Sunday, January 30, 2011

Flip Book


As a kid, I loved making flip books. They were all I did in art class, whenever I had it. I worked really hard on one particular flip book. It was around 50 pages long, I guess. It had a simple stick figure walking into the page, waving at me, and then walking off. I would look at it at least a dozen times the day that I made it. Then it got boring. You know how kids are, not entertained by one thing for very long. I tossed it under my bed and never gave it a second thought.

A few months later, I was cleaning up my room and swept the stack of paper out from under my bed. I couldn’t quite remember what it was. I flipped through it once and got a sweet taste of nostalgia. I flipped through it once more and noticed the pages hadn’t aged or gained dirty at all. I flipped through a third time. The little stick man walked onto the page, waved at me, but didn’t walk off.

Instead, a second stick man joined him. It waltzed up, having either an item in its hand or a severely disfigured arm; its not like anyone could tell the difference. The second stick man walked next to the first stick figure, stood there for a moment, then whacked the poor fellow upside the head. The stick figure fell, and the second stick man swung his stick at the other man. Again. And again. And again.

What I assume was its blood ran from the stick figure’s rather jagged body. It looked like nothing more than smeared pencil stains. The killer stick man proceeded to bend down, and tear apart the first stick man’s body, limb by thin limb. Once he was done, he bent each one into characters and letters. He set them upon the page to form a single word. He grabbed the base of his own round head and tore it off. Then he tore off his legs, and then one of his arms. His zig-zagged body parts formed themselves into a second word. What I read made me burn the flip book.

“You’re next.”

By: ArmTheAnon

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Guilty Skies (Dark vs Light)


turning back,
i can see the face that left me on that fateful day
waiting now,
always waiting for a sign to carry me away

never knew

time would fade away so quickly without telling me
please believe

there is still a chance for us to grow and finally move on


one more day

please give me the strength to carry on the way you do (way you do)

walk away

following the path you laid ahead for me to see

never knew
time would fade away so quickly without telling me (telling me)
please believe

there is still a chance for us to grow and finally move on


where were you when tears were shed and i was so unhappy then

now i'm fighting for the freedom of what's really true


where were you when skies were blue and we were so happy - now,
we are fighting for the freedom of what's really true

flowers bloom and flowers fade, your love falls from my eyes
over the silence, never forget that i was always there for you

you always threw me away, torn into the guilty sky

i won't let go of what you have done to make me who i am

flowers bloom and flowers fade but my love never dies
over the silence, never forget that i am really next to you

smiling like there's nothing there, torn into the guilty sky

i won't let go of this final wish that keeps us holding on

tell me how

you could be so careless with the words you spoke to me

feel my hand
slowly letting go of what we used to believe in

never thought

you would turn into the person that i fear the most

i believe

you no longer need the chance to grow and finally live on


look ahead
notice all the laughter in the air that sounds so free (sounds so free)

feel my hand

never letting go of what we used to believe in

never thought

everyone would fade away until we were the ones

to believe

there is still a chance for us to grow and finally live on

i cannot imagine being with you as i simply smile
now i'm fighting for the right to dream the way i do


i cannot imagine standing here without a simple smile
we are fighting for the right to dream on like we do


flowers bloom and flowers fade, my love falls from my eyes
over the silence, never forget that i was always there for you
you always threw me away, torn into the guilty sky
i won't let go of what you have done to make me who i am


flowers bloom and flowers fade but my love never dies
over the silence, never forget that i am really next to you

smiling like there's nothing there, torn into the guilty sky

i won't let go of this final wish that keeps us holding on

when will you gain the strength

to accept what you've done
when will you ever learn to live with the truth


when will we gain the strength
to be the way we dream

when will we ever learn to accept the truth


where are your memories
covered by your shadows

these aren't what i want...

these are your shadows

these are your dreams
those are what i want...


where were you when tears were shed and i was so unhappy then
now i'm fighting for the freedom of what's really true


where were you when skies were blue and we were so happy - now,
we are fighting for the freedom of what's really true


flowers bloom and flowers fade, our love falls from my eyes
over the silence, never forget that i was always next to you

you always threw me away, torn into the guilty sky

i won't let go of what you have done to make me who i am


flowers bloom and flowers fade but my love never dies
over the silence, never forget that i am really next to you

smiling like there's nothing there, torn into the guilty sky

i won't let go of this final wish that keeps us holding on


silence tears apart my heart

but i continue dreaming on....


We dream to live on
We continue dreaming on.....

