Saturday, December 5, 2020

I was Rear Ended by a Murderer (Part 4) [FINAL]

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With no life threatening injuries, the hospital releases me later on that evening. The phone in my pocket's rifled with texts and missed calls from Georgia. Honestly, by the tone of them, she wouldn’t be too heartbroken if ‘Hank’ doesn’t make it back. I sure as shit won’t go back there with those creatures roaming around. No, I made my mind up to end this one way or the other.

As much as it kills me, I hadn’t gone to check on the kids. Not only would it confuse them but there's a chance they’d be in danger if the other me saw that I was there. What the hell would a scumbag like that want with children though? If anything they had to be getting in his way by now. The dangers they could be facing stab at my heart like needle-point blades. I just have to keep going. If I stop long enough to let everything sink in, it will fatally absorb me. I can’t let that happen.

Like depicted in the old television shows and Freaky Friday specials, I figure the only way to get out of this mess is the same way I’d gotten into it. I need to hunt him down, find him and hit him.

My car doesn’t take long to locate, and I feel that I'm running out of time to save myself. I sit around the corner from my own house, cringing inside that someone else was living in it. It's tortuous to picture Hank’s spirit rifling through my drawers, using my toilet and emptying my fridge. I sit in excruciating wait until he decides to leave the house without the kids. I’d gotten my first glance I’d had at them all week through the window earlier. They look slightly bored and sullen, but otherwise unharmed.

I loop my car around a side street on our block, knowing it would come back around to the stop sign the other Todd would have to stop at. Taking a deep breath, I squeeze my eyes shut, shove my foot on the gas, and T-bone him as hard as I possibly can.

***

My mind recognizes where it is before my eyes even open. My eyelids illuminate with bright hospital room lighting, and something feels extraordinarily off. I haven’t gained back enough of my mental faculties to place exactly what it is yet. Beeps and whirs of machines drill through my subconscious, slowly forcing me awake. I think that my medical bills would be through the roof, and jokingly hoping that whatever injury that landed me in there would just kill me and get it over with. I didn’t carry that wit for long. As my mind struggles to recount the events of the past week, I dreadfully realize precisely what is wrong with me. I have absolutely no feeling from the waist down.

The interruption of the doctor into the room is a welcome relief from my spiraling thoughts. “Welcome back Mr. Barton,” he jokes. It then occurs to me that he'd referred to me by my actual name. I looked down at my hands and was beyond elated to actually recognize them. “There are a couple of men who would like to talk to you. They’re right outside, I’m going to let them in now for a bit. I’ll be back to check on you soon and we can discuss your prognosis.” He explains gently. My stomach drops to see two uniformed officers enter the room, closing the door behind them.

“Good afternoon sir. First of all we want to say that we’re sorry for all that you’ve been through. The decedent is available for questioning but the damage on the vehicles shows that this was an intentional hit.” The officer has a booming voice despite his short stature. The tag on his chest reads DEPUTY COLLINS.

I hold up a weary hand to interrupt him. “Decedent? Does that mean-?”

Without skipping a beat, the deputy continues. ‘He passed away on scene sir. Tell me, does the name Henry Richards mean anything to you? People around here called him Hank.” I shook my head confusedly. As much as I hate to lie to law enforcement, if anything came to light later on I can easily blame a head injury or confusion.

“M- maybe he had a medical event at the wheel.” I stammer weakly.

“Unfortunately for us, we’ll never know. Even with an autopsy, the damage from the wreck was severe. It’s entirely possible you were in the wrong place at the right time. Vehicular suicide isn’t all closed garages and radiator hoses anymore.” Collins responds. “Thank you for your time sir.”

They leave behind their contact cards before exiting the room. I can see the silhouette of the doctor on the other side of the door waiting to come in. He explains to me that I’ve suffered a spinal injury, and even with intense physical therapy… the chances of me walking again are slim to none. As much as I'm sure it will alter my life completely, at this moment I'm just happy to be myself again.

***

After three long weeks in the hospital, my ex-wife ended up being the one to pick me up and take me home. My insurance company thankfully had covered everything I needed for my aftercare. Brad was a thing of the past and as much as I wanted to hate her, I needed her help to raise our boys. If she was willing, so was I.

The first week home, I sat on my back patio in my new wheelchair. The urge to stretch my legs was unbearable, but it wouldn’t have done me any good. Someone could’ve hacked them off and used them for canoe oars and I wouldn’t have felt it. The dull roar of the boys playing the background soothed my weary soul. I may not have come out whole, but I won the battle for my body and soul. I closed my eyes, basking in my blessings.

From the back of my brain, just above the ears, came a chuckling voice. “You’re not alone Todd, I’m here too.” My stomach flipped, causing me to vomit down the front of my shirt helplessly. Fear hammered through my heart like a jackhammer with recognition.

It was Hank’s voice. 

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Credits 

 

I was Rear Ended by a Murderer (Part 3)

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My pant legs sag with the moisture of the evening dew as I blindly run through the woods. I only have a short amount of time before she sees I’m not there and starts driving around looking for me. If one of the creatures in the basement doesn't get to her first, that is. For the life of me, I cannot remember if I closed that door before when I ran out. I want to say I did, but I can’t be sure.

The haze that consumes my head is overwhelming as I stumble through branches and leaf piles. Twigs discarded by nature stabbed through the soles of my shoes. Even through my delirium, it doesn’t take long to realize that the further I run, the quieter the woods become. Not too long after, I stopped seeing any animals at all. A ray of sunshine shows through the thinning tree line like a beacon of hope. I’m all too relieved to hear the familiar sound of cars speeding by. Each rotation of the tires slices through my left temple like a Ginsu knife. My kneecaps buckle with exhausted uncooperation before I reach the roadside. The lids of my eyes become heavy as injury takes over, bringing me to my knees. Soon I’m feebly grabbing blades of grass. I inhale and exhale particles of dirt through my panting mouth as I fade out of consciousness.

*

The room I’m in is freezing cold, and the artificial light behind my closed eyelids is painfully unsettling. My hearing returns before my vision does; I try to make sense of things. An incessant beeping rings throughout the area I’m in. Footsteps crescendo down the hallway and stop in front of me. I’m hoping it’s someone who can explain what the hell is going on here. Dread manifests in a cold sweat across my body as I realize I could be back at the house. It smells too clean for that though. The solitary set of footsteps take a few more steps in my direction before turning left and walking past me. I hear the whoosh of a curtain being retracted as a man begins to speak.

“Ah hello there mister…” He pauses as I hear him shift through some papers. “Barton.” He continues.

That definitely gets my attention. Before all this shit happened, my last name was Barton too. My brain screams at my eyes to open but I can’t move a single muscle. Trying to distract myself, I start thinking about all the creepypastas I’ve heard about sleep paralysis over the years. I wonder if this is what that feels like. I don’t get to wonder too long before a new voice enters the equation.

“Doc,” the man says, “call me Todd. Also do you have somethin to drink? My throat is drier than a nun’s sense of humor.” He quips. A soda can clicks as the tab opens and the man greedily gulps it down. “Fuck yes.” He exclaims. “Ginger ale’s my favorite!”

Could it be? There has to be more than one Todd Barton in this town, and I only vaguely recognize the voice.

The first flutters grace my lashes, revealing the room to me with a strobe light effect. I saw fluorescent lighting first, rows of it. A solitary sink sits recessed into a counter, a dry erase board is hung above it on the wall that reads: Room 439/ Nurse: Joanne

A corded phone sits next to me on a table, followed by a hospital bed and television remote. My ribs and shoulders are racked with sudden, dry coughs which gains the attention of my neighbors. The same set of footsteps from earlier approach my side of the room, pulling the security curtain back in one fluid motion.

“Mr. Richards, welcome back to the land of the living.” The doctor jokes. “How are you feeling?”

“My mind woke up before my body did.” I mutter uselessly, unsure of what to say. My name definitely isn’t Mr. Richards. I know anything off key that I say will only prolong my hospital stay, so I ride it out.

“Yeah that happens sometimes.” He replies dismissively. “You have a pretty serious concussion, and the cut on your scalp required multiple sutures. We gave you an anesthetic to help you sleep so your brain can heal. Normally we discourage the state of unconsciousness in the event of a head injury but by the time the driver found you, it was already too late.”

“Hey roomie!” I hear what was once my own voice yell from beyond the curtain. “What are ya in for?” He jokes, confirming my suspicions and fears. On one hand, I'm relieved that he's been here this whole time and not at my house. On the other hand though, if he's been here, then who has been with my kids?

I chuckle half heartedly in response before the doctor draws the curtain back. “You decent Mr. Barton?”

“Decent as I’ll ever b-.” The voice responds. It stops short the second he lays eyes on me. The brain that thankfully still belongs to me sends a signal to the eyes that are not to widen in terror as I take in the sight before me.

The body I had taken residence in for the vast majority of my life now looked like an abused shell. When things were the way they’re supposed to be, people often told me I had kind, smiling eyes. The two, lifeless orbs I stare into now weren’t that way at all. Now, this parasite stares at me through blackened eyes from a broken nose. His lips are chapped and swollen. I’m horrified to see him feverishly pick at his… my skin with dirtied, ragged fingernails. Looking down at the hands I occupied now, I realized I’d been taking care of his body much better than he’d been taking care of mine.

