supply what my overwhelming fat stores could not give me as my body learned to live without food.

I had dropped over 300 pounds, and I looked like a puddle of flesh. The first of several skin-removal surgeries targeted my thighs and hips. I had caked globs of fecal matter into the shorn skin as I sliced away bleeding layers in my escape, and the infection had set in quickly. Since I needed to dispose of the skin anyway, the surgeons simply removed large sheets from the areas that were developing the most pus.


A woman in a smart-looking business suit came to visit on my last day in the hospital. When the nurse first explained that someone wanted to talk, I had gotten excited, since Mom didn’t see the need to visit the hospital every single day.

But when a strange woman walked in, the crisp clack clack clack of her heels telling me that she was all business, my heart sank. She stopped at the foot of my bed, hair up in a bun and glasses resting on the tip of her nose. “Janelle,” she quipped, “you must have a lot of questions.” She lifted her eyes from the clipboard in her hand and stared directly at me. “And you must have figured out the answers to those questions.” She furrowed her brow. “But the most important answer is this: you. If you don’t save yourself now, there is simply nothing we can or will do. We’re not getting involved again, Janelle. This was your only gift.” She dropped her clipboard to her side and contemplated me softly. After a silent moment, she raised her finger to the sky. “There is a Better Way.”

She marched quickly to my side, handed me a business card, and walked away from my bed without a backward glance.

I gawked at the place where she had stood long after she’d left. It took several minutes for me to realize that I should read the card that lay in my fingers.

One side simply had a single phrase: “The Time is Nigh.” I flipped it over to see if the other side was any more insightful. It appeared to be her contact information: “Amanda Higgins – (140) 826-1913.”

I was used to stewing on thoughts for indefinite periods of time. That’s how I came to figure out what she was saying by giving me this card after telling me that our business had concluded: she was giving me the chance to help others through them.

And if I could convince her that, say, my mother needed Amanda’s “help,” she might not hang up on me. She might even show up to my home once again.

I’ve decided to give it a try. Because no matter how patient I have to be, I’m determined to meet Amanda one more time.

There’s a ring in a nearby basement that needs to be put to good use

---

Credits: FB  BD

 

The Time is Nigh: I Was Fucking Fat (Part 3)

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People assume that time is a strict progression of cause to effect, but actually from a non-linear viewpoint – it’s more like a big ball of wibbly wobbly… timey wimey… stuff. I just don’t know how else to explain how things felt in the cell.

We mark the progression of time by how events unfold around us. People get up during the day and go to bed at night because they believe they must get up during the day and go to bed at night. The reality is that we simply seek comfort in the walls that we create; if the view were unobstructed, most would prefer to close their eyes rather than accept that nothing is in front of them.

I lost the luxury of that wall, and assumed I was losing myself with the absence of other people.

I mistook the shock for a gradual decrease in my sanity – or I did at first. In the beginning, I believed that I was formless and empty, that the darkness over the surface of the floor was an absence of Janelle. There was no one to call me ugly, or to stare as I walked past, or to pretend they didn’t notice when all they did was notice. Without anyone to feel ugly in front of, I stopped feeling, and the ugliness began to disappear. I assumed that if I couldn’t feel ugly, then I couldn’t feel at all.

So what was the itch in the back of my mind? Why wouldn’t it leave?

But each day/moment/week/second that ticked by made the itch grow stronger. It just wouldn’t stop.

I tried to focus on other things. The hunger – God, it was overwhelming. I wanted food more than I wanted freedom.

Well – at first I did. The thing is that I accepted the hunger as part of my imprisonment. After the acceptance, it was just kind of there, like an annoying background noise to endure. Most people feel a lack of having enough money throughout their lives, and are okay with the reality that the need will always be there. Once it became obvious that I couldn’t will the food into existence, there was no point in latching onto the craving. It wasn’t a conscious decision to make the shift; I simply utilized the part of me that had embraced passivity to the point where I weighed as much as three baby walruses.

I gave up on the hunger in the same way that I had given in to it.

But the itch remained.

