Stories that are collected from the depths of the unknown or spawned from the deep recesses of my mind...
Tuesday, June 30, 2015
The Scorpio Club
To all my fellow Scorpios: Come celebrate being one of the Dark Ones of the Zodiac! A birthday party to celebrate all our birthdays!
Where: At Sonja’s house
When: November 16, 2013 7:00 p.m.
A Slumber Party!
The six invitations, each one for the girls Sonja knew who were Scorpios, did look pretty cool. Her mom had done a great job on them, on all the plans for her slumber party, in fact, but Sonja still wished she didn’t have to bother with a birthday party. Turning thirteen sucked enough without having to invite girls you knew didn’t really like you very much to a slumber party at your house.
"You really should try harder to make friends", her social butterfly mother had insisted. "When I was your age, I was busy with my friends all the time. You just stay home and read—all that depressing poetry—can’t be good for you….you shouldn’t spend so much time by yourself, honey."
Sonja was perfectly content by herself. But she took the invitations to school and gave them to the other Scorpio girls to get her mother off her case. It was only one night, she reminded herself.
And even if the girls she’d invited had looked somewhat dubious, amused, or downright contemptuous at being invited to a slumber party given by the quietest, nerdiest girl in school, they did all accept, and showed up the evening of the party. Privately, Sonja thought they likely just came to be able to make fun of her after seeing that she was just as quiet and awkward at home as at school, but her mother was delighted. “See, honey? I told you, if you made it an exclusive party, just for Scorpios, they’d be dying to come…and they’re all here!”
The party was a disaster from the start. Sonja could sense the other girls’ barely concealed derision at her awkward attempts at conversation, and their barely concealed contempt for her house, her clothes, and the whole party in general. The only thing they did seem to approve of was the idea of its being a party for Scorpios only.
"A Scorpio Club! That’s kinda cool…you know, the Scorpion is supposed to be one of the most intense signs of the zodiac…dark, brooding, and SEXY!" Penni McAllerton, reading from a book on astrology, shrieked with laughter. "Yeah, that’s Sonja, all right! Brooding and sexy!" All the girls collapsed in giggles at that.
Sonja, in the kitchen getting more popcorn, had heard. The conversation in the other room continued, with all the girls making fun of her, and snorting with laughter at how little she fit the description in the astrology book of the Scorpio sign. Fine, then. She didn’t like any of them, either, but here she was, playing hostess to them. On her birthday. Resentment began to brew, and as she went back into the living room, she wished she could make these arrogant, contemptuous girls sorry for always making fun of her. She’d had enough.
She quietly tolerated the rest of the evening, till, one by one, the girls all finally dozed off. Getting up silently, she crept into the kitchen. Being a bookworm had finally come in handy. Sylvia Plath had recently become a favorite, and it was her biography that gave Sonja the idea to close the door to the upstairs, turn on the gas to the stove, and then creep up to her bedroom.
She shut her bedroom door, and placed her bathrobe tightly against the crack at the bottom. The six girls would be sleeping their last, deepest, sweetest sleep. She would just say she hadn’t felt well, and had gone up to her own bed. She opened her bedroom window, breathed in the chilly November air, and crawled contentedly into bed. “Idiots,” she mumbled, happily drifting off to sleep. “Don’t they know scorpions are solitary creatures?”
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Credits to: Queenofscots
Monday, June 29, 2015
Sibling Rivalry
I’ve always lived in his shadow.
He was always faster than me, stronger than me, picked before me… everyone liked him more than me. We were born together, but we couldn’t have been further apart.
He grew up to be successful. Loving wife and kids, dog, picket fence, the works. I grew up to be the opposite. I made it through my days fueled by jealousy and resentment.
Each morning I awoke hoping it’d be through the eyes of my brother. Just one day, I told myself, one day in my life and he’d know just how hard I have it. Everything always worked out for him, he never struggled a day in his life, and then one day I killed him.
You see, he never told his wife about me, his kids never knew of their uncle, his friends never knew of his brother; I simply didn’t exist. So now I make my way up to my new house, to be greeted by my new wife, and hugged by my new, loving kids.