“You clean up good man.” He remarked, leaning over in his bed to look around the doctor that had now entered his half of the room. “Actually doc, I think I wanna get some sleep. Can you close me back in there bud?” The doctor dutifully closed the curtain back before exiting the room.

My head fills with a weighted agony as I sit up in my bed. I circle my ankles around, making sure they aren’t injured before swinging my legs around the side of my bed. A sharp pain jabs into my left forearm, and I’m annoyed to see an IV pole holding a bag of saline plus lord knows what else feeding slowly into my arm.

As soon as I place both feet securely on the ground, I’m interrupted by a knock at the door. A nurse bustles into the room pushing a metal cart holding two covered food trays. "Did you have to use the restroom Mr. Richards?" She asks concernedly upon seeing my current position as she places the tray on my bedside table.

"Matter of fact, I could take a leak." The other patient piped up. "Sorry sir, didn't mean to answer for ya." He mutters, realizing the mistake he just made.

"I’m good thanks.” I answer. “Just stretching my knees a bit is all.” The nurse seems satisfied with that answer and walks beyond the curtain to the other side of the room. I hear him stop her as she places his tray down and whisper unintelligible something to her.

“Okay Mr. Barton, I don ‘t see any dietary restrictions on your chart so... this one time. But don’t be spreadin’ it around. Patients are supposed to eat what’s given to them at meal times. Someone finds out I made a vending machine run for you and they’ll all be askin’ me to do it.” He audibly agrees and thanks her as she leaves the room.

I hear him roll the table closer to himself and murmur, “Fuckin’ swedish meatballs and boiled cabbage?!? I ate better than this in jail.”

Once again, I painstakingly attempt to rise to my feet to confront my bodily intruder. The motions are easier this time, however the moment the weight of my standing frame registers in my legs, they buckle. It feels so surreal, me taking wobbly, baby steps towards the man who stole my life and body.

The curtain slides across the metal bar smoothly, and I see my roommate sit up in surprise. Soggy noodles from the meatball dish hang loosely from his mouth. I can see hundreds of possibilities race through his mind as the reason I might be on his side, maybe he’s hoping I don’t remember.

“Ok.” I begin, not wasting any time. “How the hell do we fix this? I got shit to do.”

He looks at me confusedly before answering slowly, saying each word as if speaking to a five year old who is hard of hearing. “I don’t know what you’re talking about dude. The meatballs really aren’t that bad, I promise. Try em!”

“Don’t try to be fucking cute.” I snap. “You know exactly that’s going on here. You don’t even know your own fucking middle name. Guess what? I do, because it’s mine. Now, switch back.”

He rolls his eyes, giving up the ghost. “Hey buddy I didn’t ask for this shit either. As far as I can tell though, you got the better deal here. You get to drive my gorgeous car around while I got your totaled, junker. And you get to fuck my gorgeous girl. As long as I’ve been in here, aint nobody came to see you. So, stop complainin’ and wise up. You aint got it so bad.”

Fury courses through my veins before I calm myself down by taking solace in the fact that he doesn’t seem to know anything about my kids. “The point is, that I want what’s mine. How do we fix this? Fuck sake I could be a serial killer for all you know.”

He laughs heartily at this, wincing in pain as chuckles jostle his ribs. “Wouldn’t begin to touch the things I’ve done.” The man snarls with pride.

Just then the nurse comes back into the room, handing him a small bag before winking and leaving again. The smile that lights up his face both chills and warms me at the same time. I’d never seen anyone so happy over a measly bag of peanuts. I look into the eyes that had once been mine and they are now filled with a malice I know my own soul couldn’t possibly possess.

He leans towards the side of the room that I occupy, still smiling brilliantly. “Hey there neighbor… want some?” As he says this, he rips the bag open and throws a palmful at me. Fucking rude, I think to myself. I pick a stray peanut out of the shirt pocket of my hospital gown and go to put it in my mouth, but stop suddenly.

My head feels overwhelmingly thick and fuzzy. The room begins to spin as I find it harder and harder to breathe. As I bring my hands to my throat I see they’re incredibly swollen, to the point where I can barely bend my fingers. My throat closes and I fall to the floor, hearing his maniacal laughter as I fade into unconsciousness.

*

I wake up in the same bed as before, a throbbing pain radiating through my upper thigh. A different doctor leers over me this time. His eyebrows shoot up in relief over his mask to see me open my eyes. “You gave us quite a scare. I can’t apologize enough. It clearly states on your chart that you have a severe peanut allergy. I have no idea how he got them. What an unfortunate mistake.” He runs his frail fingers through thinning hair before continuing. “Welp if it’s any consolation, you’ve been upgraded to a private suite.”

My lips still feel as thick as rubber snakes but I have to ask him before he leaves the room. “What happened to the man next to me?”

He smiles gently and assures me that I’ll have complete privacy before remarking, “He was discharged early this morning.” 

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Credits 

 

I was Rear Ended by a Murderer (Part 2)

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After a few more miles down the road, we turn into a narrow driveway. Muffled squeals sound from the trunk with every bump and pothole that riddles the driveway as we drive towards the house. The gut wrenching feeling of doom intensifies as the house comes into clear view. Vines, weeds and shrubbery consumes the porch’s entrance. Years, if not decades, of neglect and miscare scream in our faces.

At one point, I am sure this was a beautiful home. But the state it’s in now tells me nothing good can possibly take place inside. A fungal colored algae covers the roof shingles and shutters. The attic window’s been shattered, the glass left behind resembling like an angry maw in the broken frame. Wooden patio furniture lay discarded in pieces around the front porch railing, and the lower level windows had been boarded up. Despite the depressing state of the surroundings, a crisp welcome mat sits in front of the frayed, front door.

The red haired woman gestures for me to go first as we leave our respective sides of the car. As I turn back to question her, I see her pull a vial and syringe out of her purse. She draws the plunger back halfway then pushes her thumb down, a yellow liquid spurting out of the end as she primes the syringe. “Keep moving Hank! I’ve got this one. Just open the door for me and go lay down.” She snaps as she retreats to the back of the car.

Taking a quick moment, I survey my surroundings, trying to assess if it’s possible to leave on foot. The winding driveway is long and exposed. Woodland treelines of the fields on either side are too shallow to hide in. My body sags involuntarily against the wobbly porch railing as my head begins to pound.

"Under the mat babe!" The woman calls over her shoulder as she prepares to lift the, I'm assuming, now unconscious body from the trunk. “Pop goes the weasel,” she sings as the last bit of the stranger’s body leaves the trunk and hits the ground.

My feet test the rickety steps with trepidation. Each of the four steps creaks at me in protest, as if warning me to stay away or at least stop what I was doing. The crisp welcome mat lifts with ease, revealing a squared metal key underneath. Why the fuck would anyone even bother to lock this?

I’m met with the smell of rotted wood and mildew the moment I open the door. They...well… we I guess now, must be squatting here. There are two makeshift beds are pushed together in what at one time must’ve been a study or guest room. Yellowed mattresses sit atop red and black milk crates, fastened with zip ties to create box spring frames.

I steal a glance out of the open front door, relieved that the red haired woman is gone. A cylindrical trail leads from the trunk to around the back, left side of the house. I don’t know why the hell she made me go through the dramatics of unlocking the front door if the back is unlocked. A low hum starts to bore into the left side of my ear; my energy seems to wane the louder it gets. My head feels fuzzy and light. I desperately want to sit down.

With the pull of sleep becoming stronger as I sit on one of the beds, the concern over a possible concussion fades further and further away. Best case scenario, I fall asleep and wake back up in my body, this being the effects of a terrible dream. Worst case scenario, I fall asleep and don’t wake back up at all. The motto kill or be killed feels all too real at this moment. And if I die in my sleep so someone else has a shot to live, so be it.

*

I wake up with my mouth hanging open, coughing wildly as soon as I take my first conscious breath. Much to my sorrow, neither the best or worst case scenarios have come to fruition. As I reach up to itch my chin, I notice the neatly trimmed nails and expensive watch. The heartbreaking realization is that I find myself in the exact same place and body as before I passed out.

With the relief of my headaches ceased, questions begin to flood my mind. Are they really rich or just a con couple? Why do they stay here if they have access to fancy clothing and cars? What is she going to do with that woman? Do I have time to save her? How could I have fallen asleep knowing someone was in danger?

The rest of the lower level is empty, stairs beaten by time and neglect render the upper levels utterly inaccessible. I’m surprised to see a note hastily taped to the fridge with a local supermarket sticker:

Hank,

I hope you’re feelin better. I went out to the market to buy cleaning supplies and food. You deserve a home cooked meal after what you’ve been through today. Don’t go in the basement without me.

Love, Georgia

So that’s her name!

A heavy, metal door looms forebodingly on the left side of the kitchen wall. A sliding lock and deadbolt sit on the right side. Whoever installed this is very intent on not keeping anyone from getting in, but to keep someone inside from getting out. The coat of white paint on the exterior has started to peel away, revealing rust colored stains underneath. I can’t help but think it’s blood.