God Knows


I am confused
And my heart is a mess caused by you
I am afraid
I can't really be by your side
You turned away
You're unreachable, don't look at me
You try it on your own
And you don't wanna share your pain

I turn away
And even though it's certain that we parted
It's uncertain that I'll stay
And uncertain you leave me on the lonely way

I follow you through every darkness
Even when I'm lonely
I know I'll fight through every cold night
Untill I find you
You're standing tall and waiting for light
Your brightness leads me through the darkness
Show me any way out!
Never ending distances won't get me down
Cause I hope you come back to me again
Pretending that god bless

We were so warm
My icy heart melt down by your love
What can I do when everything seems strange to me?
You're telling me
"We won't meet again" We will, you'll see.
But I am afraid of my feelings I'm loving you

Come, let's make
Some memories you'd only known out of dreams
Let us make a new start
But you turn away from my lonely heart

Stop it! I know that you are lying
Your eyes're never dying
And they will always tell me the truth
That there is nothing
That ever destroys one of my dreams
I know, our future could be dreadful
I could be a regreted fool
But I won't care if you promise to
Never ever leave
Then I'll pretend just one thing:
That only god knows

Now you and me are here
But suddenly my dreamy thoughts, they disappear
And nothing's left but memories
I'm following the past
I grap your hand and you let go
And so I scream: "Come back to me once again!"

And thats why
I follow you through every darkness
Even when I'm lonely
I know I'll fight through every cold night
And now I find you
You're standing tall and there is the light
Your brightness leads me through the darkness
Show me any way out!
Never ending distances won't get me down
Cause I know you come back to me again
And I know that god bless

The Rose on the Mountain


Many, many years ago, in a sad, faraway land, there was an enormous mountain made of rough, black stone.

At sunset, on top of that mountain, a rose blossomed every night that made whoever plucked it immortal.

But no one dared go near it because its thorns were full of lethal poison.

The men talked amongst themselves about their fear of death and pain, but never about the promise of eternal life.

So everyday, the rose wilted, unable to bequeath its gift to anyone, forgotten and lost at the top of that cold, dark mountain, forever alone, until the end of time…

Desire


The days passed by so slow
Without seeing you
Day after day
My life seems more and more
Miserable
My heart ached so much

I miss you
I wanted to see you
But I can only see you from afar
I wanted to hug you
But I can’t
There is a barrier between us

One day
I saw you sitting alone
I sat beside you
You were crying
I wanted to cheer you up
But I can only watch

A lady came to you
She gave you a shoulder to cry on
And whispers to you
To let go
He will never come back

After some times
The two of you left
A picture fell out of your hand
I went to grab it

I saw the person in the picture
Tears began to rush down my face
I wanted to tell you
But I know
I will never have the chance.

‘I’m sorry.’

(Written by Christina Jong)

Monday, January 24, 2011

One Gesture


One day, when I was a freshman in high school,

I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.

His name was Kyle.

It looked like he was carrying all of his books.

I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday?

He must really be a nerd.'

I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.

They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.

His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him...

He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes

My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.

As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks.'

He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!'

There was a big smile on his face.

It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.

I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.

As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before..

He said he had gone to private school before now.

I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.

We walked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.

He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.

I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends

He said yes.

We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.

Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again.

I stopped him and said, 'Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!

He just laughed and handed me half the books.

Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends..

When we were seniors we began to think about college.

Kyle decided on Georgetown and I was going to Duke.

I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem.

He was going to be a doctor and I was going for business on a football scholarship.

He had to prepare a speech for graduation.

Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great.

He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.

He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.

He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.

Boy, sometimes I was jealous!

Today was one of those days.

I could see that he was nervous about his speech.

So, I smacked him on the back and said, 'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!'

He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.

'Thanks,' he said.

As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began

'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years.

Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends....

I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them.

I am going to tell you a story.'

I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the first day we met.

He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.

He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.

He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.

'Thankfully, I was saved.

My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable..'

I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.

I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.

Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.

Never underestimate the power of your actions..

With one small gesture you can change a person's life.

For better or for worse.

ID ten T error


I was having trouble with my computer. So I called Eric, the 11 year old next door, whose bedroom looks like Mission Control and asked him to come over.

Eric clicked a couple of buttons and solved the problem.

As he was walking away, I called after him, 'So, what was wrong? He replied, 'It was an ID ten T
error.'

I didn't want to appear stupid, but nonetheless inquired, 'An, ID ten T error? What's that? In case I need to fix it again.'

Eric grinned.... 'Haven't you ever heard of an ID ten T error before?'

'No,' I replied.

'Write it down,' he said, 'and I think you'll figure it out.'

So I wrote down: I D 1 0 T

I used to like Eric...

I Talked to God. I Never Want to Speak to Him Again

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