They won’t know the difference. We were twins, after all.
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Credits to: ElizaberryLOL
Sunday, June 28, 2015
Mimic
My daughter’s small hands grab the farmhouse poster in the corner of the room. “Okay Sweetie, do you remember?”
She points to the cow in the corner, “Moo!”
"Great Sweetie! Keep going."
She points to the dog, “Woof!” …the sheep, “Baaaahh!” …the pig, “Oink!” …the duck, “Quack!” …me, “Shhhhh!”
I look at her confused. It takes me a few seconds to realize she isn’t pointing at me.
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Credits to: IntoTheCosmo
Saturday, June 27, 2015
Once, In Karachi
It was his first time in Karachi. The coastal city seemed to sprawl on forever, and for a little while he was concerned about getting lost there. But, fortunately he had a lot of friends accompanying him. One look at his them as they stood gathered there outside the bus station and he felt neither alone, nor afraid.
“Take one of these whistles with you!” said one of them, handing him a smooth silver whistle and moving on to the next person, handing him a whistle as well.
“What are these for?” he called to him.
“Well, since we’re dividing into small groups to explore, I thought it was a good idea for us to have a quick way to calling out to each other”
He looked back down at the whistle and then to everyone else slowly forming groups of different sizes. He was the only one travelling alone; Since he had a few relatives he wanted to meet, and a few traders he had to discuss terms with. ‘I had best get going’ he thought.
It was all a very boring affair. He wanted to finish his visits as quickly as possible so he could meet up with his friends and maybe go around the city seeing the sights. The British had left only a few years ago and the city had since become a model city for development and growth. It was called ‘the city of light’ and he wanted to see exactly why it was so.
It was already evening by the time he finished all his ‘work’. He was considering where to start looking for his friends when he was approached by a weak, aging woman.
“Could you help me carry these son, son?” she said, gesturing to a sack of rice. It looked heavy even by his standards and he was surprised the woman had actually managed to carry it at all.
“Sure gran. Where is your home, exactly?” he said, lifting the sack onto his back.
“Not far from here” she said, smiling sweetly.
There was something off about her smile but he kept following her anyway, dismissing it as his imagination.
It took him five minutes to toil to get to her house and he was grateful for it not being any farther. She offered him food as he sat on the threshold of her tiny house, trying to catch his breath. He tried to refuse, thinking he should probably be joining his friends soon, but she insisted.
“I really can’t let you go, son. You have helped this old woman. Besides, I have a real treat for you if you can do me just one more favour.” she said earnestly.
“What’s that?” he asked her, wondering if the favour was more donkey work.
“Well, you see… my son died last night”, she said, her face serious and strangely impassive. “…I am but an old woman and I do not have the strength to bathe him for the burial”
He felt shaken by the woman’s request, and a little embarrassed at wanting to get away from there. The helpless old woman was simply preparing for her son’s funeral.
“I’ll be honoured to help”, he said after a moment, resigning himself to do another good deed.
She thanked him profusely led him through a narrow corridor and into what appeared to be a rather austere lounge, seating him on a rug.
“I’ll get you some food first. You will need your strength” she said, bringing him a tray full of pilaf rice. “Let me know when you’re done” she said, and left him to go elsewhere.
He was grateful for the food. His stomach had been aching for a while now and some Pilaf was just the thing he needed. So, he dug in eagerly, searching the rice for some meat. He found a finger.
His body gave a shudder and he immediately spat out the rice he had been chewing. He held up the finger he had found to the light and realized beyond doubt that it really was a human finger. That woman was a cannibal. The horrifying realization hit him like a hammer and he dropped the finger out of shock.
And then, he realized that he had probably been lured there to be eaten.
He looked around him, searching for a way to escape. The woman was waiting outside, he knew, and he did not want to risk running through her. She could be carrying any number of weapons and he needed to be very, very careful about how he dealt with the situation from then on. One wrong move, and he could be the next guy to be made into pilaf rice.