Suddenly I remember the key in my pocket, the one that unlocked the front door earlier in the day. It feels strangely cold in my pocket despite its resting place nestled against the warmth of my leg. Pulling it out, I hold the vein hope that it might be the same key that unlocks this door. It slides into the lock seamlessly, only hesitating for a moment before the lock springs free. A feeling washes over me, and I can’t tell if it’s satisfaction or regret. The light of the area behind me only illuminates a small section of the basement as the door creaks open, but unfortunately for me, it’s more than enough.

A cluster of humanoid figures squats in a huddle over something unknown. Tattered rags hang loose from their bodies. They emit high pitched screams the second they see me. As the tallest one screams, a hunk of something flies from her mouth, landing on the floor in front of the stairway. Upon first glance, it looks like a piece of ham. But further inspections shows me a severed and chewed human ear.

Head trauma or not, I’ve got to get the hell out of here. I run faster than I’ve ever ran in my life. A flood of headlights presents itself in the distance. I dive into the tree line just in time to see the battered, red car driving back towards the house. 

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Credits 

 

I was Rear Ended by a Murderer (Part 1)

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“My god boys… will you just stop?!? If you keep messing around you’re going to miss your bus and I can’t afford to be late today.” My spirit's far too defeated to attain the authoritative tone needed for the situation. Stewie and Collin are still wrestling on the floor. In all of the commotion, I haven’t noticed that Stewie still doesn’t have his shoes on. 

“Stewie, bud where are your shoes?” I ask in a panic. 

“He probably left them at Brad’s house.” Collin remarks snidely. 

“Who exactly is Brad, and why does he have your shoes?” I ask my youngest son. 

Stewie looks up at me cautiously. “Brad is Mommy’s new friend. But I didn’t leave my shoes there Daddy, I promise.” As I attempt to continue our conversation I find my jaw already hanging open in shock. That’s the third ‘friend’ my wife’s had this year, and it’s not even the end of March! Not to mention the ones she had while we were married. It sickens me to think about. 

At this point, Collin comes running up with Stewie’s battered shoes. They look utterly defeated and sad, the soles separating from the bottoms in disgust as the tongues sag lazily into the centers. “Hey sweetie? Didn’t your mom buy you new shoes? I gave her money for you and Collin’s school clothes last week.”  

Collin spoke up this time, incredibly eloquent for his eleven years of age. ”Mom bought us some candy during the weekend. Then she dropped us off at Grams and Papaw’s while her and Brad went to Bike Week.” He explains dismissively before grabbing his backpack and running out the front door. 

I'm still knelt down on the floor, assisting Stewie with his shoes. “Daddy, I can get it myself!” He demands. “All the other five year olds tie their own shoes!” 

An unwanted sigh puffs off of my tongue before answering him. “Not today buddy ok? I’m sorry, I know you’re a big boy but we’re running really late.” My little guy is finally ready, bus safety harness and all. He puffs his chest out proudly as he leaves the threshold of our home and steps into the outside world, ready to take on the day the Stewie Grey way. 

Unfortunately, the tail lights of the kids’ bus are barely visible in the distance as it pulls around the corner leading away from the house. Collin is still standing on the porch waiting for us, so he wasn’t visible from their normal stop.  “Sorry Dad,” is the only response he can give. 

“It’s not your fault Collin. It’s okay. Have your brother grab the change jar off the counter so I can get gas while I call work to let them know I may be a little late.” After I punch in the number, I'm met with a shrill tone and an automated message, “We’re sorry. Your account has been suspended. Please dial 611 if you’d like to make a payment. Goodbye.” 

I  draw in a breath to start yelling in frustration but stop short as Stewie hands me the glass change jar. I light a cigarette to disperse some internal tension as we climb into the car, rolling all of the windows down as if it would make a difference. It’s a shallow and feeble attempt at justification, but for right now it’s enough. 

The half full water bottle in my passenger cup holder sizzles and smokes as I drop the lit cigarette butt inside. Collin and Stewie giggle as the car rolls over the speed bumps at the entrance of their school.  A stout crossing guard with a no funny business look on her face waves us forward immediately. We barely get to a stop before she’s opening the door for the boys. “Have a good day boys! I lo-” That’s as far as I get before the car behind me honks and the crossing guard slams the back door shut. 

About five miles down the road, a glaring orange glow reflects off of my glasses as the low fuel light comes on. The trembling gas gauge illuminates tauntingly in the corner of my dashboard as I pray to make it to the next intersection.  My heart settles a little once I see the Circle K in the distance. Maybe today won’t be so bad. 

The light ahead turns yellow. I’m convinced its sole purpose is just to fuck with me if I’m honest. There’s only one other car on the road right now and they’re right beside me. My foot eases onto the brake, a perfect representation of my day. The chances of me being on time crush flat along with the brake pedal as I settle to a final stop.

I can’t help but look at the car next to me. It is a pristine shade of red, not a smudge or a dent on it. A gorgeous couple who look to be around the same age as myself occupies the front seat. A redheaded woman’s delicate hand caresses the back of the driver’s neck as they giggle into each other. Their clothes are stylish but comfortable. The latest Iphone model is perched inside the driver’s side cup holder as the woman’s rested comfortably in her lap. 

Intrusive thoughts flood my mind faster than I can keep up with. I bet their gas tank is chock full, must be fuckin nice. They probably fuck each other every night after eating a meal taken from a fridge and freezer full of food. They don’t get cold and lonely at night, rubbing one out in pure frustration and loneliness just to fall asleep.  It looks like they don’t even understand what it’s like to hurt for money. If I could be him, I bet I wouldn’t have a care in the world. 

As soon as the light turns green, I attempt to mentally pull my head out of my ass. I turn the radio down and pass the other car so I can whip into the right lane. As I do, a devastating cacophony of a horn honking, metal crunching and glass breaking consumes me as the red car slams into the back corner of my vehicle, sending me spinning. An oncoming, nearby oak tree is the last thing I see before my head slams into the dashboard and I fade to black upon impact. 

I come to with a pounding headache, which only gets worse as I take in the scene before me. The red haired woman’s mouth is moving aggressively but I can’t hear the words over a ringing in my ears. Shattered glass litters my lap. I’m nearly blindsided by a throbbing pain in my left temple as my normal hearing kicks back into place.     

“Henry?” The woman screams in my face. “We’ve gotta get the fuck out of here, NOW! The cops will be here any minute.” 

What? My name is Todd, not Henry. The reflection of my cracked window reveals a man with a chiseled face and broad jawline, the same one I saw canoodling in the car at the light. Green eyes that don’t belong to me widen in horror as my mind tries to process what’s happening. I look out of the broken dashboard to see a crumpled red hood. My battered Grand Marquis sat at the opposite end of the street, crashed into a tree and equally damaged with a smoking hood. What in the actual fuck?!? 

A man identical to the ‘me’ I’ve seen for the past 39 years is slumped over my leather steering wheel cover, blood flowing freely from a garish wound on the left side of his head. How hard did I hit my own? Nothing I’m experiencing is making any sense. The rearview mirror of the car I currently sit in dangles precariously over our laps, glass freeing itself from the cracks and adding the pile the window made. What’s weirder is there are no abrasions to my face or head. My arms and fingers are cut but my everything else looks perfectly fine. Why does my head hurt so much? 

I finally decide to give my full attention to the woman next to me that so frantically sought it. “Who are you?” Her eyes look sorrowful and alarmed at my question. She doesn’t answer, only brings a shaking, manicured hand to my forehead in response. 

“You okay Henry? Ohhhhhh no, don’t lose it on me now. Jesus Christ, we don’t have time for this baby.” She groans, opening her door and walking around to my side of the car. “Move over, the engine looks fine.” She orders as she shoves me into the passenger seat, making me wince and bring a hand to my temple’s invisible injury. The engine starts and I see the other me begin to lift his bloodied  head from the wheel. 

“But… that’s my car.” I mumble feebly as she drives away from the scene. 

“Yeah the car’s fucked. We’re gonna stick out like a sore thumb.” The woman snarls over the roar of the RPMs as she slams down on the gas pedal. “Dammit! That means tonight we’re gonna have to go three towns over and steal another one.” She remarks dismissively. 

Her words have a delayed response as I try to quell the agony on the left side of my scalp. Steal? “What are you talking about?” I finally gather the cognition to ask. “Why are you taking me away from my car? My head’s bleeding, you need to call for help!” I plead. 

She glances at me sideways confusedly. “Your head’s fine Hank. You knocked it when we hit the junker. You’re just havin a hard time remembering things.” She placed a hand delicately on mine and I fought the instinct to recoil in disgust. I don’t like to be touched, especially not by strangers. 

My thoughts are interrupted by a banging resounding from the back end of the vehicle. The woman doesn’t like that. “Aww hell! I was afraid she was gonna wake up!” 

“Who? What is that noise?!?” I ask. “Do we have a flat?” 

She shakes her head and mutters something under her breath. “Boy, you really are fucked aren’tcha?” She comments wryly. “That, is our latest mark. Things went south towards the end there and we had to take care of it like the last one. If she gets blood on the mat in there I’m gonna be PISSED. Don’t worry.” She remarks upon seeing my own blood drain from my face. “You enjoy it every time, I promise.” 