The water bottles always appeared. I tried to find out how they were finding their way in at first. But when you don’t know the difference between sleeping and waking, it’s impossible to know what dreams may come.

Does that make sense?

The itch became more real.

Itches aren’t good, are they? We try to rid ourselves of them as soon as they appear. They’re not real, of course; the itches that you feel as you’re reading this exist only in your head, as does the belief that we’re really scratching things away. It’s probably a genetic holdover from so many ancestors who died of mosquito bites – but we act as though they’re real, and the relief becomes factual in the believing of it.

But I couldn’t stop my mind from feeling the itch. I couldn’t passively accept it. And when there is nothing but time, and the hunger and cold and even the piss and shit become passively accepted, there’s nothing that can be done other than to turn to the itch and scream

“What do you want?”

And feel it flair. And in the moment, I knew that it wanted, and couldn’t be passively ignored. It followed me when I was asleep, because the itch on my scalp prodded my dreams. I looked up at who was prodding me and saw me, even though it was dark. I was still naked and still fat, but only fat in my belly. I asked if I was pregnant, but I knew the answer was yes because it was me who I was seeing. And I cried because I knew a long time ago that my body was too ravaged ever to carry a baby, and Mom had said that it wasn’t fair for me to attempt responsibility when I couldn’t take responsibility for myself. She blamed herself; she looked at me and said “this is what happens when a mother fails.” But here I was, pregnant, and I asked what the baby’s name was, and pregnant me said “Janelle,” and I knew that wasn’t possible. Then I reached out and scratched my scalp, and I said to stop making me itch. And the pregnant me said “no, I won’t stop,” so I sat there and passively accepted the itching. She reached down and said “it can’t grow with this thing on” and rattled the metal ring. It was impossible to tell her no, so I didn’t explain why I couldn’t take it off.

I realized that I was awake when I found myself alone. The itch was worse than ever, and I thought “maybe I should listen to myself” and the itch tore through my scalp but it felt wonderful. I stood on shaking legs.

The ring rattled. It slipped.

How long had I been here?

What was the duration of time when measured in calories?

I grabbed the ring and spun it back and forth. I could feel it coast on a thick layer of grime, sweat, and shit.

It didn’t hurt to spin it.

I exhaled and wiggled it downward. It slid. One inch, then two inches, then four.

Then it stopped. It was wedged around my ribcage. I took a deep breath.

But I couldn’t.

It was impossible to expand my lungs. Each breath was tiny. Adrenaline roared through me. I twisted the ring. It didn’t move. I tried to breathe. Just a little air came in. I gasped. I panicked. I was drowning. In that moment, I would have picked death if it were an immediate option. Drowning was one of my worst fears. I gasped. Once. Twice. Three times. The pain and panic overwhelmed me. I couldn’t get enough air to start crying. I only wanted death. Please.

But there was just enough air to keep me alive. I was stuck in the moment. Perpetually.

The itch flared up again.

Through the pain, a thought emerged. ‘Why not move the ring off of my lungs?’ Despite the panic, it was somehow impossible to dismiss.

‘You want to say it’s impossible to remove the bond,’ the itch said. ‘You want to say it. Accept it.’

The passive part of me succumbed to drowning at that point. Only the cold, practical itch endured.

‘Take it off,’ the itch said plainly.

I had been spinning the ring back and forth like I was trying to unscrew a jar. For the first time, I attempted pulling opposite ends up and down in different directions, like it was a teeter totter.

It seemed like the sensible thing to do.

I shimmied it down as I did so.

And it slid off of my ribs, past my diaphragm, and landed snugly onto my waist.

I gasped for air, but the itch told me to keep going, not to stop, that there was enough thick coating to end this imprisonment right now. The thought terrified me for just a moment, but I was pushing down before I realized that I had decided to do so.

My hips gave the staunchest resistance. It was clear that the task was impossible. A no-go.

But to my shock, I kept pushing.

It was like trying to lift a house. My skin burned as I forced the metal into my tender flesh, but hardly any progress was made. I screamed and fell to the floor.