So, the first thing he decided to do was to take all the rice he had scattered over the rug in shock, and sweep it all under the rug along with the finger. He threw some more rice under the rug to make it appear as if he’d eaten his fill and then called out to the woman, and told her that he was ready to bathe her son’s dead body.
She led him out back to a courtyard, where a dead body was indeed placed, covered by a large white sheet on a wooden bed. He wondered if that was really her son. Did she intend to eat her own son as well? Perhaps, the body was simply another one of her victims, and he was actually helping her clean him up for her next meal. The thought was chilling.
He was treading in dangerous territory he knew, so his senses became extremely alert to every single move the woman made. She was carrying an oil lantern and went over to stand by the body’s head holding up the lantern for light. He brought some water in a large steel bucket, and began to bathe the body, keeping an eye on the woman as best as he could.
The first thing he noticed was that the body was not very cold to the touch. Fresh kill, perhaps, he thought. Though a cold shiver ran through his spine, he concentrated on not letting any emotion show on his face. He required every single bit of concentration he could muster to stay in control of the situation, pouring water over the body slowly, and trying to adjust his eyes to the dark.
He quickly became aware of an advantage he had. With the woman standing at the head of the body, she cast a very sharp shadow across the walls and he could see if she moved slightly even with his back turned to her. He thought about it a bit and decided that if the woman really wanted to kill him then he might as well try to lure her into an attack.
So, he deliberately started working on the body with his back turned to her, keeping both eyes on her shadow as he worked. At any moment, he would see hand move, and would immediately counter-attack.
He saw what happened next quite clearly as shadows started to shift. The woman’s left arm slowly drew out something from within the folds of her clothes and raised it high to attack. At the same time something else happened just as slowly though. Something he had not been expecting. It felt like terror creeping up his limbs as he saw the body’s right arm move as well, drawing out something long and blunt from under the shroud.
He jumped away from them reflexively. Fortunately for him the old woman chose to strike at the same moment; her iron rod missed him by mere inches as she brought it down. Her son, who had sat up to reach him, was not so lucky. Her full-blooded swing hit him to the side of his skull and he was knocked out immediately from the hit.
He could not let her recover, either. He jumped right at her and delivered a kick straight into her chest. She was lifted clean off her feet and flew back into the wall. That was it. He did not check to see if either of them was still conscious. He ran out of the house as quickly as he could, covered in cold sweat and short of breath as he was. And as soon he reached the street, he found the whistle his friend had given him and started blowing as hard as he could.
It did not take very long for him to gather a crowd. Some of his friends arrived as well, and he quickly told them what had happened. The police arrived soon after, and began searching the house for the the woman and her son.
The search resulted in a few shocking discoveries as bones of over 50 people were found from the basement of the house. The woman, and her son were arrested. Apparently they had been luring people to the house and eating them for quite a while. Also, according to them, they were not the only ones. Not by a long shot.
Writer’s note: This true story comes from my maternal grandfather, and has been told from his point-of-view. I have tried to keep all the details intact.
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Credits to: Salman Shahid Khan
Friday, June 26, 2015
Mermaids
Mermaids are the still corpses of stupid little girls, hanging white and indistinct in the water. Merciful fantasies of fish tails and Atlantis might exist, but only in the drowning children that subsist along the jagged edges of the sea break, broken, blood like fins around them. Existing in the moment right before the oxygen deprivation turns the lights off.
The song Katie claimed to hear, as we lay prone upon the beach, I learned, could only be heard by the stupid, the desperate, and the dying. For years she claimed mermaids lived on the rocks, half a mile out. If you found them they granted wishes. Perhaps all the wishes human have boil down to ‘I want to die on my own terms.’ In her moment of grief, when her world was shattering down upon her, Katie thought it was better to drown the body than the soul. All this she told me after, on the sandy shore that offered little comfort.
I owe you nothing. I never asked you to help me.
The memory is still very real. Heavy. It comes to me when I am lonely and afraid. The taste of salt. The sand against my feet as I pushed off from land into the galaxy of dark matter. Gravity twisted into current, monsters under my feet.