It seems I’ve somehow switched places with the man I was envying in the other car, the body of an obvious sadist. And if I’m in his body….then…

A new thought surfaces, one more sinister than anything the trunk of this car can contain. 

Oh my god… my boys!

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Credits 

The Ocean Is Much Deeper Than We Thought (Part 3) [FINAL]

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Most of my old crew, after leaving the navy, struggled to get over their longing for the ocean. Such was the case for my submarine Captain; Louis Johnson. He always claimed the sea would be his final resting place, where he truly belonged, and following his honourable discharge, he went straight into hyperbaric pipeline welding.

It’s a dangerous job, where the only enemy is invisible, always stalking each dive, each new mission; A foe that can’t be sensed, but with the ability to destroy everything you are in a split second: Pressure.

“Maybe I’m cursed, unable to live on land with my own people, but at least I’ll die where I belong,” he had said.

Johnson would be lucky enough to forever be united with his one true love, at a site of a burst pipe, that took him away, finally making him one with the deep blue.

It’s funny how the brain operates as everything around you is falling to pieces, far beyond your own control. Once there’s nothing left you can do, the mind turns to a place of safety, fond memories from a time long since past. For me those memories belonged to my time of service, to my old captain and crew. It wasn’t an easy time, but it was filled with purpose, with my problems solely confined to the ocean.

When Robert yelled at me to get my ass in gear, I finally snapped back to reality.

“Doc, come on, we’ve got to get the hell out of here!” he shouted.

James returned to the central dome alongside Abby. They had heard the alarms, but hadn’t the faintest idea about what had occurred during their brief absence.

“Get to section A, there are still two transport capsules, get number zero-five ready for departure and wait for me,” Robert said.

“Cap, what are you going to do?” James asked.

“Jennifer is in lockdown, I’m getting her out.”

“What if the creatures got inside?” Abby asked.

Robert thought for a moment, before handing her a walkie.

“If you don’t hear from me in fifteen, just leave,” he ordered.

The station shook as another hole was torn through one of the sections, my ears popped from the shockwave.

“I’m coming with you,” James said. “You’re not facing them alone.”

“No, we need you to pilot the transport capsule, if you get hurt, we’re stuck down here.”

It wasn’t a valid excuse, they all knew fully well that the submarine was easy enough for any of the crew members to manoeuvre, but Robert refused to risk any more lives, and would use whatever reason he could come up with.

“Cap, please.”

“That’s an order, get out of here, now!”

They hesitantly agreed and started leaving.

“I’ll join you then, I know nothing about this station, or the sub, but I can at the least assist you should something happen,” I said, knowing he couldn’t come up with any excuse to stop me.

He reluctantly agreed, and together we headed for the labs in section C, worrying that Jennifer might be trapped behind the airlock, or worse.

Drowning is a horrible way to die, once you realise there’s no way to reach the surface, that you are trapped in a cold, dark tomb, your throat simply closes up. No matter how hard you try to inhale, your body simply refuses, even as the agonising pain of running out of air overpowers your natural instinct to breathe, you simply refuse to give in to the overwhelming desire. It isn’t until the body starts shutting down, and the corners of your vision start do darken, that you reach the breaking point, and your brain decides to pull something in, regardless of whether air is present or not. Suddenly ice cold water flows in through your throat, unstoppably filling your lungs, so desperate for air.

It’s a clumsy, painful way to go, and by the time water has filled each alveoli, most are still conscious, with just enough time to regret their decision to ever enter the ocean.

I thought it funny, as we ran towards the airlock, that at least we wouldn’t drown, surely the worms would consume us, or the pressure from a collapsing station would instantly crush us.

“How did the hull get breached anyway?” I asked as we got closer.

“It’s supposed to be impossible, but I’m sure it’s those fucking monsters,” Robert said.

The alarm had stopped alerting us about the hull breach, and was now recommending a station wide evacuation.

“Warning: Hull integrity severely compromised, all crew report to designated docking stations,” it said.

“How much time do we have?”

“Not enough.”

As we turned the corner at section C, we saw Jennifer sitting against the wall on the wrong side of the airlock. It took a moment to realise the horrors of her situation. We saw her legs fused with the flesh of the Syncytium. They had started eating away at her lower body, digging their way through her flesh and rapidly replacing her organs with their own meat.

Despite all this, she remained conscious.

“Jen,” Robert said, the only word he could muster from the shock of what lay in front of our eyes.

She slowly turned her head towards us, with her eyes red from haemorrhaging, as worms had consumed her insides.

“Captain, is that you?” she said, weakly, blind from blood filling the inside of her eyes.

“I’m here, Jen.”

“I guess the sample wasn’t dead after all,” she joked, with a hoarse voice as she coughed up what could only be a mixture of blood and lung parenchyma. “Maybe tell the doc to double check these things in the future.”

“He’s here with me now,” Robert explained. “I’m so sorry, Jen, but-”

“I know, there’s nothing left to do, I guess this is just it.”

She coughed up, violently spewing out pieces of her lung and worms.

“Don’t worry Captain, it’s not your fault that a monster from the abyss crawled it’s way up to destroy us.” She said, voice cracking as she writhed in agony.

I looked over at Robert, he looked horrified, but couldn’t take his eyes off her.

“It really hurts, p-please, eject the s-section,” she cried. “I just want it to be over.”

Robert nodded, forgetting that she couldn’t see him.

I went over to the control panel. It was fairly easy to use, especially after having witnessed Henry mess with it before. All I needed was the pass code. I thought it wouldn’t be right to let Robert essentially execute her himself.

“I’ll do it,” I assured them.

“Rob,” Jennifer said.

“Yes.”

“Don’t let these fuckers get to the surface, promise me that much.”

“I promise.”

Her abdomen started bulging out, she screamed in pain as the worms started tearing open her stomach.

“Captain, the code?” I asked.

He told me the numbers, and I input them without hesitating. Years of watching people suffer a prolonged death, knowing that we could do nothing but pointlessly extend their lives, had desensitised me to pulling the plug.

Immediately hatches opened up on the walls, an alarm sounded as water started pouring in, but since the hull had already been partially breached, they quickly collapsed in on themselves. Within a few seconds, Jennifer had died.

“Let’s get out of here,” Robert said.

We ran back towards the central area, we had to traverse the entire station to get towards section A. It was the only remaining escape, but as we got to the offices, we could hear something moving within the walls, knocking their way through the pipes.

“The pumps!” Robert yelled. “They’re getting in through the fucking pumps!”

Talos’ pumps were ancient machinery compared to the rest of the station. As the dome was inserted, they needed to move tons of water outside against the immense pressure, but after finishing the station, they had been long since forgotten, left inside the walls while they installed more permanent solutions.

Before we could react, the walls broke open, and the Syncytium poured itself through the holes, taking the shape of malformed flesh, extending rapidly alongside the walls.

We were cut off from our escape, with only the office available as temporary refuge from the oncoming swarm of worms and flow of flesh, but our safe haven would quickly become nothing more than another prison to extend our survival.

“It won’t hold them for long,” Robert said.

“What now?”

Robert went straight for his desk, pulling out a pistol from the top drawer.

“You brought a gun to the bottom of the ocean?” I asked.

“You didn’t?” he shot back. “Never know when you might have to quell a mutiny,” he laughed nervously.

He could tell I wasn’t amused. We both knew a gun wouldn’t slow them down significantly, but any help was welcome. He continued to rummage through the closets in the room, eventually pulling out two unused hazmat suits, just like the one I had used while inspecting Mike.”

“It kept you safe inside the airlock, the worms couldn’t penetrate the suit, right?” Robert asked with pleading eyes.

“Look, they breached the EPM suit, made of fucking metal, I don’t think these will make a big difference, might slow ‘em down, but that’s it,” I said.

“It’s our best shot.”

The worms had started to pile up on the door, forming a contracting mesh, slightly cracking the glass.

“It’s now or never, James better have the damn sub ready to go,” Robert said as we got into the suits. He fired a shot, not at the door, but at the tempered glass wall beside it, shattering it to a million cubical pieces as we jumped through.

I stumbled to the ground, a few worms getting onto my hand as I stood back up. Robert pulled them off me and shoved me forward. We spurted for the entrance to section A.

We were far faster than the worms, but they had formed a mesh covering most of the ceiling, and dropped down on top of us for each step we took.

Another hole in the wall burst open directly above the airlock towards section A, causing another slump of meat to land in front of the door.

“Shit,” Robert yelled as he instinctively pulled his weapon, and fired at the mass on the floor.

I froze in place as the worms disintegrated from the bullets’ impact, reforming, hastily crawling towards us. I tried to turn away and run, but I didn’t react in time.

To my surprise the worms completely ignored my presence and headed straight for Robert, pouring onto him from all directions, pulling him to the ground. He screamed in agony as they formed around his limbs, making him unable to fight back. I hurried towards him and tried to pull them off, but for each worm I removed, a hundred others joined in.

Within seconds they managed to hear a hole at the armpit region of his suit. They immediately wriggled themselves in through the hole. I tried desperately to pull him up, but he shoved me away as he realised there wasn’t any hope left for him.

“Get out of here, Doc,” he gargled as blood started to fill is lungs.

I didn’t even hesitate, shamefully, I ran for my life while the Syncytium was too distracted by consuming Robert, no matter what I had done, he was already dead.