I would have given up at that point if it had been a conscious choice. But the scream perpetuated, and I saw my hands moving in the sliver of light, fighting against the ring like they were in their death throes. I twisted the ring, see-sawed it back and forth, but there was so much skin, so much ugly fat, that I stopped and burst into tears.

I wanted my arms to take over once more. I needed them to work for me. I didn’t want to decide.

But you know what? I didn’t want to decide to die there either. The thought of a skeleton in chains fucking pissed me off.

I grabbed the ring once more and pushed against the skin and against the fat in a totality of fury, spinning, twisting, leveraging the ring as I shook with force. I hated the fat that was holding me in place, and I hated the screams of pain that it offered as it fought against me. I loved the tearing of the flesh, I drank in the white-hot pain as my skin sloughed from my body, I pressed the nastiness and shit and infection into the open wounds, because it was my body, and I would burn it before someone else touched a match to me. Once shorn, my flesh peeled in ribbons away from my hips, strips of skin and ugly fat curling away like sliced cheese, ripping away whole slabs as I slid the ring past my hips, over my ass, scraping so much of me as I inflicted the greatest and most wonderful physical pain of my life, sliding it past my loins and down my thighs, shooting past my feet and onto the floor with sheer force as I birthed Janelle, crying inconsolably, into the world

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The Time is Nigh: I Was Fucking Fat (Part 2)

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It’s amazing what our minds will do when faced with the unlikely.

“Impossible” is a false concept, nothing more than a coping mechanism designed to give us comfort from boundaries that don’t exist.

I sat, naked and chilly, chained to a wall, and waited for someone to explain everything.

Nothing happened.

I lay down.

It became hard to tell the difference between sleeping and waking. I jerked into a sitting position at one point, unsure of what had just happened, filled with panic. The room was still dark, save for the solitary sliver of light. The chain was still constricting and painful. I panicked. Standing, I pulled against the chain in hopes of loosening its anchor to the wall. I yanked. I tugged, shook, and rattled it violently. I screamed, begged, and sobbed. “This is too far!” I screamed into the nothing. “Too. Fucking. FAR!” I pulled against the chain until I could feel rivulets of blood licking my pudgy sausage fingers, causing my hold on the chain to slip.

I let it go.

And sat.

And waited.

Sleep blended with waking. New bottles of water appeared. They might have been drugged, so I didn’t drink them at first, because that would have been too much. I got thirsty. Eventually, I realized that it wasn’t too much. I drank, and then I drank more. What had seemed impossible became possible, and I stopped fearing the water.

I needed a toilet. It would be impossible to endure without one. So I screamed until I was hoarse, but somehow none came.

I pissed on the floor. It was easier the fifth time. I made sure to go in the farthest corner that my chain would allow, because wallowing in my own urine was out of the question.

Until I woke up in my own piss. To my shock, it was possible.

And after that, it became possible to sit my own piss without any qualms. All of the internal alarms that had screamed this cannot happen were silenced.

It turns out that the fear of sitting in piss only exists in your own mind.

Then I had to shit.

In anger, I flung the first piece of scat at the crack in the door, convinced it would deliver a message. I laughed at my victory.

Nothing happened.

Imagine my surprise when I eventually accepted the fact that I could shit in the corner and mentally deal with it. I had just assumed that it was beyond any physical possibility to handle it. But I sat, and shat, and moved on.

In time, my torso felt like it began to shrink. The ring started to loosen. A little.

I battled the thought for a long time. It was impossible to say just how long, because I had no ‘day’ and ‘night.’ I had given up on crying when I realized that there was no point, because no one was listening – so even tears could not be used to mark the calendar.

But part of me believed that I had to battle the thought.

Another part asked why I couldn’t accept the idea. “Because,” a voice inside said. “Because.” “I will wait,” said the opposition. “You’ll never wait long enough,” the voice said back. The opposition spoke in silence. And after some time, when it asked “why?”, there was no response. And I had no qualms when I did it, because the voice that had declared my actions impossible was silent.

