Wednesday, August 4, 2010

La Nouche's Dream Journal-Chp 22


• I dreamt I was in the hospital

• I went there to do an abortion

• Thought back about something, like luckily my other body is helping me carry another child to term and I can’t wait to heal up so that I could join with my other body

• My dad came to visit me, and also a boyfriend that as if I had been together in a while

• Sad that I couldn’t keep a child

• While healing from my abortion, they have cloths under me to stop the bleeding

• Some got onto the sheets

• Tried to get up and walk about

• Went to the hospital lobby and saw my youngest cousin with my favourite aunt and her husband and also my grandpa and grandma

• We were looking through Christmas presents and I realized I never got them anything

• Promised will go buy them as soon as I heal from my abortion

• They said something about me being lucky I did this while my mom is outstation so that once I healed up and get back to school, I would look like nothing happened

• Then suddenly saw Claire from Heroes entering the hospital with Noah Bennet

• Not sure what they were here for, but they mentioned something about miscarriage or abortion 2 times

• When Claire said 3 times, Noah insist it’s 2 and looks warily at Danko

• I chatted with the hospital staff and they were talking something about Michael Jackson being in this hospital

• Suddenly I saw Sylar dead in a morgue and a crazy old lady waving a knife about

• She had a storeroom that hung dead people in pieces and she calls them chickens

• She seemed upset that no one would come to her party and try her chickens

• I persuaded her to do the invitations herself while I tried to escape

• I then found myself in a room standing on my dad’s bed going back and forth from the bed to the bedside counter drawing and colouring stuff on the wall

• In the background I hear some sort of story and music playing along, as if I’m supposed to complete a story

• I got a message from Khiong probably asking me for hiking and I replied him to tell him to wait

• Then I picked up an I-Pod that plays some sort of a racing game and suddenly I’m absorbed into the game, viewing it as the 3rd person

• I still controlled the game but at the same time I’m in the game, watching it playing out

• It’s sort of a racing game which I control the speed of my character

• I accidentally drove my character into a dark alley and to hide out from the rain I made it go into one of the tunnels

• I picked the wrong one that had creepy inhabitants in and quickly made him hide in an empty one

• The creepy creature sang a lullaby and carried my character into a tentacle like atmosphere

• In there, there was some sort of facility going on that was about to explode and destroy the world and I have to control my character to press the correct button to stop it

• Succeeded and have to make a getaway

• My character wanted to bring his little friend along but the agents there said he had to leave as the little friend belonged in the facility

• The agents helped him escape and somehow it becomes story mode again that I have no control over, so I watched

• My character reverted back into its original form, which was a chimpanzee in a zoo

• He kept wanting to go back to his human form where he was comfortable with that life but could not

• A zoo keeper came in to feed him but he refused to eat

• Somehow the zoo keeper could read minds and could see him as his human form

• Funnily the scene seemed to unfold and I see my character as his human form, but it was Severus Snape!

• The zoo keeper offered him some sort of sandwich called Trump but Sev took a bite then spit it out

• She asked if the food was alright, he said it’s not her fault, it was his sugar pike or something

• He had to eat something sweet to last him a few days for energy probably

• He asked her if she ever had a child

• When she said no, he ask her is it possible that he was brought back into the island so that he could bring a child back here, almost like he was talking about Lost

• Assuming the island was probably the facility he went to and the little friend he tried to bring was the child he meant

• Suddenly Sirius came out of nowhere and yelled Sev behind the fence about something he did, presumably about the child as well

• The zoo keeper tried to convey Sev’s message to Sirius because Sirius only saw him in the chimpanzee form, not in human form but Sirius was not listening

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