The hallways narrowed drastically as I once more returned to section A. I frantically tried to input the code to close the airlocks, it took me two attempts with shaky fingers to get the correct code, but within a second the doors sealed, and I was once more separated from the abomination on the other side.

“I’m so sorry, Robert,” I whispered to myself.

The central dome finally gave in under the pressure, massive streams of water quickly collapsing the ceiling. The station fell apart, and the central power was annihilated under the flood.

Plunged into darkness and silence, I ventured further towards the docking station. While each section of Talos supposedly had their own backup generator, for some reason it hadn’t been activated yet in that section, making it hard to navigate through the narrow labyrinth of hallways.

“Can anybody hear me?” I called, my voice echoing endlessly.

I bumped my head as I saw a light appearing in the distance. James came running towards me, holding a flashlight.

“Doc, you’re still with us, thank God!” he said, his joy quickly fleeting as he realised I had come alone.

“What happened? Where’s Jen, and the Captain?”

I just shook my head in response, no words could convey what had happened in the dome, and their absence proved enough about their unfortunate outcome of our futile escape attempt.

“No time to worry about that now, we need to get out of here, the capsule is just about ready to leave for the surface, we only need Henry to figure out how to get the power back.”

When we arrived at the docking station, I was relieved by the increase in ceiling height, if only ever so slightly. Henry was busy at work on the control panel, trying to figure out what had cut the power from the backup generator; Abby standing behind him with a flashlight.

“God damnit!” he yelled. “Something has torn away the backup generator, not sure how, but I’m sure I know what, fucking abyssal demon spawn.”

He sighed.

“Between the lack of power, and the damaged hull, the sub can’t release from the station, essentially, we’re stranded here.”

None of us spoke a word, trapped in a tin can twenty thousand feet below the surface with no transport.

After what felt like an eternity, Henry finally broke the silence.

“There are all great ideas, but that won’t work,” he said sarcastically in response to our lack of solutions.

“Well, do you have any ideas then, genius?” Abby asked.

Henry sighed.

“As a matter of fact I do.”

He walked into the capsule and started messing around with the electronics, eventually pulling off one of the panels.

“There are three batteries powering this sub, and the way I see it, I could take one out, and it should still have enough power to get you all to the surface.”

“Us?” James asked.

“I need to connect this battery to the airlock,” he continued as he pulled one of them out from the capsule. “Then I’ll override the door, it’ll blow open from the pressure, and the resulting wave of water should forcefully eject the sub.”

“What about you?” Abby asked.

“Well, someone has to stay behind to follow through on this plan.”

“Let me do it then,” James interjected.

“No, you idiot, one wrong connection, and the door fries, locking forever. I’m the only one with the expertise.”

“There has to be another way.”

“There isn’t, trust me.”

James and I looked at each other, both wanting to speak up, but neither able to come up with an alternative solution. Henry went back into the transport capsule, and sealed the panels shut again.

“I wish you were all smarter, maybe one of you could have stayed behind,” he said, as sarcastically as ever, but for the first time with the slightest smirk on his face.

“Thank you,” I said.

“Yeah, well time for you to go,” he said as he shut the door to the capsule.

We watched as Henry walked away for the last time, ready to face his fate, an asshole to the bitter end, but one with a kind heart. Like his other perished crew mates, he would forever remain at the ocean basin, never again witnessing sunlight.

Time went on forever, while we waited for a wave of water that might just as likely crush us in an instant, but with a ton of luck, we’d be ejected out from the station, and from there we could reach the surface. It would be the most violent takeoff in the station’s history, but also the last.

Minutes later, we heard the sound of the airlock opening, before shattering to pieces under the immense pressure of exploding water and Syncytial flesh.

It only took about ten seconds for the wave to hit us, and we shoot out from Talos, the hallway behind us falling apart as we did. It hit us hard, and roughed us up a bit, but we survived.

James took control of the vessel, and didn’t hesitate to start ascending towards the surface.

Abby and I stared out the tiny window, on the other side we could see the utterly crushed remains of Talos, dimly illuminated by the light still powered up by the generators at section C, which had been completely covered by the flesh of the Syncytium.

The thousands of corpses of fish that previously littered the ocean floor had been cleaned up, and were now a part of the ever growing monster from the abyss.

A wave of relief washed over me, with my heart calming down for each foot of our ascension. I no longer felt the need to constantly look out the window, the world outside was dark, and whatever life once remained down there had been consumed alongside my longing for the ocean.

Once we reached a depth of five thousand feet, in the middle of the midnight zone, we managed to establish contact with the USS Orion, and called for an emergency evacuation. They were quite the distance away, but by the time we’d reach the surface, they would pick us up, albeit curious as to what had happened in the depths.

At three thousand feet the first rays of daylight greeted us with the warmth of the sun, the ocean started filling up with peaceful life, fish thriving in the waters, completely ignorant to the horrors that existed directly below them. The vast darkness turned to a calming blue, and for the first time since being hired for this mission, I felt safe.

Before long, we breached the surface, and were greeted by a team wearing hazmat suits as we boarded the ship. We had been unable to alert them to the situation, all they knew was that a potential contagion existed in the depths, one we could have brought back with us, so understandably they locked us up in the sickbay, isolated from the rest of the crew.

For seventy-two hours they pricked and prodded at us, taking multiple blood samples, and even a CSF-probe. After they all returned normal, and no sign of sickness was apparent, they let us into more comfortable living arrangements as we set for shore.

After being released from the sickbay, I hardly saw James and Abby, they spent most of their time in their rooms, only coming out for the occasional interrogation. Headquarters were incredibly curious as to how a state of the art installation suddenly collapsed, as we had absolutely no proof of the events that had transpired.

They needed someone to blame, but as a part of the CDC, and not the original Talos crew, I was safe from prosecution.

All that was required of me, was to sign a non-disclosure agreement, one I’m breaking now to warn you about the horrors of the abyss.

We know more about what exists in outer space, than we do about life in our own oceans, and that’s how it should remain forever.

These creatures, the Syncytium, can’t be killed. As long as one single cell remains, it would be enough to restart their hives, and I fear that with the consumption of Talos, they have learned about life on the surface.

Now that I’m posting this, I’m heading for the center of disease control. I can feel the worms wriggling inside my chest as I type this, ready to burst out at any moment, I guess the suit didn’t protect me after all.

I hope James and Abby are safe, that they get a second chance at living a happy life.

I’m so sorry for all of this, for what’s to come.

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Credits

 

The Ocean Is Much Deeper Than We Thought (Part 2)

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Death can be a beautiful thing, beyond all the stigma associated around the event. It’s the beginning of a world that starts directly from the end of another. When a whale dies in extreme depths, they sink towards the ocean floor, where entire ecosystems arise from their decomposing bodies; This is called a Whale Fall.

Mike’s EPM suit had left behind three days worth of footage; Henry was put on the task of preparing it for viewing. While we couldn’t save him, nor the suit, we could at least figure out how Mike died.

As we waited, the captain decided it was time for me to learn the truth about their mission, and why no one on the surface had ever heard about the scientific wonder that was Talos.

“You saw all the dead sea creatures littering the ocean floor around the station?” Robert asked.

I recalled the hundreds of mangled bodies of fish, not the most welcoming sight to the abyss.

“James told me something compelled them to dive down here, some sort of sound?”

Robert nodded as he pulled up a computer. After a moment of fumbling he clicked on a sound file.

“About five years ago we recorded this coming from the depths of the Tonga Trench.”

It was an oddly synthetic sound, like a whale’s mating call had been pitched down and jumbled around, and in the midst of it all there was something that sounded like a whisper.

“They recorded something similar around the Mariana Trench, and called it the Biotwang,” Robert said.

The sound played on loop as we talked, oddly eerie for something so innocent.

“We first thought it came from a whale, just a bit distorted after travelling vast distances, or instrumental interference, but then we saw how it affected the wild life in the region. Blooms of jellyfish appearing out of nowhere, and fish defying all instincts to dive towards crushing pressure.”

“What made the sound then?” I asked.

Robert pulled up some pictures on the screen, creatures similar to roundworms, but pitch black. They looked nothing like what I had just witnessed in the airlock however.

“From what we can tell, there’s a thus far completely undiscovered ecosystem somewhere down the trench. Isolated for millions of years, unaffected by mass-extinction events; They have evolved quite differently from life we see on the surface. It’s like millions of single celled organisms working together to form more complex creatures, but unlike ourselves, the cells can detach and rejoin at will. We’ve named it: The Syncytium.”

“That’s what killed Mike?”

“They could be part of it, but what we just saw in the airlock is far larger than the microorganisms we gathered here.”

Before we could continue, James interrupted, letting us know the footage was ready to be viewed.

“If they ever decide to declassify the existence of this station, they’ll never mention the creatures, nor the sound that alerted us to their presence. I’m sure one day, they’ll hail this all as a supreme, technological advancement, but truth be told, the reason why the navy put billions and billions of dollars into this project, so that humanity could traverse the ocean floor, is simply because they want to find whatever is making that sound, and find a way of using it.”

“Cap, they’re waiting for us,” James said.

We gathered in the central area. Abby sat in the back some distance away from everyone else. She seemed even worse for wear than before, frail, as if she’d lost weight in the past couple of hours since meeting her.