So I picked up the freshest shit, and I spread it like butter around the ring. Thick clumps of it fell to the floor, but I found them with my toes and picked them up again. The shit squished between my fingers as I kneaded it into my fat folds beneath the metal ring. It was oily and wet, and I made sure to spread a healthy coating of shit all around the ring, slathering and wiping it over my skin. It smelled, but I simply accepted the smell as I rubbed shit all around like lotion, spreading it, coating it, caking it across my skin. Once I had accepted that it wasn’t impossible to use a turd as lubricant, all of my inhibition just dissolved like the shit that I was massaging beneath the ring.

I twisted the metal like it was a tiny hula hoop. And it slid around my body.

A little.

It had been impossible to budge the ring when I first arrived.

Hope flared in my chest, and my heart fluttered. It hurt, but the pain was a distant sort of fact that I accepted without truly feeling. I allowed myself to imagine crawling through this river of shit and coming out clean on the other side.

I smiled as I went to sleep, but the line between sleeping and waking was blurred. I knew that it was dark, but it was hard to find my way in the dark so I reached out my hand. I was trying to find my mom, because I knew that she loved me and couldn’t find me. But why was it so hard to find her? I kept reaching out, but her hand was just out of reach. I wanted to grab it, but I knew I had to pull it all away. So I peeled off my jacket, but it wasn’t enough. I ripped off my shirt and pants, but she needed more. I was embarrassed, but I undid my bra and dropped my panties and stood in front of her naked. I felt ugly because I was naked. My body had so many lumps that my belly hung down and covered my crotch. No one could even see my pussy but I was still so humiliated because it was ugly outside and ugly inside. I cried and asked for her to hug me, but she said I needed more. I told her that there wasn’t any more for me to give, but she said that there was a lot more. So I said okay, and I ripped open my torso and peeled off my skin like a jumpsuit. It felt good to slide it off my shoulders, because it was Janelle, it was me, and ugly was part of me, I knew it.

I saw my skin lying on the ground, and I could tell that it was me, and I cried because it was dead. Then I asked Mom if enough of me was dead for her to hug me, and she said no, I needed more. I cried harder because there was nothing left, but she said I needed to shed more of myself. I pulled my eyes out so that she wouldn’t have to see me cry. Then I pulled another layer of Janelle off and threw it onto the floor because it was me and that was ugly. I cried because I could see my face on the ground and I knew that it was going in the trash and that no one would miss it. I asked my mom to hug me one more time and she said just one more. I knew that it was too much, but she said it wasn’t too much. I was completely sure that it would be impossible, and that I had lost. Then I saw my hand reaching into my torso and beginning to peel. I said wait, and that it couldn’t be done, but my hand didn’t care. It tore almost all of me away this time, until there was nothing left but a pile of guts and a beating heart, but the heart just wouldn’t stop beating, even when I told it that it was okay, there was nothing of me left, but it kept right on going like it didn’t care what the world thought, and I said why, why, why, but it just said thump, thump, thump.

I woke up in a pool of my own piss, wriggled the shit-chain just a little more than it had moved before, and smiled in the dark.

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The Time is Nigh: I Was Fucking Fat (Part 1)

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I was fucking fat.

I wasn’t pudgy, portly, or stout.

Showers were unsightly affairs that found me working vigorously to scrub every crevice. I’d use my left hand to pull back a roll, then my right would dig into the fleshy folds to wipe away the unholy tendrils of dirt and dried sweat that had accumulated within. The ordeal would take over an hour.

That’s why I never showered more than once every three days.

Plus, you know – the shame.

And I’d heard it all. “Why don’t you just take better care of yourself?” “Do you want me to help you?” “How did you let it get this bad?”

There were the looks, as well. Sideways askance glances would pull faces in my direction as I walked by, as though invisible fishing lines attached themselves to every wandering eye. Those strings would pull taut when people thought themselves to be out of my view.

I saw them all.

There’s simply no way to articulate the powerlessness that comes with morbid obesity. The path to “normal” is so fucking long. Each step is agonizing when exercise is constant pain and food is the only good thing in life.

