La Nouche's Dream Journal-Chp 50

· I remember being in the hospital

· Having some sort of recurring dream of me being pregnant or something

· This time my belly is kinda swollen but it just doesn't feel real

· Then the scenario changed to me walking down some sort of office building

· I crossed paths with my dad somehow, then crossed paths with a lady from my previous dream handing me the application that I have wanted (another recurring scenario)

· She said it'll cost me $88 for it and I said I'll pay her later when I get my money at the ATM

· I followed my dad and Joe and told them about it and they asked me to think carefully about it, whether I'm choosing my job or my education

· There was a hectic discussion and somehow it looked like the scenario changed into me being in a room in between a family dispute of a father and 2 sons

· I don't remember much about the dispute, but I remember it got violent, and somehow someone got killed

· Then I remember being in someone's house or something with a granny and her granddaughter

· The granny somehow brought home an old man and let him go to the bathroom, but then later she didn't remember having him around and thought him an intruder

· Then he went to another room that was connected to someone else's toilet and caught sight of a middle-aged women undressing

· The woman was surprised to see him but not upset, in fact they ended up having sex even though her fiance was at the other side

· After having fun, he returned to the granny's room to see the granddaughter there, and for no particular reason, she used him as his model to do her tailoring

· When she went out to entertain her granny, the old man somehow managed to run off

· I soon found myself going shopping and was in the dressing room changing when I realized I had a few missed calls

· It was from the lady who gave me the application form and I called her back, knowing that she wanted her money

· I told her I'll pay her tomorrow or the day after and gave her the excuse that the ATM was out of order and the banks were closed

· Then I found myself in the room of my home, reading an encyclopedia about pregnancies and birth

· I think I was supposed to do homework or something but was ignoring it to read the encyclopedia

· I then found myself in a classroom with students

· I remember some sort of verbal fight going on and I got so frustrated I lashed out at them, telling them to keep it down

· I lectured them but it seemed somehow there were lesser ppl in the room and they laughed at me for the lack of "audience"

· I got even angrier and hit and slapped the person who started the verbal fight

· Soon they got scared of me and didn't continue fighting anymore

· Last I remember was being coaxed to calm down by someone who looked like Joe