Henry controlled the footage, ready to speed through to the important bits, as the descent itself was quite slow.

20,000 feet: The Hadal Zone…

Everything we saw would be from Mike’s point of view. The footage started at the airlock, Abby standing before him with a concern expression on her face.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be back before you know it. It’s not like it’s my first time in the depths. It’s not like they’d waste a billion dollars on me dying anyway.”

She didn’t seem consoled by his words.

“This time is different, we haven’t tested the suit beyond thirty thousand feet yet,” Abby said.

“No, but we’ve tested pressure, the suit should be able to go much further before breaking.”

Henry forwarded the footage…

Mike stood directly at the edge of the Tonga Trench, to his left a platform extended even further down towards the Hadal Zone, an elevator sat at the platform’s center.

A short distance down the trench he saw endlessly long tendrils gently swaying with the current. They belonged to the body of a malformed creature, looking like it couldn’t possibly control its long appendages, yet it seemed unfazed by the depths.

“Guys, are you seeing this?” he said excitedly as he pointed at the bizarre being. “It’s a Magnapinna Squid!”

He almost jogged along the edge to get a better view. The suit audibly exhausted by the effort.

“Don’t put too much strain on the suit,” Henry interjected over the radio.

“It’ll be fine, what else did they pay for?” Mike asked.

As he got closer to the squid, another popped up behind it, one with even longer appendages. “Damn, I never thought I’d see one up so close.”

“Stop messing around, and get on the elevator,” Henry demanded.

“Fine, let’s not enjoy our jobs then,” Mike responded.

He boarded the elevator and strapped himself in. The journey would take him another fifteen thousand feet into the abyss. It was a loud, sturdy piece of machinery able to withstand the immense pressure of the dreaded hadal zone, Mike himself would control the speed of the descent, only handing over control to Henry should something happen.

Not long after the descent started, Mike stalled the elevator.

“The suit is making weird noises,” he said.

“That’s normal, it’s adjusting to the pressure change, we told you that it would happen the deeper you got,” Henry explained with an annoyed tone.

“Yeah, I know, but-“

“You’ll be fine.”

27,000 feet…

Once more, Mike stopped the elevator, directing his gaze at an edge sticking out from the cliffside. On it lay the corpse of a bowhead whale, almost half a planet away from it’s natural habitat.

The whale had been partially hollowed out, riddled with deep sea eels and tiny, eyeless fish, an entire ecosystem thriving from its death.

“How did that whale get here?” Mike asked.

“It died, like all the other creatures down here,” Henry said.

“Yeah, but it’s a bowhead, at least I think it is, don’t they live around the arctic?”

Henry sighed, “just continue the descent.”

35,433 feet: Horizon Deep…

The elevator reached the bottom of the trench after about an hour, allowing Mike to finally unbuckle himself from his seat. He grabbed a box of beacons to allow the next person to easier navigate the area.

After stepping off the platform, and getting away from its bright lights, it became abundantly clear that the bottom of the ocean was far from empty, and that entire bed was covered in previously undiscovered life; Millions of fungal like plants covering the floor, and transparent fat shrimps swimming between, apparently feeding off them.

On the cliff wall itself, thousands of bioluminescent plants extended, just a stalk with a blue bulb bending in the direction of Mike’s movement. It was hauntingly beautiful, looking as alien as anything from another planet.

He continued along the cliffside, putting down a beacon every hundred feet or so.

“I half expected this place to be horrible,” Mike said. “You know, being named after the God of the underworld and all.”

No one responded to his comment.

“Guys, you can still hear me, right?”

“Yes, Mike, we can hear you,” Henry said. “We’re here to work, not make stupid quips.”

“Has anyone ever told you how much better life can be if you at least try to enjoy it? Henry, stop being such a killjoy, we’re making history down here.”

Henry didn’t respond.

“How about you hand Abby the radio? Hell, I’d rather listen to the Captain ramble about protocol, going on and on-”

Mike stopped dead in his tracks, reaching the end of the cliff. Before him was a steep fall, leading down to an endless chasm of darkness.

“Henry, are you sure the elevator took me all the way down the trench?” he asked as he stared into the abyss.

“Yes, you’re at thirty-five thousand feet.”

“Well, it’s just that I’m standing at the edge of the cliff, and this is clearly not the bottom of the ocean.”

“That’s impossible, we surveyed the entire area with sonar.”

“Well, I’m telling you-“

The ground beneath Mike crumbled to pieces, he slid off the edge of the cliff and dove further into the deep. The darkness now surrounding him was absolute, nothing could possibly help him orient himself as he fell.

To fall in the ocean was a much slower process, giving him time to think what kind of fate awaited him as he sunk to depths never before known by mankind, he called out for his crew members, while desperately clawing at the cliff, but even with the suit, he was unable to slow his descent.

As he got deeper, the suit started emitting loud beeps, alarms to alert to rapid pressure changes exceeding sixteen thousand psi, but before he could even react, he hit the ground hard.

Mike fell silent, passed out from the impact.

??,??? feet: The Void…

Minutes after landing at unknown depths, Mike awoke to the sound of his suit beeping. The suit had held its ground, and was starting to adjust to the new pressure. The manometer has broken, and with his tracking device malfunctioning we could only try to guess how far he’d fallen.

Mike grunted as he got to his feet, taking some time to figure out what had happened.

“Henry, you there?” he finally said.

No response.

“Captain, anyone?”

Apart from a few malfunctioning instruments, most of the suit seemed intact, yet no contact could be made with the base. Everything passed that point would be after the coms went down, and we all patiently awaited to learn of Mike’s fate.

Despite having fallen far beyond what we believed to be the ocean floor, he had just landed on another plateau, with an endless distance still progressing downwards, the abyss was ever present, taunting us with its emptiness.

“Please respond,” he begged, defeated.

He activated the beacons still attached to him, and checked his surroundings. He had landed directly in front of a cave leading inside the cliff wall, and moving steeply upwards. While protocol strictly dictated to wait for rescue in these situations, we could hear gargled sound emitting from the cave. Whatever it was, it compelled Mike decided to check out the cave.

The walls inside were perfectly smooth, an impossible formation of rocks reflecting the bright light shining from EPM suit, lighting up the cave as far as it stretched.

Mike stared at the shiny walls for a moment, adjusting the light. They had seemed smooth at an angle, but when light was pointed directly at them, it uncovered bizarre patterns, like symbols not corresponding to any known language.

While he studied the symbols, a loud sound shook through the cave, almost sweeping Mike off his feet. It sounded similar to the Biotwang, but with slight differences, the rhythm was changed.

It seemed to put Mike further into a trance, and he diligently followed the source, ignoring any chance of rescue the further in he went.

The cave led to a much larger cavern, extending beyond the reach of any light source he had available. Unlike the tunnel, these walls weren’t smooth, but were covered in millions of tiny holes, each perfectly round, each identical to the last.

Upon closer inspection, the holes weren’t empty, but filled with worms, just like the ones we’d seen spew out of his body inside the airlock. They wriggled and reached for Mike as he walked through the cavern, pulled towards the sound in the distance, getting louder with each passing step.

The deeper he got, the less he seemed distracted by the holes, which were growing in size alongside the worms. Mike’s only hypnotic objective was to reach the sound.

On top of the worms, spindly, long legged creatures walked across. They looked like shell-less spider crabs, dipping their limbs into the worms, merging temporarily while seeming to feed them, for each dip into the holes, their limbs grew shorter, while the worms expanded.

Eventually he reached a corner of the cavern, and with it, the source of the sound. It was a half consumed whale calf attached to the wall, bound by hundreds of massive worms extending into its torn flesh. Despite being half eaten, and broken beyond any chance at life, it somehow didn’t succumb, as if the worms themselves kept it alive, involuntary life support, repurposed for their own needs.

The calf gaped open it’s half eaten jaw, so mangled Mike could see straight in to its vocal cords, which were also covered in the worms, tugging and moving them into position. The whale screamed, emitting another jumbled sound that pulled Mike even closer.

While Mike was distracted, several worms had emerged from their holes, rapidly swarming around him. Within seconds, they had joined together, wrapping around his legs, and climbing up the suit. It temporarily brought Mike back to sanity, as he tried to tear the worms off, but they were far faster than him, trapped inside a slow, metal box.

He stumbled to the ground, allowing more worms, and their spindles to cover each of his limbs. The creatures merged together, forming a sheet of flesh that soon covered the entirety of his body.

Mike fell silent, and the camera showed nothing but a flesh coloured mass, muffling any audio save for Mike’s panicked breath.

He screamed as a loud bang almost broke the speakers. The sound of his suit being perforated and the mesh refilling the hole we had found on the sole of his feet. The creatures had gotten inside his suit, digging into his flesh, Mike crying in agony before falling silent.

We all stood speechless in front of the monitor, now displaying nothing but a timer, proving the camera was still running, Abby had left, with James following to console her.

“That can’t be it,” Robert said.

“Let me forward it,” Henry said, half whispering in shock.

We forwarded through almost three days of nothing, while the worms incubated inside Mike, trapped alone in the cavern, no one knowing where he was.