Imagine that the world expected you to hold your breath for a year. How many times would you try before failing yet again?

Food was the sweet ambrosia that made getting out of bed worthwhile.

And I knew it was going to kill me.


“Janelle, You’re going to be getting ready for college this summer,” Mom claimed nervously. “You don’t want to spend a week on a cruise with your mother.

I rolled my eyes. “I think I’m a pretty good judge of what I want, Mom. Besides, it will be one last fun thing we do before I move out,” I offered a wan smile.

“But what if I want to have fun?” she snapped. Mom rested her fingers on her lips in shock, realizing that her words must have cut me far deeper than she had planned. “I mean, I would want us to have fun….” She stared at the ceiling awkwardly. “I don’t want you to have to deal with my embarrassment every time you wear a swimsuit.”

A painful silence ensued.

I didn’t go with her on the cruise.


With the house to myself, I spent a lot of time crying.

And yes, I binged. But answer this: if I truly had no hope of losing the weight, what was the point in regulating my food intake at all?

It came to a head one day that week when I looked back on what I’d accomplished since waking up. An open bottle of vitamins lay on my desk, but I hadn’t taken one. 9:13 p. m. was illuminated on my clock, and I reflected on what I had consumed throughout the day. Most of the dishes and boxes were still in my room festering in a hopeless heap of garbage.

One dozen store-bought powdered doughnuts; six fried eggs, along with eight strips of bacon; a two-liter of Coke; three fun-size Snickers; three king-size Milky Ways; a microwave turkey dinner with mashed potatoes and gravy; two triple-meat What-A-Burgers (Florida’s finest restaurant); one chocolate milkshake; one vanilla milkshake; a whole key lime cheesecake from the Publix; one canister of Original Pringles; one canister of Sour Cream and Onion Pringles; six Eggo waffles (with real maple syrup); a homemade BLT with extra mayo; a bag of cracklin’ pork rinds; and a glass of water to feel healthy.

I tried to imagine my life past the age of thirty. Nothing came to mind.

My crying became apparent only when the computer screen was too blurry to read. I suppose that I’d been silently weeping for most of the day, and had become so used to it that I was totally unaware of the action.

I searched for extreme answers. And if there were a possibility of an over-the-top, unimaginable approach, it existed in the untamed wilds of the internet.

Thank God for Reddit. One year ago, I found my answers there.

“Let’s be honest. I was going to eat myself to death, and sooner rather than later,” one commenter wrote.

That sure as shit caught my eye.

“I needed an extreme solution. None of the bullshit that I was being offered was anywhere close enough to save my life. I weighed 573, and was gaining two pounds per week. BW fixed everything. This is NOT for people looking to lose a few extra belt sizes. This is extreme shit designed for people who have no fucking hope. Do not mess around with this.”

My heart fluttered, which was physically painful.

“The (non-monetary) price is steep enough that you’ll only pay if you have nothing to lose.”

That caused me some concern. I reached for my keyboard so that I could leave the website when my oversized forearm sent a torrent of What-A-Burger wrappers and Pringles cans cascading onto the floor.

I knew I didn’t have the energy to pick them up. And when I went to type in the address once more, my fingers slipped ten times due to their swollen girth and semi-permanent coat of burger grease.

I decided to stay on the page and read a little more after all.

“If your life is so miserable that you don’t care whether you live or die, then what have you got to lose? If you saw just one day of what things could be, don’t you believe that you’d take the fresh start? Don’t you believe that there has to be a Better WayTM ?”

It might have meant selling my soul. But in that moment, I truly didn’t care. I imagined Mom coming home and discovering that I was missing or dead, and I felt nothing.

That’s how I knew that it was time.


For the first time in years, I did not fall asleep immediately upon laying down.

I was nervous.

They’d requested my name and address, but no credit card. Isn’t that odd? I’d been skeptical at first, but figured that it would only have been a scam if they had some way to access my mom’s bank account, or possibly even mine. The thought of someone sneaking into my room and having his way with me caused me to laugh aloud.