Why do you even remember that? I never asked you to talk to me. Stop talking to me.
My spot in time is the ocean; it’s terrible, wicked depths. It is the day Katie almost drowned. The day Katie tried to die, the day I took her wish away.
Most profound is the memory of the numbing water. My jean shorts heavy and wet on my hips. I am thirty yards, a mile, a thousand years out from the sunburned edge of the shore. Katie disappears into the black depth of the ocean, only to bob back up at the last second. Beneath me the ocean is a black hole, a look into the nadir of hell.
I want to stop. I scream for Katie but the salt spray chokes me. I try to swim faster, but I am cold. I am a child. I don’t want to die. In that moment I contemplate, for a protracted second, in selfish horror, of turning back. Of letting someone else deal with saving Katie. Letting them deal with the terrible fear.
Despite being a good swimmer, despite being stronger than her, I wanted to leave Katie to the sea because it was deep and cold and starving. I panicked. I was petrified. The waves were mountains. It would be so easy to let them take me back to shore, so easy to let Katie claim her mermaids.
But I didn’t. Somehow, among that fear, I moved. I caught her and dragged her back with me. I remember only the sensation of her skin, like butter, as if I could pull it from her bones it was so soft.
Even returning to the beach and the argument that followed remain distant, fuzzy images. But that moment in the water, that moment in which fear and bravery were a fine line, a distinct entity, I have cultivated. I have cherished. I have warmed with the realization that I survived. When I am feeling lost, or giving up, this moment returns to me. I loved Katie, I wanted Katie to live. It was that simple. I didn’t turn back. I didn’t let the ocean swallow her whole. This is what gives me strength, that fear is not what holds me back, but often gives me the strength to carry on.
Why are you telling me this? I don’t want to go. I am not the same girl I used to be.
I understand this. I understand it very well. I am sorry if you don’t understand. Maybe you do. Maybe you should.
Please…
I can’t. I am so sorry. I just can’t.
I missed you. Please, we can just talk it out.
No, you never missed me. You never did. Or you would have come with me…
I let her sleep. I had another story to tell her when she woke up.
She woke up with the sun. Or maybe it was the metal cup banging against the wire cage. She looked so different from the Katie I used to know. Not the same. But still the same. The whites around her eyes. Katie had green eyes. This Katie had brown. The mermaids had their own way of changing people. I know I had been changed.
What…?
"Have I told you about the Changeling?"
No.
Of course not. I knew this. I knew she would not know. She had been in and out of the waters for days, sleeping longer and longer.
She reminded me of—
I want to go home.
Soon enough, I promise.
Katie had changed. Their spell made her stronger than me, in ways I could not accept. She wanted to escape into the mountains. She no longer needed the water. But the feel of her buttery skin, her soiled hair, it made me obsessed with the way her face looked right before she went under. Her lips against mine, rough, salty, before she turned on her side and vomited.
Then she blamed me. She blamed me for driving her into the water like the last fucking unicorn. She told me that it was too much. She could not keep speaking to me. I saved her life, I saved her. We were the heroes of our own destiny and she made me feel like I was… weak. I was too weak to keep up with her spiral.
How…?
The question was never how. It was always why. Why did she leave? What had I done? Then I understood. She had gone under. She had swallowed the punch, in a sense. She was no longer the same girl I loved. The Mermaids had taken her. Just as the darkness takes the colors and the ocean rusts the knife. Katie had gone. Katie was not human anymore. Katie had been replaced with a monster.
I knew then what I had to do.
Katie was so easily captured. It took two years to regain her trust. I could see the mermaids at work inside her pretty eyes. She had grown her hair long and began to spend her time out in the sun. She was brown like the edge of the ocean and it bothered me. I missed her foam pale skin and her thick black hair.
She was blonde now. She was broken into bread and swallowed up by the hungry ducks. She was wrong. She was not my Katie. I had to find her. I had to.
I needed to figure out who she was. I needed to peel her like an onion.
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Credits to: EternalGirl
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