The camera started clearing up, the flesh sheet pealing off as the view showed that Mike had returned to the elevator. During the three days down in the trench, the syncytium had occupied, covering it with their fleshy appendages. Mike was controlling it, or whatever remained of him inside the suit.

He wandered towards the station, flakes of syncytial flesh falling off him for each step. His crew called out for him over the radio now that they could reach him, but Mike could do nothing but gargle as worms had consumed most of his lungs.

At the airlock he stumbled inside, ready to unleash hell within the station, but for a brief moment Mike managed to halt his himself, perhaps the thought of hurting those he loved was enough for him to temporarily gain control, just enough time to shut down the airlock, putting himself into lockdown.

Mike collapsed to the ground, he had died days ago, but his will remained even as he turned into nothing more than a vessel for the horrors he now carried within him.

The footage ended…

We stood in silence for a moment. None of us daring to speak a word about Mike’s cause of death, I hardly believed it, despite having almost fallen victim to the same fate.

“Henry, call headquarters, tell them we’re shutting this project down,” Robert said, breaking the silence. “Jennifer, destroy the sample from the airlock, it’s still sealed, right?”

Jennifer nodded, before heading towards the lab.

“We need to make sure that whatever this is, it stays in the abyss.”

I joined Henry as he attempted to call headquarters, the radio returning nothing more than jumbled static. Robert was checking all security feed, sending out drones to scavenge for the Syncytium at the elevator.

“Captain, the coms are completely down, can’t get any signal.”

On the security feed we saw that the flesh of the Syncytium had stretched along the ground, covering some of the corpses of fish that littered the ocean floor. It was impossibly large, using the elevator and platform as a scaffold for climbing up towards the station.

A loud metallic clang sounded through the station, followed by an alarm.

“What the hell was that?” I asked.

“Hull breach: sector C,” an automated voice said.

“Isolate it!” Robert demanded.

“What about-“

“Just do it!” he continued.

Henry frantically tried to navigate the security system, attempting to get an idea as to the extent of the damage.

“What’s in sector C?” I asked.

“It’s the lab. Fucking hell, I hope Jennifer didn’t get there yet.” Henry said.

While the station sealed, trapping anyone inside another loud bang shook us, the alarm sounded again.

“Hull breach: Sector B.”

“Fuck, fuck, fuck, what now?” Henry asked.

Robert stood still in shock, frozen by the decision of saving the station or fleeing.

“We have to evacuate,” was all he could say.

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The Ocean Is Much Deeper Than We Thought (Part 1)

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“They told me you were experienced in harsh waters.” James said, as he pointed out the pearls of sweat that had formed on my forehead.

“Yeah, I do.” I replied, moments before hurling the remnants of a less than appetising lunch, off the side of our ship.

”It's just that you look a bit green around the gills.” He continued with a smirk.

We’d just met a few hours ago. I’d been airlifted to USS Orion, a sealift handling abyssal transport capsules for a classified project conducted by the United States navy.

“I guess they failed to mention that I’m much better underwater, in submarines.” I shot back.

Considering the circumstances, his casual demeanour left an uncomfortable atmosphere among the workers. They all knew what my visit entailed, but just like myself, they were scant with information.

All I knew, was that there might be a contagious infection at the bottom of the the ocean, and my job was to either to disprove it, or to confine the entire crew aboard the station.

As soon as we were positioned securely on top of the Tonga Trench, we were rushed into the transport capsule; A minuscule, vertical submarine, designed simply to take us to the base on the ocean floor, twenty thousand feet below us: Talos.

I entered the sub, feeling excited, while also dreading the return to the deep blue. It had been ten years since serving as a hospital corpsman, one of the few actually stationed aboard a submarine. Over the years I had clearly lost the natural sense I once had for the ocean, yet I longed desperately for it.

“Whenever you’re ready, doc.” One of the crew members said, impatiently waiting to drop us into the abyss.

I raised my thumb. “As ready as I’ll ever be, go ahead.”

10 feet: The Twilight Zone…

The impact with the ocean lightly shook the capsule. As we submerged, my nausea quickly diminished, and a sense of peace washed over my mind.

I was back.

Outside the window a few curious fish accompanied our journey downwards, various sea life attracted by the cargo ship, following to see us off.

James piloted the miniature sub, having done the trip a thousand times before, it wasn’t anything new to him. Myself, I’d never been below two thousand feet, and never had I been able to look through the window and admire the mostly unexplored blue world.

3,300 feet: The Midnight Zone…

As we sank deeper towards the abyss, the last stray rays of sunshine vanished. We had left the realm of sunshine and mankind, all in favour for the domain of darkness.

“First time in the abyss, right?” James asked after a long bout of silence.

“Yeah, served aboard a submarine for a few years, but they never go very deep, this… this is something else.”

He smiled at me. “Well, you’re in for a treat then, we’re going all the way down, Talos sits right at the edge of the trench, ain’t nothing quite like it.”

Any sea life once curious about our sub had long since retreated towards brighter areas. The rapidly increasing pressure had proven hostile to most, but some resilient little creatures had found a way to thrive in places once thought to be lifeless, the miracles of the ocean.

Within an hour we had reached a depth of ten thousand feet. Beyond the fifteen inch glass pane, separating us from certain death, lied nothing but everlasting darkness. For all we knew, the two of us could have been all that existed in that void, if not for the sound of the outer hull settling under the pressure, a constant reminder about the vastness of the ocean.

To distract myself from the unsettling, creaking sound, I asked James about the only thing I could think about.

“Why don’t you tell me more about what happened down there?”

James had acted casual that far, but my question quickly changed his nonchalant expression to a frown. “They briefed you on the surface, didn’t they?”

“Of course, but-“

“Then that’ll have to do.” He said firmly.

13,100 feet: The Abyssal Zone…

The world outside hypnotised me, staring so far into nothing, knowing there could be a full world only a couple of feet before you was bizarre, I’d never experienced true darkness until that day, and to think a good portion of Earth’s life had existed within it for millions of years, terrified me.

When I served aboard USS Catacea, my captain explained why they don’t put windows on submarines. He told stories about shipmates going crazy after years at sea, that the isolation, or distance from the mainland never bothered any of them. He firmly believed that staring into the ocean and pondering its secrets was what truly drove men from their sanity, and to combat this, they never put windows on their vessels. Though it was clearly a tale he made up, seeing what truly lies beyond the surface brought back these memories, maybe he was right after all.

My sinister thoughts were interrupted by a dim light appearing in the distance. A red dot dancing blissfully up and down, getting close to our little sub; It was a jellyfish.

“Would you look at that.” James said as he pointed at the little creature, so fragile, yet defying the deep sea pressure.

Another light joined in, then a few more, and before long a symphony of pulsating, crimson lights formed around our capsule, welcoming us with the warmth of thousands of stars, making up their own little galaxy thousands of feet below the surface.

It was the most magnificent thing I’d ever seen, a bloom of jellyfish happily existing in such hostile conditions. I couldn’t help but feel impressed.

“They’re called Atolla Jellyfish.” James stated. “They don’t usually venture this far down, but there’s something about this place that seems to attract them. I usually see a few on my journeys down here, but never anything like this.”

I just nodded in response, too mesmerised by the sight to notice what he said, but as quickly as they had appeared, they vanished, once more leaving us in absolute darkness.

“Listen, Doc, I’m sorry about the outburst earlier.” James said.

I turned towards him, turning my back to the darkness for the first time. It made me feel vulnerable.

“You gotta understand, this ain’t something we usually deal with, and Mike, well, I’ve known him most of my life.”

“I know how much this sucks, believe me. I’m just trying to get as much info as possible, for all of our sakes.” I said.

“Yeah, well, there’s nothing I could tell you anyway. The airlock has been on lockdown for the past two days, and we’ve been under strict orders not to open it until you deem it safe to do so.”

I didn’t ask any further questions. I’d dealt with contagions ever since leaving the navy, and ninety percent of the time, they were simple overreactions.

19,700 feet: The Ocean Basin…

For the first time since we left the ship, the radio came to life, emitting a static sound, one that slowly took the shape of a man’s voice.

“James, can you hear me?” The voice asked.

“Loud and clear, Captain. I’ve got our man from the CDC with me as well, we’re just about ready to dock.”

“Great, the crew is getting impatient, we-“ The radio started breaking up.

“Ah, damn, the radio is- dock at section A, don’t-“ It shut off completely.

“Welcome to the Abyssal Zone.” James said. “The radio has been acting strange lately, imagine giving us a state of the art station, but coms from last millennium.”

Through the window we could see a massive dome lit up by hundreds of lights. Three paths stretched from its centre, each lit up by different colours, making sectors A, B, and C. There was something else lit up by station’s light. At first just obscured figures leaving shadows in the sand, but as we got closer I realised they were fish. Hundreds, if not thousands of dead sea creatures littering the ocean bed, their corpses mangled from the intense pressure.

“Christ, what the hell is up with the fish?” I asked, horrified.

“Same as the Atolla, something attracts them down here, they swim until their bodies break under the pressure, then they sink.”

“What could possibly do that?”

“There are a few theories, but from what we can tell, it’s a sound that we periodically hear from the trench.”

The docking process in itself took quite some time. The outer hull had changed ever so slightly due to the high pressure, just enough so that fitting into the station proved a challenge.