The sudden sad smile that I felt was the only thing to remind me that I’d once again been crying.


I awoke to a splitting headache. As usual, my body did not want to get out of bed.

But I was dizzy. I was uncomfortable. And I was cold.

I sat up and tried to get my bearings, but the world felt liquid. There almost no light. And there was no bed. Why was there no bed?

I realized that I was cold because I was naked. I would have wrapped myself into the fetal position if my stomach fat weren’t preventing such an option. My entire abdomen burned. I grabbed at my belly, sliding my hands through the layers of fat and skin in search of the source.

After a minute of frantic seeking, I found a metal ring. I traced it all around the innermost layer of my rolls; it surrounded and squeezed me.

Attached to the back of the ring was a heavy metal chain. My hands began to shake as I traced the chain to the wall behind me, where it was embedded into the concrete. I pulled on it, then yanked, then frantically thrashed.

Panic overwhelmed me.

And then it passed, as all things do.

My breathing slowed, and I began to analyze.

If… whoever it was wanted me dead, it would have already happened. They needed me for something.

It served to reason that I would be expected to know what that purpose was.

I felt around the floor. What little light there was shined through a crack just brightly enough to illuminate a few inches of the wall, which actually made it harder to see everything else.

My hand wrapped around a cool cylindrical object. I brought it closer to me and felt it carefully.

It was a plastic bottle of water. I set it aside and kept looking. I found nothing.

Panic was rising once again in my chest. I couldn’t block the image of excited Coke shooting to the top of a shaken bottle.

Then I found the note.

It was folded neatly, just at the edge of my grasp. I unfolded it with shaking hands, scooting toward the sliver of light that was splashed upon the wall.

“A pound of fat contains 3,500 calories. An immobile person will burn 1,500 calories per day.

“There is a Better Way.” 

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The Time is Nigh: I Dare You to Believe This

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“Excuse me sir, do you have a moment to talk about our lord and savior Jesus Christ?”

“Yes, Billy!” I responded enthusiastically. “Who else?”

“Fedex, ma’am, I have a package for you.”

I clapped my hands in enthusiasm, and my torso jiggled more than I would like to admit. “Great. Excellent. Good work, Quentin. Now – what happens next?”

Little Vincent, smallest of all the teenagers in front of me, raised his timid hand. I figured that I’d give the kid a chance. “Yes, Vincent,” I called, trying not to sound exasperated.

“You smash the metal clipboard against his nose! Real hard!”

I stared at him for a second.

And I had to hand it to him. For a meek-looking kid, he had really studied the basics.

“Good job, Vincent. And if you don’t have a clipboard?”

He crinkled his nose in concentration, then smiled. “Always have a pen or some other writing utensil,” he explained methodically. “It only needs to penetrate half an inch into the eye for complete neutralization of the threat.”

I grinned despite myself. If the smallest among us could be taught so well, then we would truly be great.

I paced back and forth in front of the group. Certainly, there were at least a dozen kids. But we are just one arrow in a quiverfull, and together, we are mighty. We are unstoppable.

We are a better way.

“What do we do when the threat is neutralized?” I shouted in my most authoritarian voice (and believe me, it’s a doozy).

“Assert control!” The kids shouted back in unison. I was barely able to conceal my grin.

“That’s correct, children. And what is mercy?”

“Mercy is weakness!” they shouted back as one.

See, I’ve always hated that line. It speaks of a simplicity that does not exist in the real world.

“Kids,” I muttered quietly, “have a seat.”

They looked at one another furtively, but sat on the floor without a word of protest. I spun the chair around so that I could lean forward against its back.

“Yes, you’re taught that mercy is weakness,” I explained, running a hand through my thinning hair. I heaved a great sigh. “But it’s not going to be easy to ignore your urges,” I continued with a dangerous softness. “The enthusiasm that you feel when chanting with your friends is not going to be there when a man is bleeding on the floor, begging for his life.” I flicked a tear away from my left eye. I risked a glance at the assembled kids.

You could have heard a pin drop.

I cleared my throat. “The first time that I went on a solo assignment, I broke my target’s nose, he tumbled backwards, hit his head on a table, and fell paralyzed onto the floor. I shut the door behind me, and stared at him as he gazed back at me.” I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I could feel them staring at me, even when I couldn’t see them. When I resumed the story, it was with my eyelids pressed shut. “The man convulsed, but then was still. The injury to his head had damaged something severely.” I blew out a steady stream of air. “But he was still awake. He could still talk.

“He could still beg for the life of his infant child.”

Here I opened my eyes once more, and looked at each one of them in turn. I lingered on Vincent last of all, considering him severely, imagining him as a baby.

So malleable.

“Anyway,” I continued, “I had all of the power, and he had none. This was true despite the fact that I was a young teen, just your age, and he was so compelling as he pled for his life.” I shook my head. “I was weak. I was stupid.” I peered at them intently. “And do you know what happened?”

There was silence for a beat.

Quentin was the brave one who answered. “You killed his son and made him watch?” He swallowed nervously. “Then killed the bitch while he cried?”

My breath hitched involuntarily, and a rogue tear slipped down my face. Truly, he did not know what he had done.

“Quentin,” I began apprehensively. I strode over to him.

Then I lifted the boy and wrapped him in a giant bear hug. “You’re such a good student, son! You understand what we have to do for the better way!” I put him back on the floor, wiped away more tears, and walked back to the front of the room.

When I turned around, I could see the rest of the teens staring at Quentin in silent jealousy. He was blushing a deep crimson.

I took a moment to regain my composure. See, teachers and tutors spend their lives trying to make a difference, but secretly wonder if we will. Moments like the breakthrough with Quentin make it all worthwhile.

Billy, clearly upset that his classmate had taken all of the attention, raised his grumpy hand.

It took me a couple of seconds longer to regain my composure than I’d like to admit. But when I answered, I was in complete control of myself. “Billy, you’re an inquiring mind,” I offered while pointing my index finger at him.

He scowled. It was unseemly, and something that he’d need to learn to control. “Mister Toit, I have a question,” he queried, unable to mitigate his snottiness. “When you were neutralizing targets, the Time was far away. People disappeared unnoticed, as they have since the beginning in 1913. But now that the Time Is Nigh, won’t people notice what we’re doing? Isn’t it going to be obvious that answering the door is dangerous, when every stranger ringing the bell is simply a Harbinger of torture and death?”

This broke the tension for me – it really did. What started as a slight chuckle ended as a hearty guffaw. When I had calmed myself, I was finally able to ask him the obvious.

“Oh Billy, Billy boy. Do you not understand anything about what we’re doing here? Don’t you realize what potential we have?” I wiped my eyes. “Look, everyone trusts strangers with the right message – everyone. You just have to ask it the correct way, and you can get them to open their front door – even if it’s just to say ‘go away!’” I leaned forward on my desk and rested my weight on my elbows. “Look. Anybody will offer their trust to a doctor – right? A cop? Someone who says they’re an electrician from the power company?” I was grinning now. “When the moment comes – we’re in!” I lifted my index finger to the ceiling and shouted. “There is a Better Way!”

The children, big and small, each mimicked me and pointed the index fingers of their right hands to the sky above. “The Time is Nigh!” they shouted in response.

“Good,” I shot back with a smile as I lowered my hand. “Look,” I explained condescendingly to Billy, “the Day of Reckoning will be in June. The world will never be the same – and all because of us! Oh, what a difference a day will make!” I clapped my hands enthusiastically together. “And see Billy, if it makes you feel any better, I’ll prove it to you. I will confess our plans for murder, torture, and general mayhem on the forthcoming Day of Reckoning to Reddit!” I smiled devilishly. “And mark me, no one – not a single person – will take our plans for destruction seriously. Even if I spell it out for them!” I cackled.

“They think this isn’t real!” 

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I Talked to God. I Never Want to Speak to Him Again

     About a year ago, I tried to kill myself six times. I lost my girlfriend, Jules, in a car accident my senior year of high school. I was...