As the doors finally opened I stumbled outside the capsule, greeted by three of the crew members aboard.

“You’re the doctor, right?” The oldest of them asked.

“That’s correct.” I said as he reached out his hand to introduce himself.

“The name’s Robert Lewis, I’m the captain assigned to Talos.” He said as he shook my hand. “Thank you for coming this far, I know it’s not the most pleasant journey.”

He seemed polite enough, though clearly sleep deprived, with bloodshot eyes and greasy hair.

“This is Jennifer Burke, one of our biologists, and that’s Henry Gale, our technician.” He said.

They both shook my hand, neither making eye contact as they did.

”Hey, Cap, where's Abby?” James asked.

”Still at section B, she's not doing too well as I’m sure you can understand.” He responded.

James nodded.

”Let's talk.” Robert said as he gestured for me to follow.

The hallways were narrow, dimly lit up with lights that flickered, and constant creaking emitting from the walls. It looked disproportionate considering how large it had all seemed from the outside, and as a rather tall guy, I had to crouch down to keep my head from knocking into the ceiling.

“I’m sorry about the grim mood.” Robert said. “It’s the first time we’re dealing with something like this. I’m assuming they told you about the situation, on the surface?” He asked.

“They did, but I have to admit, I’m a bit fuzzy on the details.”

“As are we. Mike put himself in lockdown as soon as he returned to the station, and we haven’t had clearance to open it yet.”

“He, Mike, didn’t give any good reasons?” I asked.

“He never got the chance, he fell over dead the second he hit the button.”

Robert lead us into the central dome, in contrast to the hallways, it was a pleasant surprise; A large living space filled with furniture and personal affects, had I not known better, I could have believed we were still on the surface.

“Mike discovered some microorganisms down in the trench, a new type of parasite he said. He claimed they were able to withstand any amount of pressure, which isn’t a surprise down here, but he also explained that they were completely unaffected by rapid changes in environment.” Robert said as we headed inside an office.

“Did he believe it was contagious?” I asked.

“Seeing as he was our microbiologist, I can’t really come up with another fathomable conclusion. Needless to say we destroyed all the samples, but we still don’t know why he put himself into lockdown.”

Robert sighed.

“But that’s not the strangest thing.”

I waited patiently for him to continue, while he tried to form words he clearly had trouble believing himself.

“We lost him down in the trench for three entire days, the tracking system failed and the coms went down. We did whatever we could, but it was futile. Even if we had found him, he only had enough oxygen for ten hours, so we unfortunately, we presumed he had died. Then, out of nowhere, his tracker reappeared on our systems, showing that he was moving back up the Tonga Elevator, and though he never responded to any of our attempts at contacting him, he was clearly alive.”

“How?”

“It’s impossible, yet it happened. Once we let him into the station, he simply locked it down and fell over dead on the ground.”

Before Robert could continue, the technician walked into the office.

“When you examine him, be careful not to damage the EPM suit, it’s highly-“

“This is hardly the time, Henry.” Robert commanded, glaring at him.

“I’m just saying, this is a billion dollar project.”

“Why don’t you go get the equipment for our doctor here?” Robert demanded, getting more agitated by the minute.

“Look, Captain, If you would just let me go into the airlock, I could take all necessary precautions.”

“Absolutely not. Do you think headquarters would have sent the damn CDC if they thought we could handle it? For Christ’s sake, Henry, know your limits.”

The technician left, and quickly returned with a modified hazmat suit and some surgical supplies, we moved on towards section B.

Unlike the hallways we had traversed before, these were large, and well lit up. As we arrived at the airlock, we found Abby standing before the glass door, staring longingly at Mike’s lifeless body.

“Abby.” Robert said.

“I know, I know, it’s time.” She responded as she turned around. “Oh, you’re the doctor?” She asked, her eyes red and voice trembling.

I nodded.

“You’ll figure out what did this to him, won’t you? I just don’t understand.”

“Abby, why don’t you come with me while they work?” Robert said. “You don’t need to see this.”

As Robert led her back to the central dome, Henry started unpacking the cart of medical supplies, including isolation drapes and the hazmat suit.

”Alright, I'm going to guide you through this, no need to mess up a perfectly good EPM suit.” Henry said. “What does EPM mean anyway?” I asked.

“Exoskeletal Pressure Modulator.” Henry said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

James, and Jennifer helped me seal the hazmat suit, while Henry hung up the isolation drapes.

I stepped through, while Jennifer entered a code behind me to open the airlock, my ears popped as they sealed the door shut behind me. Both the drapes and airlock were transparent, meaning they could observe everything I did, in addition to a mounted camera on my shoulder for closer view, displayed on a monitor on the other side.

Just by the control panel, Mike lied dead, wearing a massive, black suit, looking more like an robotic piece of machinery, than divers gear.

There were several cables and hooks hanging from the ceiling, and just turning him over was a massive task, as he weighed about half a ton wearing the suit.

His face was pale as sheet, with thin streaks of blood pouring from every available orifice. The eyes were red from conjunctival bleeding, completely ridding them from any white.

”I'm ready.” I said.

“Alright, the first thing you’ll need to do, is to simply inspect the suit. Look for any breaches in the integrity. It shouldn’t be possible, but in the unlikely event that something broke through, a self healing mesh should have formed, it looks kind of gray.”

I looked over every inch of his suit, from top to bottom.

“There, his feet!” Henry yelled.

Sure enough, there was a patch of gray that stood out from the matt black metal covering the rest of him.

“Something actually perforated his suit.” Henry said, surprised.

I got closer, giving them a better view on the monitor.

“Clearly the puncture wasn’t what killed him though.” He added

I had to agree with that assessment, any breach not sealed off within a nanosecond would immediately crush him, but it seemed that the mesh had replaced whatever penetrated the suit at the same time as it was removed.

“Next, attach the cables to his shoulder, they are colour coded, so it should be easy enough.”

I attached the cables as instructed, which caused the suit to light up and start unhinging. The front of the suit opened up, revealing Mike’s completely mangled body.

“What the hell?” James asked.

“That’s not pressure damage.” Henry responded.

Mike’s ribs were broken outwards, though they had not torn apart his flesh, his chest seemed to have expanded to almost twice its normal size.

I continued to remove the helmet, pulling it off his head. I looked into his eyes for a brief moment, baffled as to what could have caused his internal organs to essentially explode. For the briefest of moments, it seemed like his eyes moved to meet my gaze.

“Did you just see that?” I asked.

No one said a word, we all just stared at Mike, waiting for something to happen. His eyes moved again, darting in random directions as he started gargling, violently contracting his chest.

“Oh God, he’s still alive?” Jennifer asked.

He opened his mouth, letting thousands of massive worms pour out onto the floor, they immediately crawled in every direction, up the walls onto the ceiling, desperately searching for a way out. Mike continued to spew out more slimy worms.

His mouth tore open in the process, leaving his jaw completely unhinged before falling off. Once all the worms seemed to have exited his corpse, his chest tore open, revealing even larger worms. It quickly became apparent that all of his organs had been consumed, replaced with the disgusting creatures.

Some of them started clinging to my suit as I swatted at them in panic, none of the others knew what to do, they could only stare at me flailing around.

As the worms touched each other, their flesh temporarily fused, forming longer versions of themselves, growing in size and then breaking off again. They wrapped around my arms and legs, I begged for someone to help me, but what could they do.

“Hang in there!” Henry yelled as he fumbled with the panel for the airlock.

Within seconds, a few small taps emerged from the ceiling, spewing what I could only assume was liquid nitrogen. Whatever it was, the worms froze in place, freezing to the point where I could break them into tiny pieces.

It only took a moment, but all the worms had been killed off, and though my suit had partially protected me from the cold, I collapsed exhausted and shivering onto the ground.

“Get me the fuck out of here.” I demanded, knowing fully well they couldn’t do that until I had dealt with the infestation.

Robert had just returned in time to see what the commotion was about, and upon seeing what remained of Mike lying torn to pieces on the ground he stopped in his tracks.

After a minute of catching my breath I got some sense back. With some morbid sense of humour, and functioning on autopilot, I turned towards Henry.

“Sorry, but the suit isn’t going to be salvaged, we’re ejecting the whole fucking airlock as soon as I get out of here.”

Henry turned to Robert, pleading for him to make me reconsider, despite what we had all just witnessed, but Robert took my side.

After removing the recording unit from the EPM suit, I packed the entire thing into an easily ejectable container, while making sure that no worms remained on my suit. All I took was a small sample of a frozen worm, packed into a vacuum container.

I exited the airlock, and handed the sample over to Jennifer, she had prepared the previous parasites brought back by Mike, and I told her to get everything ready so I could determine what we were dealing with.

Robert started the procedure of ejecting the airlock’s content, including what remained of Mike and the EPM suit, Henry pouting the whole time.

James hadn’t moved an inch since the event. He’d turned sickly pale, as if he just realised the severity of the situation.

“We have to tell him, Captain.” He said quietly after a few minutes.

“Tell me what?” I asked while getting out of the hazmat suit.

Robert took a deep breath, mulling over his options. “You’re right.”

“Tell me what?” I repeated.

“The real reason why we’re stationed down here.”

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Credits 

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